Thread 81569839

Lonely, suicidal, angry, bored and more?
This is the thread for you!

>>81569839 (OP)
None of those except angery >:)

>>81569839 (OP)
My potential is so high. I was born with two exceptional gifts: my family was very rich, and I am remarkably intelligent. But I never actually used these productively and now I'm dependent on my parents and can't even take care of myself.

>>81569859
What got you angery?

>>81569872
Intelligent how?

>>81569872
I just need some motivation and direction. I feel capable, just adrift

>>81569901
I blame genetics

>>81569915
If you take IQ to be a measurement of intelligence (which I will admit is contentious) then I'm in the 99th percentile. I'm also a good writer. I recently took the GRE and I probably have a stronger grasp of the English language than almost any other living person.

>>81569950
>>81569872
Like all self-proclaimed high iq people, you're actually just a midwit who surrounds himself by dumb crackheads otherwise you'd put that modicum of intelligence to use

>>81569983
Thanks for that, I appreciate it

>>81569939
So you're angery generally?

>>81570009
Good, now stop being a humblebraghing leech vermin

Humblebragging*
lol

>>81570016
There are upsetting things in the world. Someone should be upset.

>>81569839 (OP)
>Lonely
yes but i don't mind, i could use more alone time
>suicidal
yeah
>angry
not really
>bored
very
>more?
mostly disgusted with myself
i just want to be normal again

Okay, im in here how do i start a conversation without feeding someones ego? or is that a [virtually] necessary compromise?
>lonely
Bery but its self inflicted so its invalid
>suicidal
No ive always been optimistic even if its willful ignorance
>angry
>bored
Very angry and bored with the state of my circumstances. At least this life's not forever

>>81569983
I'm not self proclaimed I'm officially tested and I have done absolutely nothing with it as well it's not that far fetched

>>81569839 (OP)
I've been a loner for most of my life but I don't really care much about it, won't say it makes me a loser just an odd human and I kinda enjoy it, what makes me a loser tho is the fact that I give up easily on things, too easily

>>81570527
>arsed to get tested in multiple fields to wank his clitty to the results
>cba to get a decent university degree and land a six figures job or do "something with it"
you're extremely delusional

>>81570542
nta, I'm the one you replied to originally, and I do have a degree from a pretty elite school
Problem is I can't find a decent job, nobody is really hiring. Hoping to go back and get my Master's and see if that helps me get a PhD.

>>81570542
I was tested in a clinical setting after I was forcefully committed into therapy as a teenager do you have any other assumptions you'd like to share

>>81570551
>>81570556
>Midwits still insisting on being High iq while exhibiting none of the accolades or behavior that comes with it

>>81570622
You sound rather envious

>>81570652
Im definitely smarter than you since i actually took advantage of it instead of being a BITCH lol

>>81570682
You are baiting people in a thread for losers on /r9k/

>>81570693
im laughing at your delusion in front of everyone*

>be me
>be 18
>need a job
>go to jobs counsellor thing
>expect this person to help me, teach me what to do
>asks me what my interests are
>tell her I like science and philosophy and nerdy things
>she interrupts me "you don't have many friends, do you"
>don't know what to say after, just go silent
She was an older woman too, like late 50s or something, I never expected n*rmies in the adult world to act like preppy stacies in high school. I thought everyone would behave, well, like an adult, I discovered it was going to be the same shit the rest of my life, people hating me and undermining me for no reason. If I have a good idea, it will be plagiarized, if I work hard, I won't get credit, people won't respect me even if I do everything right and go the extra mile, if I try to stand up for myself they will lie out the ass and act like I am a bad person or doing so. When I walk in the room people quickly sus out that I am different fair game.

I didn't realize it at the time, I just thought "oh, I was unlucky to come across the 1% of people who are horribly nasty people", but very soon I realized it was not a statistical anomaly. The chances of meeting 3 such people in a row are 1 in a million after all. I wish I understood earlier that society is shit, n*rmies are shit and you only really get anywhere in life by gaming the system.

>>81570710
The asterisk goes before

>>81569839 (OP)
I am none of those things. I am awesome. I am never alone since the dark energy of the universe always keeps me company. I love coming here and bullying all of you idiotic pathetic humans.

>>81570719
>I never expected n*rmies in the adult world to act like preppy stacies in high school.
high school never ends bro

>>81570827
Please graduate already anon

>>81570888
i don't want to graduate yet

>>81569839 (OP)
Kms just wanna be loved

>>81572018
>just wanna be loved
We all do, anon.

really want to kill myself

spent the past 4 years escaping from my problems and now I want to fix them. but its os fucking hard because i waited so long

I waited so long to finally get "serious" about my life and now im in fucking hell i have to live in hell and spend all my energy fixing my problems im so retarded

>>81572056
same lol its like every 2 years i have a panic attack and realise i need to jsut start something and then i worry about making the right choice and stall and go into a black hole for another 2 years

How to do it with a belt

>>81573047
Why would we know? We're alive after all