My life is a cascading series of humiliations followed by being thrust into situations i didnt want for someone else's benefit and expected to perform, followed by people acting suprised when i fail miserably because i have 0 motivation to do their bidding. At least i am aware now and can start doing stuff for myself instead of carrying the guilt of that failure with me, some of it is hard to drop though

>>81570429 (OP)
>I want zero pussy for the rest of my life, every month

>>81570439
Thats too tall an order for Bruce Wayne

>>81570429 (OP)
my mom went so far as to write a book about kids who lack motivaiton, and she wonders why I don't invite her over lol

>>81570429 (OP)
Normies are sadistic vampires that feed off your suffering, you were born to suffer in Samsara to please Illuminati Kabbalah pedocannibal freemasonic elite billionaires who you will never see in your entire life but will send endless AI demonic spawns of Lucifer to fight against you everyday for even daring to recognize your hellish existence as a traumatized MK ULTRA slave

>>81571285
this but real
TRVKE as they say.