why do i feel like im wasting my time by everything i do? i have no hobbies besides masturbating. i am not interesting. but i want to be. i want to be a cool, political shut- in neet into philosophy and poetry and music and movies but the reality is im basic and typical and gross.

im not anything. im not even myself. one day, i think, god will apologize to me for what hes done. until then i will worship him.

i can only blogpost about my irrelevant life and end up with 10 replies to ease my suffers. i wish i had something. i wish i had people who like me.

i wish i had something to hold on to.

i dont think im real. sometimes i think im being watched. if theres someone in my walls i wouldnt mind talking to them.

i am apart of a fucked up simulation and youre all non playable characters. i am the only one who matters but this means i am the only one to understand what has happened.

i shouldve been born in the 1940s.

if youve read this, thank you. heres a song i like. i dont know much massive attack but i think i am, i myself, am a physical embodiment of this song. they wrote it for me.

https://youtu.be/ABQjT6gDKu0?si=U1k3BOmaIyejUDOR

so much self hatred anon

>>81592761 (OP)
sounds like you might be going schizo if you feel like the walls are talking n watching you


as for why something feels like a waste of time its probably cause you are worried about the future

n what ever you are doing is not contributing.

I would either just try and relax and live in the moment more or add certain goals I wish to chase for future me.

>>81592761 (OP)
Well, what sort of music do you like, bud? You might want to do something if you think you are boring, like engage with more stuff.

>>81592761 (OP)
You're stuck in this loop of "not doing anything because I'm not worth it" and then not being worth it because you don't do anything. All you have to do now is to think about the person you'd like to be in 10 years, set up some goals, and work towards them. Don't think too much about the goals, just try finding some. Your goals don't have to be perfect right away, and they can change with time.
>i am the only one who matters
You said it yourself: you are the only one who matters. If you don't get up and start doing things for yourself, then nobody will. God won't come and apologize, he won't magically pick you up and fix your life. You are the only one who can.

>>81592761 (OP)
I could almost relate but you're too young to be in the dark night of the soul

>>81592804
You might be schizo(npd) if you only think on surface layers

>>81592834
I walked away from therapists as dumb as this dumb mutherfucker

>>81592834
>Just be born with good genes
>In the right place
>At the right time

Oh okay

>>81592761 (OP)
wish i could hug you, OP

very cute post

>>81592761 (OP)
>i dont know much massive attack
I used to listen to this whole album on CD in university.

>>81592804
my only goals are what culture tells me. i dont have a personality. i dont have goals.

i need (i dont even think i want to) to move out and finish my education but what about after that?

i am stuck in a loop of what culture wants for me and i will die surrounded by children who thought i was too pushy and a partner who settled for me and friends who liked me when i was docile but under all of that i will be truly alone and i will realize my brain was never wired to be able to suceed in life.

maybe i should go to the military.

>>81592825
>what sort of music do you like, bud?
i dont know. i tell people i like alternative music but i only say that because i thought it made me cool a couple years ago.

my playlists are made up of my favorite bands but i have barely listened to amy of their albums. when im in the car i put on pop music from the radio and i cant tell if they sound bad or not.

if i want to listen to a new artist i have to think about if someone who liked who i like would like them.

i dont listen to music mostly. im too sensitive to noise. i prefer silence. im not sure i even like music.

>engage with more stuff.
i am engaging with you. i engage with my mind daily.

>>81592761 (OP)
>i wish i had people who like me.
wanna b friend

>>81592761 (OP)
Hey ! . . . Take it middle easy food ^__^

>>81593114
>i dont have a personality.
Definitely a vulnerable narcissist

thank you for the anons saying nice things in my thread. i would respond but i dont want to be repetitive

>>81592834
>"not doing anything because I'm not worth it"
thats not true i just dont care or have motivation.

>All you have to do now is to think about the person you'd like to be in 10 years
i want to be dead. i have a couple of options planned out. i will not exist in 10 years and i think thats okay.

honestly, if i think about the future, i think about animals. i want to care for something so i can have something that i am doing right.

sometimes i think i dont have empathy. i am an edgy little shit for saying this but i dont care when people cry to me or want my advice. i dont feel bad or care but maybe i do i cant tell

i dont know the last time i was happy i dont know how to describe the drilling in my brain

>>81593116
i am not good at talking to people and sometimes i will forget you exist for days. but i also will be more interested in you than you are of me. my friends have told me that im "too much" so i can be a good fit. if you want to be my friend still (no hard feelings if not) give me your discord. i dont know

