It's crazy to me that there are actually people who have committed suicide. I wonder what they were thinking about as the bullet ripped through their brain. Or as they splattered on the pavement, got mangled by a train, etc

>>81555803 (OP)
Im assuming its really ass for a split second where you hear a ring then everything goes black

>>81555803 (OP)
Bullets are too fast to regret but jumpers who survived usually say they immediately felt regret.

>>81555803 (OP)
>I wonder what they were thinking about as the bullet ripped through their brain
probably this
RING DING DING DING
BANANA PHONE

>>81555803 (OP)
>conceptually entertain the idea of suicide at particularly low parts of my life
>while imagining it go "damn, thats gay" and carry on
Its wild that people actually go to a bridge or whatever and hop off, or down a handful of random pills

>>81555898
You've never really suffered

>A terrible night. No sooner than I shut my eyes desolation came upon me. What is one's last thought as you pull the trigger? "There goes my head" or "Jesus watch over me?" Or neither? I'm going to tear these pages out. This journal brings me no peace. It's self-pity, nothing more.