>>81581598I just walked away from them all / deleted most of them,
It was my fault for bein a trollin liar or just a liar thinking I would never see them IRL or had the intentions but it was still bad to catfish, im pretty ugly so i thought a good lookin dude would suffice when it comes to give support and advice, the goal was to support em to do better, while i wallow in my guilt from the past, but overtime the lie grew too big(?) and it blew up spectacularly in the sense that, it all fell apart according to plan and intended timing, everyone got a different and good path to take that supported their futures, and i went my seperate way letting go of em, the lies and just the overall back n forth whatever was goin on, happy for the memories, but appreciate the fact that i wont ever come back, and its probably for the better, and for the best, i wish them the best in spirit, and ended in a way that they wouldn't look back or have any good reason to look back cuz i went full blown jerk mode