Looking back at my childhood and the circumstances surrounding it, it was always incredibly obvious that I was never gonna make it. I was always going to develop (or devolve) into the mess I am now. There was no other route. Hope was never in the cards for me. I wish I was never born.

So look forward

>>81579785 (OP)
Sounds like your a loser looking for excuses for why you are such a fucking loser

>>81579821
>bro do you seriously think the conditions that form you as a person during your most crucial developmental stages actually have any legitimate bearing on the person you grow into later as an adult? LMAO bro you don't actually buy that bullshit do you? you're just looking for excuses. stop being LAZY bro your childhood doesn't matter at all and is completely irrelevant to every other aspect of your life bro
kill yourself