>expressionless boring mind
>all art is expressionless and boring
>hobbies make me realize how empty and boring I am
>think ssris will do something just stops me from having anger outbursts
>twitching tongue but don't want to feel anger issues so put up with the side effect
>masterbate the monotony away
>endless scrolling without reading shit
>addicted to finding people to talk to get bored and want to leave when I actually have someone to talk to
>everyday is exhausting even though I'm doing nothing
>looming fear causing me to do things
>but exhausted from doing things


so this is what hell feels like, it seems like it's not reserved for the sinners but the genetically inferior, more inferior you are the more you suffer in it. I'm tired of this, genuinely tired of this

>>81566147 (OP)
I'm sitting exactly like the guy in that picture rn

>>81566153
atleast one of us feels comfortable in monotony

>>81566147 (OP)
monotony can be alright, unnoticeable even, when its a situation youre satisfied with.
what is it that you fear?
what do you really lack, anony?

>>81566147 (OP)
sounds like you need to take care of some plants or try making a new recipe that you desire highly.