>>81576534 (OP)if you're a virgin you're welcome here. I personally almost became a wizard.
Yeah it sucks. People like people who aren't total genetic failures and also nice to other people. That's as much as i can say. Most normies are almost total genetic failures.
If u wanna get out of your pit of despair, you're gonna have to work extremely hard, the earlier you start the better.
I hate being a human so much, you are enslaved into serving the social stratum of humanity by your feelings. Ever since early childhood I dreamt of becoming a man who just doesnt care about other people and his social standing, a man who just pursues his autistic hobbies like painting and physics. Unfortunately, my feelings forced me to sell out and become somewhat likeable and attractive to women.
Of course, in the greater picture, I was really weird (but smart) as a child and my ego just tried to protect itself with its weird dreams of being completely dedicated to my hobbies.
