If you...
>can get to sleep on time
>are able to hold a conversation with someone you don't know very well without getting anxious
>have ever had a girl ask you to have intercourse
...or...
>have an easy time getting up in the morning
...then it's off to >>>/b/ with you.

Bro gets mad when his mommy tells him its bedtime

>>81578492 (OP)
I can do the first 2 but it has never gotten my dick touched by girl OP

>>81578492 (OP)
>>are able to hold a conversation with someone you don't know very well without getting anxious
o-only this occasionally, can i please stay?..

I can do the second one if the conversation is transactional in nature. I just don't care what the cashier at the supermarket or the waiter at the restaurant think about me. Aside from that, I can't hold a conversation at all.

>>81578503
I'm of age and just keep it down after midnight. Pretty easy, mate.
Also,
>Bro
Instagram is that way...
>>81578507
>I can do the first 2
Any tips on achieving them?
>it has never gotten my dick touched by girl OP
Did you mean 'by *a* girl'? Or a girl version of me?
>>81578548
Why only occasionally? Do you have spurs of introversion only some times during the year? Does it come around like the flu?
>>81578558
Fair enough.

>>81578587
>Why only occasionally? Do you have spurs of introversion only some times during the year? Does it come around like the flu?
mostly cant but some people feel really safe somehow, but im just emo shit so that feel probably doesnt have any substance to it.
and its more like fear rather than introversion cos i really want to interact with people always.
do u not like to?
also did i qualify to be a robot yet??

>>81578671
>mostly cant but some people feel really safe somehow, but im just emo shit so that feel probably doesnt have any substance to it.
Could you expand on this?
>and its more like fear rather than introversion cos i really want to interact with people always.
What are you afraid of in particular? Why DO you want to interact with people regardless?
>do u not like to?
Not really, man. I mean, I'm always happy to talk to redpilled people because I know they're less likely to judge me but I can't stand talking to most normals.
>did i qualify to be a robot yet??
Don't know, I've only been on this site for just over a year. I'm definitely not the one to say.

>>81578926
>Could you expand on this?
>What are you afraid of in particular?
hmm, sure.
so i usually start feeling like my brain isnt really able to conjure anything that a person im talking to would enjoy, thus im stuck in a scary situation where most things i can say will just make the connection between us worse.
with some people i rarely form these doubts or dont at all for some reason.
id just like if someone was believably fully honest with me i think but most people obviously arent due to boundaries and politeness and stuff. i hate these things.
>Why DO you want to interact with people regardless?
well a dumb technical answer is cos it releases oxytocin and i have an extremely strong reaction to it, i guess.
a more human one is that it just feels so fucking good to be able to share thoughts and have someone's thoughts to consider in my empty head. the more intimate - the better the feel is.
>happy to talk to redpilled people because I know they're less likely to judge me but I can't stand talking to most normals.
yea i feel u, normie people i meet irl are shallow as shit and dont bring me any good feels.
i even speak my native language worse than english at this point.
i also enjoy the company of miserable people here, to me they feel so much more .. real? idk.
what do normies have to judge you for? late virginity/neetdom? does it hurt?
>I've only been on this site for just over a year.
nufag nufag
tho ive only started daring to post here myself only this year while i lurk since like 2015 i think

>>81579133
>my brain isnt really able to conjure anything that a person im talking to would enjoy
I understand.
>with some people i rarely form these doubts or dont at all for some reason.
Maybe it's because you can trust them better...? Are they normally people you're close with or can you just sense when someone won't judge you?
>boundaries and politeness and stuff. i hate these things.
How come? Do you not think social etiquette is important to keeping the peace?
>it just feels so fucking good to be able to share thoughts and have someone's thoughts to consider in my empty head.
Why do you say that your head is empty?
>normie people i meet irl are shallow as shit and dont bring me any good feels.
It is hard to have a laugh with a normal, indeed.
>i even speak my native language worse than english at this point.
How come? Do you not live in an English-speaking country?
>i also enjoy the company of miserable people here, to me they feel so much more .. real? idk.
When someone has seen reality for what it is, it's usually hard not to like them.
The obnoxious normals don't act like that because they haven't experienced pain like we have. They don't know what that feeling is like.
>what do normies have to judge you for? late virginity/neetdom?
Yes. I'm a virgin at 19 and I am a NEET who sees better than to waste his life slaving away.
>does it hurt?
Sometimes I remember how easy normals have it in life and feel jealous of them but I'd rather be cursed with wisdom and intelligence than live as a 'successful' sheep.
Sure, the part of me that's had hard work ingrained into it since birth feels bad when I tell folks where I'm at in life but I'm not to naive to let it control my emotions completely.
How about you?
>nufag nufag
Very much so! I also only had my eyes opened recently. Better late than never, though, eh?
>ive only started daring to post here myself only this year
Why didn't you post before?
>i lurk since like 2015 i think
Which... (1/2)

>>81579133
(2/2) ...boards have you familiarised yourself with the most since then? How has the site changed? Do you prefer it now or then?

>>81578492 (OP)
Why do you people hold standards for loserdom? You do understand that these are not things to be proud of right? Maybe it's the fact that you strive to be the most degenerate version of yourself that you can possibly be that holds you back and makes you what you hate being so much.

