As confident as I am online, I'm extremely shy irl, especially around men, I have 3 friends (2 of them I used to date because I had fat crushes on them), and I barely go outside my house even though I really want to, I currently live with my grandma and she hates when men are around me because she hates men (even if their my friends) and she fucking hates white people (main race that I date bc I don't find any poc dateable, haven't found the right one yet) :c

>>81558622 (OP)
you were going strong until you let it slip that you might be black, good luck nigger

>>81558622 (OP)
hi fembot, how big are your tits?

>>81558672
Uh... I'm a cuntboy, anon

>>81558698
What is the diameter of your waist???

>>81558740
Idk, but I've gotten told that my waist is small.

>>81558622 (OP)
i always envied the trans mascs in school because they had way more feminine bodies than i did, anyways youll never be a man nona im sorry but we have to live with the fact that we are women, it sucks i know

do you live near boston

>>81558925
No, I do live in a state close to Massachusetts :3

>>81558889
My gender is literally irrelevant in this post.

>>81558942
i live on the other side of massachusetts from boston but i wouldn't want to date a gender goblin sorry.

>>81559008
What's a gender goblin? Genuinely because I literally just look like a plain, chubby, curvy black girl irl because I don't have access to hrt (broke...)

>>81559075
if you just said you were a woman and lived that truth instead of identifying differently there would be no problem.

>>81559075
if i was American i'd already be balls deep in you anonette. Sadly i live in Australia.

>>81559084
I've had bfs who were as straight as lines who did not give a rat's ass that I identity as a dude because they liked me for me and my body was cute

>>81559137
go date a guy like that then. i'm not gonna introduce you to my family or friends if you're going to tell them that you're a guy, and if I have to hide you from people in my life then a relationship is a non-starter. i'm sure you're cute and a pleasure to be around.

>>81559173
Those guys I dated kinda treated me like a girl and referred to me as a girl a majority of the time, so I get where you are coming from, anon.

>>81559231
yeah, basically they humored your gender talk as just some weird shit you say instead of taking you seriously as a trans person. If you had started taking hrt, started growing facial hair, lowering your voice to a masculine register, and started acting more aggressively as ftm trans people do, they would not be interested in dating you. A younger version of me would probably have put up with the gender stuff too, with the thought in mind that you would outgrow it, but now I think it's naive to expect someone to change into the person i want them to be and not into the person they want to be.

>>81559277
I'm going to take low t in the future because I'm still a tiny bit girly (cutecore/kawaii kei boi) I don't think that I need high t to be a man, because I'm not cut out to be a big strong man in future, either that or passing without medical transition (because I believe that you don't need medical treatments to "pass", which I do not care about doing)

>>81559423
okay i guess? i think once you go beyond talking about being a man and start taking drugs to do something about it you're going to turn a lot of guys away. I don't approve but i'm not particularly shocked about it because there are tons of trans people in my town. I've worked with a handful and I'll tell you that FTMs are some of the most aggressive people I've ever known. Careful with that T no matter the dose, you might lose what makes your personality attractive. What's so bad about leaning into your natural femininity?

>>81559469
I don't like being a girl because it never felt right, it was gross to me ngl, especially since I was experiencing periods and yucky shit at the time, on top of fact that I had an identity crisis, I've been trans for 4 years and I'm never detransitioning.

>>81559543
Well, I can't really sympathize with not feeling right in your own body, and less so with feminine problems like menstruation in particular, and probably talking to women about that would help. I don't think your grandmother has been a whole lot of help because of her own issues with man-hating. I think a big clue that you are actually okay how you are is that you're attracted to men and desire them, and that men find your femininity appealing. That fact aligns with your true nature as a woman and contradicts your perceived identity as a man. I know you don't want to hear it, but I hope you find your way back to your feminine side, because you'd be a much better gf in a heteronormative relationship than some confused gender goblin struggling to find a good partner among the other confused gender goblins and weirdos who are tolerant of that.

>>81558622 (OP)
I wanna drink your period blood and lick your pubic hair if that counts

>>81559617
I've dated cis queer men who respected my identity completely, I'm attracted to men because I'm GAY, I LOVE MEN IN A MANLY WAY, in a casual setting, I will actively joke about getting a man pregnant or pegging a man for fun, I will describe grown men like they are women, I will casually say that I wish I had a big fat cock to pound some dilf with, I would be horrid in a heteronormative setting because I'm too masculine for straight men. The amount of jokes I would make about nutting in the guy's ass will be astronomical.

>>81559705
You will never be a man. You will never have a penis. You will never have a Y chromosome.

>>81559543
i hate to break it to you shorty but literally no one likes it, you have to live with being a girl. i know its not fair but if you stopped the kawaii fujoshi larping youd probably be way less deranged especially not posting on fucking r9k. how desperate for attention are you?

>>81558942
i'm willing to drive and fuck you

>>81559725
I'm a dude, always will be, just because I don't have a massive schlong doesn't mean I'm not a man, I'm not a fujoshi (I have not read bl in years.) I'm a super kawaii puppyboy and dethklok stan no matter what, being like this has been the best times of my life because I actually feel like me.

>>81559774
You are a woman and you also have shit taste in music. You need to be subject to rape therapy, although I assume that's what your dad did to you when you were a child.

>>81559774
Don't worry Toki I believe that you're a real man

>>81559828
Samefag. Tell your uncle to hit me up so I can tag team your vagina with him.

>>81559832
I'm not a samefagger i'm just a simp

>>81559790
I barely had a dad and the one I did have (my step grandfather) loved me but died peacefully, Checkmate liberal!

