Guys i have this thing where i keep archiving stuff that isnt really useful to me me like threads and altchan and 4chan catalogs for some reason, even discord chats, it takes up so much of my storage but i screenshot or screen record so much useless shit on my phone and laptop, idk how to stop cause i think its just ocd, in my head theres inherent value in whatever i save for some reason, i also cant stop stalking this one ewhore that was my friend, this is peak rock bottom, i wish i had the strength to kill myself, WHAT THE FUCK AM I
I need to die Im retarded and useless
I cant contribute in any meaningful way to this world and I cant enjoy my life so theres nothing to live for, i wish I wasnt in agony all the time
I should be an adult but Im barely a man at almost 19yo
Plus i hang around in these loser spaces so much when they dont reflect the reality i live at all, the reality i was alienated from by my peers.
I live in a run down 3rd world shithole so i feel like i shouldnt even be online

>>81591092 (OP)
just use cloud storage, too lazy to read the rest of your bitching

>>81591107
what, no i need to fight the root problem not waste time doing retarded compulsions

>>81591123
okay, then stop doing it, just need to work on self control
>muhhh i can't its a compulsion
yes you can just don't do it

>>81591092 (OP)
>I live in a run down 3rd world shithole so i feel like i shouldnt even be online
are you indian?

im retarded too

>>81591163
fuck NO lolll
originally

>>81591175
yeah but at least your folders are organized to some degree, i think when i'm online i just get overstimulated so i just lose it