>>81593139
i put others above myself and i put myself above other i am not your buzz words i am a creature of instinct.

if you judge others harshly that judgement will be back on you when the rapture comes

>>81593196
>if you judge others harshly that judgement will be back on you when the rapture comes
Jfc. Ok mom

Take psychedelics. An average sized dose for whatever you can get ahold of. Mushrooms, mushroom analogs, or mescaline are better for this purpose than LSD. They'll erase conditioning and give you a sincere outsider perspective of your psyche. Even weed might be helpful, if smoked once, alone, in the dark, silence and solitude for hours

>>81592761 (OP)
if you know what you want to do just make sure you spend time on doing those things?

read some philosophy books, learn about politics, write poetry

>>81593196
>my friends have told me that im "too much" so i can be a good fit
nevermind you dont sound nice at all

>>81593289
i dont want drugs to be normal. drugs and alcohol are disgusting and i will not ruin my pure body for them. if the virgin mary wouldnt do those things why would i?

>>81593306
>read some philosophy books
i dont have money

>learn about politics
i mostly do i just am bad at phrasing and nobody takes me seriously also i dont care about politics its mostly a performance

>write poetry
i can write as many fancy worded ramblings as i want but in the end no hobby or pass time will ever fix the way i feel.

i yearn for something that isnt there but if i had it would it really count? would it make me happy? what would make me happy? who created me? i have a lot of questions about being normal

i wish i was drowned at birth

>>81593343
yeah sorry thats probably for the best i guess

>>81593539
>i dont want drugs to be normal. drugs and alcohol are disgusting and i will not ruin my pure body for them. if the virgin mary wouldnt do those things why would i?
that is such a weak mindset

>>81592761 (OP)
I am God.
Continue your worship, it means a lot to me and you shall be blessed by my light in return. As for you feeling like you're wasting your time, you're not. Enjoy your comfortable life as much as you can right now... Your time to work hard and give it all your energy will come, but for now, you're not ready. Just try to get a bit more sunlight and don't worry about politics, it's someone else's job to deal with that.

I love you. Always <3

>>81593591
https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Delusions_of_grandeur

>>81593539
>>read some philosophy books
>i dont have money

look up annas archive

>>81593586
your soul is weak. i wish you the best.

>>81593591
i will cherish ur words forever,

>>81593708
i prefer physical reading it makes me feel more productive and i can display them and i probably spend too much time looking at a screen.

but yes i will later before i go to bed maybe thank you.

>>81593743
go to the library if you want physical books. displaying books is pseud shit

>>81593743
dont patronise me

>>81593747
i want to be a pseud though do i not come across like that

>>81592761 (OP)
I feel the same OP (well, somewhat). You just have to force yourself to get hobbies and watch things and read. Why doesn't it come naturally to you and me? I don't know. I have a friend who has been writing creatively since he was like 10 years old and he's very well read. I am so envious of him. Not cause I want to be a writer but cause I have nothing like that for myself, something that I can say defines me. Just start to do the things you want to do. If you want reading to be a thing you do, force yourself to read 5min a day, every day. Eventually something should catch your interest, and reading will be a little fun hopefully. I find that it's true that the more you do a thing, the more you feel compelled to do it. Also cool song.

>>81592773
>>81592834
>>81593212
There's a reason she's saying this. I won't really get into details.

If you're a pathetic person but expect some attractive guy to fall in your lap while being ugly, why would they not make you a shitty person? Think about that.

I'm glad she at least has some ability to self reflect that's way more than I expected.

>>81593586
The Virgin Mary also didn't sext random dudes and make them say disgusting shit to her, but hey you do you O.

>>81592761 (OP)
OP had someone that liked her, shes holding out for a decently above average dude with a life and who's popular to come save her. Don't ask me how i know this.

You don't want something to hold on to. You don't want love from someone that simply cares about you. You want to feel like you're being chosen and special and you want to feel excited. The sooner you accept that the sooner you'll realize where you actually stand in life. Keep lying to yourself and you'll always feel lost. Don't worry I won't comment on your threads from now on if I see you around (:

>>81592761 (OP)
>i am apart of a fucked up simulation and youre all non playable characters. i am the only one who matters but this means i am the only one to understand what has happened.
yo how fucking egotistical are you
>>81595019
>>81595041
bruh do foids really be like this

>>81592761 (OP)
You sound like a nutcase. I feel sorry of bad for you but you really do sound like you're dissociating while being full of yourself. You need to see a therapist and that's not something I recommend often

>>81595081
i have therapy on thursday

right now i am very awkward and closed off since if i told her any of my thoughts she would get me committed but i am trying

>>81595124
What kind of thoughts are these anon? Would you share with us?

