>biracial girl
>stuck in retail because i do not know how to market myself for fulltime job despite having a degree
>no friends
>afraid of driving due to growing up with road rage father and being in multiple car accidents/hit by a car once
>afraid of dating apps because everyone complains about ugly black girls on hinge
>afraid to approach men in public
>stuck in the same spot for 2 years
>family drags me to church events and tells me i don't need to socialize with anyone except them
>every time i go outside i see groupies hanging out buying shit i can't afford
My life is so fucking boring I'm going insane

>>81580737 (OP)
You need white boy to take care of you.

real. fuck the people with non-abusive parents, wide friend circles and healthy relationships. go fuck yourself.

>>81580737 (OP)
Why don't you just make videos like brittany venti lol

>>81580737 (OP)
what degree do you have?
also lots of people love black girls especially mixed girls lmao

>>81580753
I actively hide myself due to being bullied for how I look by both friends and family

>>81580737 (OP)
hello, i am an aryan male and will take you under my wing to provide and care for you.

>>81580763
Also for context: I did have 2 friends in high school, now I just have the one that lives in upstate New York and only calls me to co-op Stardew Valley with her fucked up sex mods.

>>81580737 (OP)
Do you look like picrel? Cause I'll marry you.

>>81580760
... Animation. I was too slow for STEM. Math and economics was abuse on my brain.

I also do not have the balls for nursing. Maybe I could have been a school nurse or something. Too late for that.

>>81580811
No my skin is darker than hers and I have dark circles.

>>81580826
>No my skin is darker than hers and I have dark circles
Like this?

>>81580737 (OP)
You don't have anyone to sit next to you while you drive to make you feel more comfortable and to help you out?

>>81580737 (OP)
Do you know anyone online? Or have any interests? If so in either case, I would recommend flying out somewhere without your family, either to meet up with internet people or do something you like. Just for a few days so it isnt too big of a deal or expensive. Flying alone me gave me a lot of confidence.

>>81580813
you should make some animated music videos or shorts to build a portfolio. also construct some storyboards to show that you can do both.
it will help you with your job prospects and more importantly it will help you feel better about yourself to create some art.

>>81580861
I have driven with my mother but she kept screaming at me to remember to brake and freaking out which just made me more nervous. I was driving really slowly too.

>>81580872
Yeah I just have to be consistent which is a bit challenging because many days I just don't want to or I forget. Scheduling is shitty when you have (actual) ADHD. But I should have mentioned that earlier.

>>81580763
Britanny venti looks like sid the sloth and has a bunch of dudes chasing her.

>>81580737 (OP)
JESUS CHRIST, just get married already. What are you dumb?

>>81580841
No. My skin is this color. I colorpicked off a random selfie.

>>81580895
set it in your calendar. in a time slot you generally have free and have the energy to work. chuck it in once every fifteen minutes if you have to.

>>81580737 (OP)
>biracial
oh nice. so how big are your tits?

>>81580921
>are you dumb?
Yes that's the point of this thread
>>81580928
I'll try to put some extra alarm so it will be harder for my brain to ignore (for my own good)

>>81580909
She's buffed by her giant tits though

>>81580927
oh my chocolate milk

>>81580927
Not dark enough to be exotic, not light enough to be wife material for normie whites. Sad.

>>81580737 (OP)
Listen the key point here is probably driving and your job. Pick just one and fix that do nothing else. Rest relax do your job then all other energy into whichever of the two you picked. You can get out of that shit situation in like a year but if you try to fix everything you will make so little progress your life will be the same for years.

>>81580927
Now I be wondering what your face looks like

>>81580737 (OP)
oboro sex

>>81580737 (OP)
I won't marry you but we can play video games together if you want.

>>81581196
A weirdo like her either plays total normie girl games or really weird jrg tier games.

>>81581212
>really weird jrg tier games
thats what im hoping for

>>81580957
You're probably not as ugly as you think you are.

>>81580752
I legitimately can not picture what any of that is like.

Find ways to overcome your retard fixation on your race and a better, hopefully remote job.

>>81581212
Both. It's both. I played Deedlit in Wonder Labryinth and Bravely Default a lot.
>>81582722
Hard when I browse 4chan, remote jobs are shrinking but I'll check if there is any left.

>>81580737 (OP)
>biracial girl
Not reading the rest of your niggerbabble, sheboon.

I wish I could have a part-time job instead of neeting, but where I live, almost all job REQUIRE 40 hour work weeks, and its expected that sometimes you'll stay even longer. I am too mentally and physically weak for that

>>81580737 (OP)
I have a thing for biracial girls, your life seems just as boring as mines. I'd love to be in contact, if possible

>>81580752
it takes effort to have all that and I suggest being nicer to people, even online, as maybe then you will get friends (:

>>81580927
May I please fuck you in the ass? As gentle or rough as you want.

>>81580813
You should sell comissions with bestiality blender animations. You'd better hurry up before AI models capable of creating good animation spread out and become as easy to set up on consumer hardware as pic generation.

>>81580927
WHAT COLOUR ARE YOUR NIPPLES

>>81580737 (OP)
go away, nigg

>>81580737 (OP)
There's no easy answer to lonelyness anon, take it from a lonely autist like me.
Find something you like doing, a sport activity or club, find some shit near you and go there and just hang out. It worked for me, amazingly. I have a few friends now.
If you're scared of men, that's something you'll have to work through, you don't have to befriend them.
However, self doubt is a poison, even if it's healthy to not let yourself get wrapped up in delusions and overconfidence, don't let it drag you down.