how do you feel when you see your reflection?

>>81561588 (OP)
repulsed

I try to avoid it as much as possible and sometimes I forget how ugly I am because of how rarely I go outside. Everything collapses when I get a job though

>>81561588 (OP)
Sometimes I look beautiful, other times disgusting, it's a cycle really

>>81561588 (OP)
my genetics only kicked in like a year and a half ago, was ugly growing up all my life until suddenly i developed a jawline at age 18.
There's a bit of a disconnect because I used to hate how I looked all my life but now I see an objectively attractive person in the mirror. The feeling lingers nonetheless.

>>81561588 (OP)
chillin, despite everything im still me (undertale reference for those who don't know the game Undertale made by Tobey Fox)

>>81561588 (OP)
Concerned, unless I see the morning sun beaming into my eyes I see no soul in there.

>>81561588 (OP)
Impressed at my gains

Dude I look good but the ways I've ruined my life I hate that Nigga. Like it's hard for me to look at myself in the eye for a long time. I smile and laugh but deep down I would kill that man. If it was possible to like grab my reflection from the reflection. I would fight him. His smug and stupid ass smile. That condescending smirk. I just can't stand that mother fucker. It's not me smiling. It's him. It's not me that enjoys him he enjoys himself. He's a controller and if you don't find happiness it makes it awkward it if you really k ow that person. Beneath the language and the smile there lies treachery. He must get what he wants and if he doesn't. He punishes and attacks me. He makes pain come across my soul. He strikes my happiness and takes it away. The smile is half way. It's better to view it as a smirk. The unjumbling of the relationship is that he is very demanding. I sometimes walk with my shadow in a way that nothing will pass or interfere with its full shape except changing directions.

that meme of the wojak looking into the nintendo DS

>>81561588 (OP)
"I don't look that bad, cut is kinda fucked though"

>>81562007
Same. I dont know how it works. But sometimes I see myself and think wow im actually pretty good looking. Sometimes I see myself and think it should be legal for some people to live wearing a mask to not offend others with their face. Ive been hit on multiples times so I know im not hideous but still.

>>81563386
>>81562007
i've noticed it depends on how good i've slept

>>81561588 (OP)
"I wish I was still a child"

>>81561588 (OP)
I think "damn my hair is big"

>>81561588 (OP)
Just a disappointment because I look very dysgenic