>>81595223
the whole thread is me sharing them, which is like sharing a part of my soul really.

otherwise i dont have many thoughts.

i feel incredibly numb to everything. whatever was in my body was replaced with a total void of nothingness. i am a black hole. my stream of thoughts is mostly gibberish.

i am very negative but its true.

>>81595294
I feel sorry for zoomers today. You have been mind scrambled by constant social media use and undersocialized

>>81592761 (OP)
>Voices in the walls
Sometimes I have a voice that I talk to. She's always there and provides me with good advice even if my instinct is to go against it. It's weird to say but no woman will ever replace her as my soulmate. I am invulnerable to giving a fuck about foids anymore

>>81592761 (OP)
>one day, i think, god will apologize to me for what hes done. until then i will worship him.

What he's done? You did this all to yourself, and in the moment of your death, these memories will be replayed to you in the highest definition imaginable. You will be unable to escape from the reality that you made these choices in your life. The "moment" will last for several days time and if you find yourself unable to accept and integrate the choices you made and continue to delude yourself, your soul will be sent on it's way and stuffed into another body repeating the same mistakes you've failed to learn from for another life time.

The material world is a school. You're only punishing yourself.

>>81592761 (OP)
do you want to be my friend? i am kind of in the same situation. we can try to get into stuff maybe. also dissolved girl is one of my favorite songs too

if you do, send me an e-mail. we can talk on there or move to discord or whatever you prefer. dissolvedgrrl@proton.me

Anon it sounds like you spend way too much time living in your own head and thinking about yourself. You need to get offline and find something that you truly enjoy.
>but there is nothing
You haven't found it yet. It's going to take perseverance. You don't immediately create a WoW account and end up at level 60 the next day.
Religion might be a cope but it can't be any worse than the endless nihilism and moping that brought you to this point, and there's no point continuing on the same path hoping for different results. It's not stupid if it actually does improve things.

>>81595969
Sauce for this? Kinda creepy but also awesome. Not a footfag but I like this.

>>81595969
you sound like you have more self hatred than me and for that im sorry. i dont think youre right and i know He will try to guide you. there will be signs but you wont have to understand them.

>>81596050
>You haven't found it yet. It's going to take perseverance. You don't immediately create a WoW account and end up at level 60 the next day.
but if you play it for years straight constantly, surely youll get there? this is a bad analogy i think. we are from birth made to be able to do something and we cannot stop that without death.

>endless nihilism and moping that brought you to this point
its less of that and more realization. maybe some people dont know the truth yet. i cant word it its a level of self. but it truly is pointless and life truly is beautiful. oxymoron i guess.

>>81592761 (OP)
>. i want to be a cool,
>political
lol
lmao
you can't be cool and political

>>81595041
>ditch a guy
>whine about not being liked
of course. why are foids today insane?
>>81592761 (OP)
if you have someone that liked you OP why would you come on here to whine about it?
is finding chad that big of a concern to you?

>>81593539
>i dont want drugs to be normal
You're already a narcissist which is a standard normie condition. I was recommending psychedelics to rid you of narcissism

>drugs and alcohol are disgusting and i will not ruin my pure body for them
Alcohol is poison, but psilocybin is not. I bet that you consume infinitely more harmful things each and every single day

>if the virgin mary wouldnt do those things why would i?
Her story is entirely that of a passive victim, but at least she didn't worship herself

>>81593196
You sound very depressed but also very judgemental and uncaring.
> sometimes i think i dont have empathy. i am an edgy little shit for saying this but i dont care when people cry to me or want my advice.
Why should anyone care about you then? You sound like a person who wants to be liked but will not reciprocate any care. It's essentially just using other people at that point which is something innately selfish. What made you like this?

>>81592761 (OP)
>I wish I had people who like me
>>81593196
>I think I don't have empathy
>I don't care when people cry to me or want my advice

I wonder why people don't like you OP. It sounds like a real mystery. Have you ever considered maybe that you are just a bad person?

>>81592761 (OP)
>why do i feel like im wasting my time by everything i do?
You could have depression, but I feel like this with OCD.

yo op I read all of this and its 1:1 the shit my bpd girlfriend would say to me and the shit that every bitch Ive ever met who had clinically diagnosed bpd has said to me. You're just bored and you believe in no future so you have nothing to work towards, a big part of that is probably that you dont believe anyone will ever actually love you for you.