>>81579282
>it's because you can trust them better...?
i guess but honestly it feels mostly random. i struggle with making sense of why i think certain things often though.
>Are they normally people you're close with or can you just sense when someone won't judge you?
im not really close with anyone nowadays sadly so i guess its the second one
>How come? Do you not think social etiquette is important to keeping the peace?
maybe it keeps the peace, but that is a very ugly peace.
it really impedes closeness between people.
i constantly dream of digging into someones soul and living through this life as one entity.
>Why do you say that your head is empty?
feels like it sometimes, thou at other times it feels extremely dense with random shit. feels like im unstable retard.
>It is hard to have a laugh with a normal
oh yeah i dont get their humour, like sometimes i get them to laugh and wonder how i did that.. and i wouldnt able to on purpose
>Do you not live in an English-speaking country?
im russian, it really sucks here and i constantly fear IP whitelists. its way worse than china already.
chances are, even if they are implemented, theyll be leaky
>someone has seen reality for what it is
the people that dont hide themselves away in copes are definitely way more likeable yea.
i see redpill/blackpill as more about choosing not to close ur eyes.
i think that woe is felt in equity, because of how the value we assign to any positive experience stems entirely from negative prior ones.

>I'm a virgin at 19
19 is young and the younger u are the easier people are, do u think you'll stay virgin? does it matter to u?
wageslaving does suck though id never do it.
>how easy normals have it in life
i think they try their hardest to seem its easy and that they are happy, for social reasons.
so many have to drink and do drugs and shit to be able to cope
>How about you?
i just hope to find someone to fully attach to and waste my life with, its all i really need from life
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>>81579282
>Why didn't you post before?
fear, even if it sounds weird. its hard to do unusual things
>have you familiarised yourself with the most since then?
/b was actually usable before.
i love /r9k the most.
i sometimes check /pol when there's another huge nothingburger happening.
/adv is like /r9k lite.
not much else now thinking
>How has the site changed?
slowly for the worse since when i joined but after hack it feels better again somehow, but could be placebo
>Do you prefer it now or then?
it was a bit better i think, but still love it

>>81578492 (OP)
>>have an easy time getting up in the morning
It's rarely in the morning. but I do get up pretty fast. Usually just because I don't want to be stuck with my thoughts

>>81578587
Being introverted doesn't mean you're socially anxious. You sound like a failed normalfag.

>>81578492 (OP)
>sleep on time
anon do you exercise? are you playing games before bed?
unless you have actual insomnia an hour of exercise a day and winding down (no screens) for an hour before bed will make you sleep like a baby.

>>81579657
>i constantly dream of digging into someones soul and living through this life as one entity.
I want to know what you mean by this.
>IP whitelists
Can you elaborate?
>i think that woe is felt in equity, because of how the value we assign to any positive experience stems entirely from negative prior ones.
How do you mean? Could you provide an example?
>19 is young and the younger u are the easier people are
True. Well, I haven't lost all hope, yet.
>do u think you'll stay virgin?
No. You?
>does it matter to u?
Not entirely. Of course, I'm curious but beyond that, I must accept that I can't force it so therefore must feel neutral about it.
>so many have to drink and do drugs and shit to be able to cope
Interesting. I just drink to deal with the loneliness. You?
>i just hope to find someone to fully attach to and waste my life with, its all i really need from life
You and me both, brother.
>>81579709
>/b was actually usable before.
So I've heard.
>i sometimes check /pol when there's another huge nothingburger happening.
Do you think WW3 will start soon or is it not likely?
>/adv is like /r9k lite.
Agreed.
Although the amount of posts by sex havers does get annoying.
>>81579756
>I don't want to be stuck with my thoughts
Why not?
>>81579838
>Being introverted doesn't mean you're socially anxious.
Well, I definitely get negative/shocking sensations when I know I have to interact with people. I have anxiety and there's no disputing it.
>You sound like a failed normalfag.
How so?
>>81579851
>do you exercise?
Trying to. Used to work out every day but now I just go on walks. Fixing everything from square one will take a while...
>are you playing games before bed?
Sometimes. Am I looking at a bright screen? Yeah. Do I have the patience to read for an hour before bed? Hopefully I eventually will. I'll have to start small and slowly progress.

>>81579894
>I want to know what you mean by this
its often hard to explain, i want to see someones entire function, them to see mine and live the rest of our life sharing most experiences between eachother.
soulmate would be the most appropriate word i guess? gender/sex doesnt matter.
>>IP whitelists
>Can you elaborate?
usually blocks are done via blacklists - "you can do anything, but X"
whitelists are - "you can do nothing, but Y"
and currently there is a very real threat of global whitelists due to them recently blocking off regions from accessing major hosters already - even google and cloudflare
>How do you mean? Could you provide an example?
every single positive feeling you could ever feel is evoked by quenching a certain need.
e.g.
hunger -> food,
loneliness -> social interaction.
thus the more intense the negative feeling that was caused by said need is, the more profound is the happiness attained
>>do u think you'll stay virgin?
>No. You?
possibly, i dont really care much if i dont get this idea of extreme closeness satisfied. sex and biology arent important to me
>I just drink to deal with the loneliness. You?
ive recently started oversleeping to numb my brain, not much besides that. i used to drop something similar to LSD tho
>WW3 will start soon
dont think so, globalization makes it too difficult for anything to really happen. everything is just lame psyops and intimidation

>>81579894
ah and u should definitely stop drinking, the health effects /dependance really sucks, maybe research into LSD/LSA/LSH and other psychedelics