I am so enlightened that i can't enjoy life anymore because i know it is just a dream inside of my mind. Everything in reality is just made out of dream qualia and it's not real. When i die i go back into the void where i can create an infinite amount of other dreamworlds and therefore i want to end my life because i realize that i have to endure a long life of suffering here and it's just not worth it
wish i could speed up time until im 96 years old lying on a bed in a hospital and dying. I mean that would be so awesome i would finally cease to live in this earthly existance please god take me away now i dont wanna live for another second

Super autist looking a bit like Elliot here. Can't believe it's been 11 years...

and yet you cant even get laid in your dream. lmao
im just a figment of your imagination lmaoing at you, how does this feel.
some figment of your imagination is having sex with your crush you are imaginating. Getting cucked by your own dream, must be whack

>>81575398 (OP)
>it is just a dream inside of my mind. Everything in reality is just made out of dream qualia and it's not real. When i die i go back into the void where i can create an infinite amount of other dreamworlds
This is some weaksauce cope.
>i want to end my life
Then do so.

>I am enlightened
Nope, keep trying

>>81575684
sex is nothing but masturbating inside of a pussy anyways.