Most of this is solved by getting a job. You don't feel like anything because your aspirations are still about being a neet (doing nothing)

>>81596329
>you sound like you have more self hatred than me and for that im sorry. i dont think youre right and i know He will try to guide you. there will be signs but you wont have to understand them.
or maybe its just that this anon is being realistic. god did fuck all. you created your own life and your own reality so atleast show a little accountability

>>81592761 (OP)
Treat life as an experiment. Set a realistic timeframe to achieve a goal, see how you feel afterwards. Try all sorts of hobbies. Actually finish something before you evaluate it.

>comes across as a genuinely egotistical and overall shit person to be around
>"wahh wahh im a little crybaby whining about how bad my life is"
cant make this shit up KEKW also creating a whole thread just so you can have a massive pity party for yourself really doesnt help your case

Why not feel good about having the opportunity to do nothing? Why not just slack off and take it easy?

>>81597018
im not a narcissist. i think im the worst person ever. i dont worship myself i simply acknowledge my angelic nature.

>>81597295
>You sound like a person who wants to be liked but will not reciprocate any care.
i dont know why people are so harsh over some words. i do have people who like me, i think i can be very selfless, and i do things for others. i care alot about things that benefit other people.

its just hard for me. it's 50/50. i cant tell.

>What made you like this?
constant repetitive hurt

>>81598705
nobody hires me. sometimes im actively trying.

>>81599508
i am showing you the inner workings of my mind. spend a couple hours with me, and we shall see how your opinions change.

>>81599822
i think i do, sometimes. i cant tell. i cant tell much. i dont know anything. what i know is false and made up.

We're witnessing severe bpdemon level mental illness here

>>81601094
everything anon says in this thread makes me think xe should commit suicide.

>>81600523
>spend a couple hours with me, and we shall see how your opinions change.
okay, youve got me interested. where can i contact you?

>>81602041
are you actually? just give me your discord. i dont post mine. set your expectations medium level i suppose, if youre serious.

Op i think you are in some religious psychosis, everything you've replied makes zero sense at all, this can't really be helped

>>81602077
ill just link it you on the proton mail account you sent earlier, since im not a big fan of showing my account handle to an entire thread of random people. add me.

>>81602907
its just my truth.

>>81603067
that anon wasnt me. :(

>>81599508
Kek this. She's going to think I made that post but honestly imagine acting like this but then telling others "woe is you".

Imagine using someone and discarding them only to then openly admit that you can't care about anyone else's problems.

disgusting

>>81592761 (OP)
you need higher, clearer goals and for that you need to not be immersed in sense stimulation all the time and also more honest and transparant with yourself

>>81603067
if you still want you and youre still in this thread you can add me on discord, bunnysaturn
i had to find an alt. so sorry for the "wait".

like you're doing now?

>>81600523
>The inner workings of my mind
You strike me as someone with precisely zero self awareness op

>>81596329
If all you do is sit around and touch yourself, who is doing the touching? Your problems are your own. You might say "but God made me this way so it's not my fault." Or "My life experiences made me this way because someone was inappropriate with me as a child or exposed me to the wrong things to early."

All of that may be true, but only you decide what actions you take going forward. You're flooding your brain with dopamine wondering why the small joys of life aren't reaching you. It's not God that's the problem, it's your choices.

If you fail to resist temptation day after day, you'll never climb out and become the person you want to be. I'm no different from you especially in that regard, but I can admit that I have a problem, and solving that problem is my responsibility.

I've never seen someone try to solve a problem they don't think they have.

>>81592761 (OP)
"ily"
I'm just manipulating you
"can we be friends?"
sure. you're just another body to use to my advantage:
"You're so mean."
You can't handle who I really am.
I AM PERFECTION INCARNATE
AM
PERFECTION
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INCARNATE
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philippians 4:8

>>81603702
i have alot of self awareness. i dont think im the most aware, but i would love to be.

i have many flaws and i hate them all. im aware of what im doing wrong in my life what im doing okay.

>>81603793
>Your problems are your own.
i know. i didnt deny that.

>become the person you want to be
i dont want to be anything. i know i wont be anything. i think dont know why. i think i want to know why but im not sure.

>I've never seen someone try to solve a problem they don't think they have.
i know the problem, its mostly spiritual. the solution is for me to pretend or me to end it early.