>>81559841
Shame, I should have gotten in contact with him so we could both use you as a sex hole.

>>81559849
He didn't rape me at all and gave me a wonderful childhood, I'm not telling you who actually gave me trauma.

>>81558622 (OP)
i can be your e-friend at most

>>81559865
most gay men are gay because of childhood trauma, so your identity tracks. you'll never be a man though.

Now if you excuse me, I have Rhythm Heaven and Yoshi's Island (GBA) to play.

>>81559865
Lmao, every time a woman becomes a tranny it is ALWAYS due to trauma. Without fail. Who raped you so I can give them a high five and a congratulations?

it's a shame, cute curvy black fembot in driving distance, she literally checks off so many boxes, why'd she have to ruin it for me by being trans?

Do you like people younger than you toki?

>>81559889
https://voca.ro/19Dlj50JXAdh

>>81559906
>open vocaroo
>most obviously woman voice I have ever heard plays
Can't you at least try?

>>81559906
you'll never have a real cock

>>81559906
Please shove your cock down my throat daddy

>>81559905
No, never have at all, I only like guys the same age or older than me, just because I got touched as a child doesn't mean that I'm a kid toucher, when I was a child I had extremely sexual thoughts because I was very hypersexual.

>>81559912
https://voca.ro/11EgYngDxFhB

>>81559924
Awful post, stop affirming her mental illness.

>>81559940
>she starts trying to sound like a man
>still sounds like a ridiculously feminine woman
Do you hear what you sound like when you talk?

>>81559940
>wants to be called a man
>does nothing to be called a man
Go figure out something here

>>81559942
Spending this much time telling somebody they will never be a man has to be some sort of mental illness and a projection of not being masculine enough, sorry your head is fucked bro.

>>81559913
https://voca.ro/1kCCNzkZpos0

>>81559946
i want to get her pregnant

>>81559956
I recommend a strap on, FtM bottom surgery doesn't look good I think.

>>81559952
Spending this much time chasing and simping for trannies shows how pathetic you are and that you need to kill yourself.

>>81559961
Don't. If getting her period made her want to become a man i don't know what being pregnant will do

>>81559964
Atleast I accept i'm pathetic anon, plus it's anonymous so I have no shame doing to us

>>81559956
every option except authentic anatomy. stroke your cope until it cums, i'll wait

>>81559973
>doing to us
You can't even type English properly, are you a poojeet who can't get laid so you have to simp for trannies?

>>81559962
https://voca.ro/1bKLduGiIqI2

>>81559980
https://voca.ro/150dKiwOQGE9

>>81559968
flood her brain with hormones and maternal feelings. she'll get mombrained so hard she'll look back on her tranny phase and cringe

>>81559982
I meant to type doing this, I make hundreds of posts here daily i'm likely to slip up atleast once

>>81559983
>still sounds like a very feminine woman on top of slurring her speech like a retarded sperg
Again, still offering to high five the dude who raped you.

>>81559999
I post far less than you, I have a life outside of this board and I don't need to stoop so low as to try to get tranny pussy. Sounds like you're the more pathetic one.

>>81559997
>she'll look back on her tranny phase and cringe
Oh she will absolutely do that at some point wether it's for getting pregnant or not. Maybe i'ts a good idea anon please drive to massachussets and impregnate her she sounds really annoying anyway

>>81559956
you have a really cute voice

>>81560002
https://voca.ro/18Th8wFjC2UQ

>>81560009
I know i'm pathetic anon the only difference between us is I accept it

>>81559993
your retard noises made my dick hard, you'll never know that feel

>>81560012
Give it up already

>>81560020
give what up desu

>>81560013
You slurred your speech in this one like 20 times alone. You're an autist, right? Also, yes, I would literally throw an award ceremony for your rapist for making you suffer. It would be funny.

>>81560023
Simping for the tranny

>>81560016
I didn't say I wasn't, but at least I don't settle for trannies. We are all pathetic on this board, but some more than others (you).

>>81560033
I get off on being pathetic take that anon

>>81560029
okay maybe youre right anon

https://voca.ro/1aEq9TzbFzpA

>>81560044
YOU WERE RAPEDYOU WERE RAPEDYOU WERE RAPEDYOU WERE RAPEDYOU WERE RAPEDYOU WERE RAPEDYOU WERE RAPEDYOU WERE RAPEDYOU WERE RAPED

>>81560044
Your slurring is actually cute in a womanly way and if you weren't a retarded tranny you could probably actually get dates.

>>81560043
Stop false flagging as me nigger I will never stop simping

>>81560059
That was another simp you're just that retarded anon to not even realise that

>>81560044
you're gonna be a good mommy some day. good night toki, don't let the edgelords break you.

Can you do a period blood and or pubic hair related erotic audio? Specifically the listener consuming/licking it.

>>81558622 (OP)
I DON'T THAT SOUNDS REALLY GAY I SHOULD CANNIBALIZE YOU FOR MAKING SUCH A POST AND PERHAPS FRY YOUR LATTISIMUS DORSI INTO A MEAGER YET STILL SAVORY FLANK STEAK

https://voca.ro/1mNB27iZZvss

>>81560303
chances are pretty good that if a guy just ignores all your trans stuff and treats you how a man should treat a lady, you would fall in line and be a lady for him

>>81558698
aka a pooner or trooner. get off my board tranny. fuck you.

>>81560346
This is what happened to a woman I know. She was "non-binary" until she started dating a guy. Then she instantly started being comfortable with being a woman again. It was purely a pose due to loneliness.

>>81558622 (OP)
No hrt sucks major appeal if ftms is that they're super horny dudes with pussies.