I was randomly assaulted as a teenager and beat up, just because some assholes wanted to impress their girlfriends. Complete strangers from another school. Now 10 years later I sometimes flinch when passing by people because I think they're going to hit me. I hate people.

if this isn't bait, sorry for you. that's pretty fucked up

>>81583628
It's not bait unfortunately. I hope they get killed or maimed. I'll never get over it.

>>81583623 (OP)
Why did you not kill them? If that ever happened to me i would have tracked them down, got my handa on the most deadly weapon i can get and stabbbed/shot as many of them as i can. Maybe attacked their families too. Why did you just let it slide?

>>81583623 (OP)
I'm sorry anon. May they get sodomized with chainsaws

>>81583873
actually youd be on the ground reeling from pain and wouldnt even have the energy to recognize their faces

>>81583873
you wouldn't of done a single thing you're on /r9k/ fucking loser lmfao

I have ptsd from bullies, probably most people here got bullied too

>>81583887
Pain only heightens memory. And the adrenaline keeps a person conscious abd clear through the beating.

>>81583898
I nearly killed several of my classmates for making fun of me. Blunt force attacks, choking, slamming heads into the concrete. If i was ever harmed PHYSICALLY i would go on a killing spree.

>>81583944
Ohh yes anon cmon and kick me on my small balls or something yes baby spit on my face and then kiss me, I promise i won't call you a cornball again master

>>81583623 (OP)
>not carrying a knife
I get mad remembering people being rude to me to impress their girls.

Anon why didn't you fight back ? Hunt them down and take them one by one. Lift up learn technique and make some friends who are bigger than you. You need some big bros around to protect you. Life isn't an island.

>>81583623 (OP)
You have my sympathy OP. Something similar happened to me. Schools are like prisons, kids form gangs and use physical and verbal violence to enforce their fucked up social hierarchy. People are fucked up.

>>81583623 (OP)
why didn't you track down and rape their girlfriends, abusedanon?

>>81583623 (OP)
The funniest part is beating up or bullying those fags after they start it, the terror in their eyes is unique, absolutely hilarious.

>>81584319
I can't fight for shit and tracking them down now is not worth it. Plus it's too much effort and I hate leaving the house. I wish I could just will it in my mind and have them get into a wreck and get crippled for life.

>>81583623 (OP)
If this isn't bait. You are a low-t beta male that needs to become a submissive femboy. Track your bullies and beg them to gangbang you for hours.

>>81583623 (OP)
Something similar happened to me but it was a set up from my classmates and the guy who beat me was rather unwell in the head, in the wrong way. Had to throw away the shirt for how dirty of blood it was. Now mix this with previous and following years of bullying why yes I can't say I turned out well. There's nothing I can do.

Work out, learn how to fight (boxing, MMA). This will 100% solve your problem but you won't do it because you prefer to complain.

>>81584464
You should find them and then find a way to stalk them. We could Facebook stalk them. Find their job and tell their boss reasons to fire them. Make him fucked up if he fucked you up.

>>81583935
Nah. I actually fought off three teens who jumped me, they were covered in my blood and got picked up by the police. I sued their families (and won) but couldn't ID their photos by face. It's easy to talk but how many have practical experience. I suppose I got revenge in a way, they all got to squirm in court and be humiliated in front of their families. It's just unfortunate people like this exist at all.

>>81584568
Vs OP who probably didn't even file police report

I want to bully anons more. They are so defenseless.

Now when something traumatic happens to them (like getting beat up), they're crying like little shits. My own bully got bullied years later and was trying to play victim. I'm glad he became a drug addict and almost died via overdose.

>>81583623 (OP)
>>>/fit/
Obtain power so no one can ever hurt you again

>>81585656
I'd rather just walk around casually with a shotgun. Way less effort than getting jacked.

I was never bullied or beat up in school or had any traumatic instances like that, but just for my own peace of mind I do conceal carry a pistol, Go take the classes and get your concealed carry license anon, practice with your firearm regularly. protect yourself and your loved ones.

>>81583623 (OP)
were they black?

>>81585819
I live in a slavshit country so they might as well be.

>>81583623 (OP)
>>81585831
I would pass by you very quickly just to troll you.

>>81586086
I'm convinced people scare me on purpose anyway. Like everyone is in on it. Car goes by and honks, making me jump out of my skin right as it passes by me. Yeah, you just happened to see you friend and honked at him as I was passing. I really hate people.

>>81583623 (OP)
You really just need to get over it. Getting randomly assuluted is something which happens to a lot of men. You can either hit the gym and start talking jiu jitsu lesson or spend the rest of your life in fear. To be clear this is something which happend to me too, I was a punching bag all throughout my teenage years and it took untill my mid 20s to seriously confront my fear off people.

>>81583623 (OP)
Im sorry that happened op, i know you said youd never get over it and I dont know how old you are now but i went through some pretty horrific stuff when i was younger and ive gotten better, there is light at the end of the tunnel.

>>81583898
>you wouldn't of done a single thing you're on /r9k/ fucking loser lmfao
I would've listened to what they have to say. And that's what no one did.

>>81586992
Based manson quoter

>>81583623 (OP)
kidnap them and off their crushes infront of them

>>81583623 (OP)
sorry to hear that anon
i never got beaten up or anything like that and i barely ever got bullied even verbally, but i still live in fear of people
at least others have a good reason

>>81587212
Humans are the most dangerous animals anon. It's only natural to be afraid of them.

>>81587407
that's true, i guess i just subconsciously learned from observing what happens to others

>>81583623 (OP)
I have something similar from my mom beating me for most of my childhood. It doesn't result in me being a pussy that flinches that people though, a little bit of the opposite actually.
When I pass by people I'm extremely tense, my thoughts feel like they're speeding up and slowing down at the same time. My hand is itching for my knife, gun or it's simply in a fist waiting, ready to be thrown at the first of hostility or aggression. I observe them closely. I cannot let them get the jump on me. I know they want to attack me but they're almost always too scared to, they know I would kill them so if they were to attack me I need to be ready, willing, and able to kill them first.
The past cannot be allowed to repeat. I will never be made a victim again. All I have is myself.