>>81603860
is this normie slang?

please stay away from me. thanks.

pic related is how OP looks after typing all that exhausting bullshit lmao I've never seen so little self awareness before

>>81603916
all robots fight the same war. open your heart to caring.

i do have self awareness, as ive already said. if i didnt, youd be able to explain how i dont.

>>81603915
>i am not interesting. but i want to be. i want to be a cool, political shut- in neet into philosophy and poetry and music
>i dont want to be anything

It looks very much like you do. You should do what you're avoiding and step out of misery into becoming.

>>81604020
>>81603793
ai sloppus, AWOOGA AWOOGAAA

>>81604127
>He doesn't know that they're real
And I wont tell you how to find them either. lmao

>>81592761 (OP)
>why do i feel like im wasting my time by everything i do? i have no hobbies besides masturbating.
i want to be like this except female
too bad iwn be a femgooner

>i shouldve been born in the 1940s.
no, it was much worse

>>81604195
gaaaaaay eye

>>81603860
OP on suicide watch

their only reply was "please stay away from me!"

>>81603915
You seem a little slow so i'll be happy to mediate here. They were mocking the way you talk, and trying to show you how absolutely absurd you sound. Hope this helps.

>>81592761 (OP)
>besides masturbating
That's not a hobbie, trannie-kun

>>81604016
I do care that's why I bully you. What's the war you and I are fighting?

>>81604308
no, its a normie trend. i dont hate anyone, but i dislike normies. i dont want them infiltrating my safe space.

sorry. im being aggressive but you are annoying me.

>>81604526
being a robot. :)

>>81604589
I'm perfectly fine being a robot, robot girls are cute, and easy to bully so they're fun and instead of finding my autism offputting it just makes them comfortable around me, which I always thought was wild. I am fighting wars out here ig, but being a robot is good to me rn. Why haven't you found a robro to team up with.

>>81604016
nta but you clearly do not have self awareness when you contradict yourself this much and then get angry at people pointing it out
>>81604589
that initial comment wasnt me either. And what is a normie trend? that person was showing you how you act. you have no self awareness.
you have a serious madonna complex for someone who says they have no life.

>>81604920
have you read this thread?
>
sometimes i think i dont have empathy. i am an edgy little shit for saying this but i dont care when people cry to me or want my advice. i dont feel bad or care but maybe i do i cant tell

why do men chase vapid stuck up sluts like OP and then whine about women being bad
you are choosing this when you can date a girl that is nice and caring but you dont care about that at all. moids are so dumb

>>81605009
What makes you better than the OP? I am not a defender of the OP, keep in mind.

>>81605009
well im not chasing OP I actually wouldnt call her indicative of most robot girls, but some are like her yeah. I have a little foid rn that almost said all this shit word for word, I dont love her but shes fun to pass time with while I work on myself. OP seems like she would have a lot of fun arguments that Id win and like she'd give really good apology head.

>>81605009
also lol she knows what trend it is bc she's a turbo normie in disguise. its funny you guys dont know where its from but she does lol

>81605204
i know what that trend is when did i evr say i didnt ._.
moids just want a sad little girl to feel good about instead of someone actually nice who doesnt act full of thmself

>>81605281
no I have genuine love in my heart for high empathy girls, I destroyed my entire life for one last year lol. I wouldnt sacrifice much at all or ever really love a girl like OP but she would be fun to fuck with.

>>81605369
you have nothing to do but study and practice your hobbies, in order to attain them

>>81605009
>when you can date a girl that is nice and caring
That girl is presenting herself the same way. Why should we believe you, and not her?

thanks to all the anons in this thread being mean. have you considered i know what im talking about? i am a self made angel. you will not get me down.
>inb4 cant understand sarcasm

>>81605009
when men are done using you (and i know they will, they use me too) you will have no one.

i am your best friend and greatest ally and you refuse to even realize it. for anonymous attention?

i hope you can see the way.

>>81605029
i dont know why people think im an asshole to people i know. my friends usually like me id say.

these are simply my thoughts. not how i act.

>>81605134
why am i involved in your bait?

i hate arguing. im usually a suck up really.

head is an intimate act and shouldn't be used as leverage...

>>81605369
i would never love you either, your heart is cruel and i can see it. i hope everyone else can, too.

>>81605480
you havent read the thread, she thinks shes smarter than all of you and as a result feels no empathy.

