>>81577446 (OP)I've been "le smart guy" ever since the gifted and talented programs at age 5. High GPA, STEM degree, career fresh out of college, the usual stuff. I have gained nothing but a middle class salary, responsibilities I never wanted, and a general sense of depression concerning the state of the world. I pray one day to retire one day so that I may grow various herbs, fruits, vegetables, and fungi in my garden while being perpetually stoned.