>>81570675Absolutely. I want to believe in God/Jesus so badly. I watch Christian testimonies and sermons every single day. That's how badly I want to believe. But I can't. There is no God in this corrupted timeline for me. This is the conclusion I came to. My timeline is corrupted. I was bitten by a tick at age 6, getting Lyme Disease twice. This permanently ruined my life. This utterly corrupted my timeline. It explains everything. It explains why I've always had crushing depression and severe anxiety. I've never felt or heard God or Jesus ever. When I finally pass away, I'll be reincarnated into the corrected timeline, in which I can live a normal life and have a cute girlfriend, good job, and I'll finally believe in God and feel Jesus' love.
If anyone thinks God exists, make sure you ask them why he created ticks. That tick sucked my blood and got to live one or two more days. In exchange, it permanently ruined the 77 years of life I would have had. Now it'll be 77 years of misery, loneliness, suffering and anguish. There is no God.