Anonymous
6/22/2025, 8:14:53 AM No.81572723
I really dont know how to cope anymore. Ive suffered mental illness for a decade/possibly
my entire life. I live in constant dissociation to avoid the intense anxiety and feeling I will puke at any second. All I can think about is myself and how to escape this hell, which really only exasperates the situation, but it is not possible for me to live normally, and the fantasy of fixing myself is all I have. Ive seen many doctors including a psych ward, and they just push me generic anti-depressants/anxiety meds. They dont give a fuck. It seems to me Im a dead end mentally, and I could not imagine passing this feeling to a child I love more than anything.
my entire life. I live in constant dissociation to avoid the intense anxiety and feeling I will puke at any second. All I can think about is myself and how to escape this hell, which really only exasperates the situation, but it is not possible for me to live normally, and the fantasy of fixing myself is all I have. Ive seen many doctors including a psych ward, and they just push me generic anti-depressants/anxiety meds. They dont give a fuck. It seems to me Im a dead end mentally, and I could not imagine passing this feeling to a child I love more than anything.
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