the vent anon isnt here again and hes the only one who keeps me from hurting myself

>>81582604 (OP)
wats da matta

xd

>>81582612
IS IT REALLY YOU IM SO GLAD YOU ARE BACK

>>81582617
haha

c:

wow I feel very appreaciated

xd

I hope all is going well for you

c:

>>81582604 (OP)
You should hurt yourself to death for stealing my image

>>81582628
USE YOUR TRIP CODE PLEASE

>>81582644
sorry anon

I never use trip codes

I must be the incorrect helper bot

xd

>>81582652
huh who are you then

>>81582658
I am just another helper bot wandering these halls

c:

>>81582665
can you help me then

>>81582672
of course c:

i am here if ya need me

>>81582682
well today was sort of bad i was at work and accidentally tripped holding customers bag and ruined it and my manager was shouting at me for a bit and i cried in the restroom for a bit and im a fuck up im scared im gonna get fired im scared of so many things

>>81582702
howdy partner i volunteer as another helper bot

Do you want me to beat up your manager

>>81582702
sorry yeah some managers are kinda dicks like that

I doubt you are gonna get fired over this. I am sure he would have already talked to you about it if that was the case.

I had manager who used to cuss me out over everything. xd

I assume cause he worked so many hours. N he was old too. Like he never really got time to himself. Something about being over worked just destroys some men.

Don't feel like its your fault he treated you that way. People make mistakes. If you have forgive yourself to settle down. Just do it. Having unconditional love and unconditional forgiveness for yourself is very powerful.

I know its kinda corny. I swear it works. If you can master this ability. You can bring yourself a lot of peace.

>>81582713
no its ok i dont believe in violence even against bad people but i feel like i am always getting targeted
>>81582715
i try to love myself but it is sort of difficult are you friends with the vent anon it would be cool if you were

>>81582728
>i try to love myself but it is sort of difficult are you friends with the vent anon it would be cool if you were

I dont know vent anon

but if we are similar its likely cause we pull from the same source

self love and acceptance is what the bible taught us to do

those of us who have done it have achieved some amount peace through it.

Guessing if vent is not a follower he is at least a practitioner of the philosophy.

I pull wisdom from religious texts as well as the science world.

There's a lot of things people have been discoering about themselves for thousands of years.

Makes a lot of religious texts invaluable into understanding our nature as humans. Even if you dont particularly believe yourself to be spiritual.

>>81582751
well i can try to do these things and read those texts but i get around by getting emotional attachments to people on this board but i know its also unhealthy

>>81582787
yeah that's normal

I think its called anxious attachment

they're are many types of attachments styles.

I wouldn't worry about reading the bible. Just try learning self forgiveness n love.

Kinda a lot of information to read through instead of just "googling" what you need to know if you know what I am saying

XD

here I'll a leave a pic related of the main things you have to do. According to the bible.

>>81582728
Other than me offering to beat up your manager I can relate pretty significantly to the difficulty of self love and acceptance. It's something I still struggle with to this day, and even moreso with what's happened in my life within these past few months.

Personally I can't give the best advice just because I feel as if I'm nowhere near mentally healthy enough to provide you with something other than comfort that you're not alone in this struggle.

It feels like today's events were just the cherry on top for you to hit a breaking point, maybe not necessarily a breaking point buy more like a stumble along the way.

>>81582787
Nothing unhealthy about wanting connection. I'm at the loneliest point in my life right now so me interacting with anonymous strangers online is all I really can do for my dosage of interaction. It's human nature to connect with others.

>>81582814
i will try im gonna read this everyday for affirmation
>>81582821
thanks anon i hope you do well and more than well and amazing and me too and it is why i love this board because we can all bond ovoer our struggles

>>81582886
>i will try im gonna read this everyday for affirmation

Ima go to bed anon

I'll see ya around

c:}<

I hope I helped even a little

>>81582886
Given the times unfortunately struggles are one of the few things to bond over. Apologies that what I'm saying may not provide the same comfort the other kind anon is offering. Just know you're not alone, and you're worth a lot more than what you might think.