>be me
>almost 30
>been isolated since I was 11
>entire life = internet, vidya, porn, drugs, booze
>suicidal thoughts on loop 24/7
>hate myself
>cut myself sometimes just to feel something
>went to therapy, shrinks, took meds
>ate nothing but junk
>never exercised
>sleep schedule is a joke
>hygiene? what's that
>never go outside unless absolutely necessary
>no irl friends, no gf, no human connection
>no sex, no dates, no romance
>no school, no job
>literally just rotting
>starting to realize I wasted my entire life
>regret hits like a freight train
Sounds like my life, except I'm older, don't cut like a pussy, and I still have to go to work.
Check your fucking privilege, NEET. People suck anyway, they're barely worth interacting with.
you still have time anon. Start small, start today.
think about something you've always wanted, and start taking steps every day to achieve it
>>81581998>>81582003I am starting to do that now. I read this book by Sloterdijk on anthropotechnics and it really put things into perspective and helped me start to make gradual changes. I recommend it.
>>81581973 (OP)How about you start by cleaning your room and brushing your teeth on a schedule, then move from there hell you can floss right now
>be me
>almost 30
>been socially connected since forever
>entire life = meaningful relationships, >hobbies, personal growth, healthy habits
>optimistic thoughts on loop 24/7
love myself
>no need to hurt myself, feel alive every day
>never had to go to therapy, no need for meds
>eat balanced, nutritious meals
>exercise regularly, feel strong and energized
>sleep schedule is solid, wake up refreshed
>hygiene on point, feel clean and confident
>go outside often, love nature and fresh air
>tons of irl friends, amazing gf, deep human connections
>active love life, fun dates, fulfilling romance
>finished school, thriving in a job I enjoy
>literally living my best life
>starting to realize I've made the most of every moment
>gratitude hits like a warm embrace
>be me
>almost 30
>been socially connected since forever
>entire life = meaningful relationships, >hobbies, personal growth, healthy habits
>optimistic thoughts on loop 24/7
>love myself
>no need to hurt myself, feel alive every day
>never had to go to therapy, no need for meds
>eat balanced, nutritious meals
>exercise regularly, feel strong and energized
>sleep schedule is solid, wake up refreshed
>hygiene on point, feel clean and confident
>go outside often, love nature and fresh air
>tons of irl friends, hot gf, deep human connections
>active love life, fun dates, fulfilling romance
>finished school, thriving in a job I enjoy
>literally living my best life
>starting to realize I've made the most of every moment
>gratitude hits like a warm embrace
>be me
>almost 30
>been socially connected since forever
>entire life = meaningful relationships, hobbies, personal growth, healthy habits
>optimistic thoughts on loop 24/7
>love myself
>no need to hurt myself, feel alive every day
>never had to go to therapy, no need for meds
>eat balanced, nutritious meals
>exercise regularly, feel strong and energized
>sleep schedule is solid, wake up refreshed
>hygiene on point, feel clean and confident
>go outside often, love nature and fresh air
>tons of irl friends, amazing hot gf, deep human connections
>active love life, fun dates, fulfilling romance
>finished school, thriving in a job I enjoy
>literally living my best life
>starting to realize I've made the most of every moment
>gratitude hits like a warm embrace