>>81605557
I don't like her, but I'm kinda the same. Who am I to judge

>>81605554
I didn't say you were mean, I asked why that person thought they were better while also taking neither side. It was a genuine question with good intentions.

>>81605557
i dont think im smarter.... i think im simply aware and i want to show this to other people, not shame them.

im quite dumb really. my education aside, i dont have any profound thoughts or feelings and i doubt i ever will.

i didnt say i have no empathy. i cant tell if i do.

if i didnt, why does this make me a monster? i dont hurt people, i like to help. but i think something and this makes me a horrible outcast?

>>81605572
ive noticed what mean people hate most about me is what theyre most similar too.

>>81605573
sorry i wasnt trying to say that. i used your comment to make an observation about people like the anon you were replying to.

>>81605554
lmao oh I cant with this bitch. you really think youre doing something huh? You spend all day masturbating because youre lazy and dumb, you really think youre a victim of your own intelligence lmao.

>>81605554
you are not my friend y do girls think that we're on the same team? there are good men and good women and bad men and bad women
so full of urself who even r u

>>81605613
holy fuck you asinine retard stop contradicting yourself. you just go back and forth with shit constantly and immediately contradict yourself.
>>81605554
why do you constantly talk about hearts and souls while fumbling over your words every damn second?

>>81605613
It seems like you are in a depression rut on top of some other mental thing going on. It isn't to say that I think you are being mean, I mean, you aren't swearing like a sailor at everyone else, but I think the particular demeanor and verbiage that you used in this thread attracted derision from others. They perceive you as being pretentious I feel like, even if you may not be. I think what you need to do first is try to get out of the rut you're in.

>>81605554
>when men are done using you (and i know they will, they use me too)
LMAO
LOL
Yes totally it's men using you and not the other way around. I promised I wouldnt say anything more so I wont. just stop playing the victim when you act the way you do.

>>81605629
>egirl typing style
its ok i will be here for you always. we knew eachother in another life and we will know eachother in the next one.

>>81605669
>why do you constantly talk about hearts and souls
i like to think. i just like to think.

>fumbling over your words every damn second?
im not very smart

>>81605681
>They perceive you as being pretentious
i dont know why. i guess im not allowed to have an open mind anymore.

also lol because if these people found anybody who acted like them they would say much worse things than theyre saying to me. so it doesnt bother me.

>I think what you need to do first is try to get out of the rut you're in.
ive said it in the thread a couple times but my only way out is pretending, or to kill myself. but do i want out?

>>81605864
Why do you say those are your only options? Have you attempted to seek help for this mentality or attempted to get out into the world? I am sure there are better options than suicide.

>>81605864
>i dont know why. i guess im not allowed to have an open mind anymore.
you are pretentious. Nobody is saying you cant have an open mind, you seem like you play the victim for everything. stop it.

>>81605864
>egirl typing style
>its ok i will be here for you always. we knew eachother in another life and we will know eachother in the next one.


>>i know what youre like based on superficial things

wow ur dumb

>>81605880
what else would make me happy?

i go to therapy but i havent talked much there yet.

>>81605937
i am the most loser girl ever, i dont know how im pretentious. i just use this higher mind thing to cope.

i might have a victim complex. i dont know.

or maybe people are just mean. if i say i dont, im playing the victim. if i say i do, im a narcissist.

maybe we are complex and naunced and i am just trying to get by just like you are, friend.

>>81606064
You need to find out what makes YOU happy. It could be a new hobby, it could be a romantic partner, it could be seeing new places, it could be anything. You cannot sit in a rut and let it get worse. Make sure you tell the therapist absolutely everything you feel.

>>81606064
nice cope for being a piece of shit lmao

>>81606164
i dont know how to describe happiness. i dont know if i can be happy. sometimes i think im happy for a moment but its just so confusing.

i answered the stupid depression and anxiety questions pretty honestly. im working towards something.

>>81606173
im actually not looking for a relationship right now... sorry...

>>81606345
Huh? I was referring to the "people are mean" bit.
You dont seem to know what ur talking about

>>81606064
>i go to therapy but i havent talked much there yet
This is how narcissists approach therapy

Roblox chess?

>>81606535
do you understand humor?

>>81606600
is this a joke lol. im not even responding if its not... xd

>>81603860
I keep rereading this. This is very funny. And no I'm not OP. Good job making her seethe at this, mega-narcissists can't ever accept what they truly are

>>81607631
make fun of me but at the end of the day i am perfection. you will worship me at the end of your days......