I have come to the realization that there's no point being blackpilled. Girls react to stimuli in different ways, depending on the individual girl's genes and environment.
I've been thinking. A girl choosing not to have children, getting sterilized, killing herself. These are all objectively retarded decisions from a biological point of view. In truth, a girl would be more biologically successful having a kid with a subpar male than not having kids at all. Women (and men) can act in ways that are irrational and unpredictable. I won't deny that handsome and tall guys have a clear advantage if they wish to have a relationship and a family. But honestly? I'm kind of done being blackpilled. I'm a 24 year old guy who has never kissed a girl or been on a date. Never asked a girl out since I always assumed I'd be rejected due to my mediocre looks and below average height. But I think I'll try now. It might be difficult but I'm commited to try. I'm hopeful I'll be able to find my future wife within the next 5 years. Someone who enjoys my company as much as I enjoy theirs and wants to build a life together.

Being blackpilled has done nothing for me. It has only made me miserable and unsocial.

Riiiiight I'm sure it's "being blackpilled" that did that to u

Being black pilled protected me and many other men from playing a game we're not cut out for. I'm not going to discourage you, but you're not being truthful if you act like some of those black pilled men didn't make the right decision by opting out.

>biologically successful
No one cares about this nerd bullshit. People would rather be comfortable than biologically successful.

>>81578517 (OP)
>I won't deny that handsome and tall guys have a clear advantage if they wish to have a relationship
So youre still blackpilled

>>81578517 (OP)
Mostly fair

>>81578517 (OP)
>I'm a 24 year old guy
That is the problem with blackpill becoming mainstream. It made a lot of normie kids break out of their bluepill conditioning when they could have just tried and gotten a girlfriend. If you never actually tried then try. I am 35 and I stumbled into MGTOW stuff when I was around 27 and I got plenty of experience with women rejecting me which told me that this is the reality for me.

>>81578517 (OP)
I would say you're being redpilled more than blackpilled. You still have some kind of optimism.
I gave up relations entirely because I disdain how humans function to the point people no longer sexually appeal to me. I am utterly incapable of attaching to people.
In spite of that I still want to be reasonable and reciprocate good behavior, but it comes with the expectation that I won't see it often. I still enjoy solitary things and a mundane life. If I took out my frustrations on other people it wouldn't bring me any satisfaction. It only made me feel like an animal, no different from the people I hated.