Why did the adults steal from me the only moment in life when it was worth living? How did I manage to accept that? Life will never be the same now; I will never feel the same things as before. Everything feels dull now that I'm an adult. When I was 7 years old, I already understood that when I grew up, I would lose my soul

>>81579452 (OP)
no clue what you're talking about but at 24 years old I feel brand new to the world because I didn't really feel like I had the freedom to make my own choices or do anything interesting in my life until after college

>>81579452 (OP)
When I was 7 years old I was talking about suicide and having a gigantic, gaping black hole inside of me with pediatric psychiatrists.

>>81579452 (OP)
Just keep pushing.