The one thing I go back to when I feel "lost" is to look back on my name and what it means
Your parents gave you your name for a reason, maybe that's place to start if you're looking for reason, for a purpose in life
Godspeed robots

>>81595906 (OP)
What reason did they name me Lucy? other then cause they were watching an old tv show.

>>81595906 (OP)
My name means 'dick,' and people make fun of me for it.

>>81595906 (OP)
I was named after a particularly kind saint of our country, and the name wasn't given lightly either, because my mother prayed to said saint while carrying me. For some reason I always thought it meant something but I don't know anymore, I'm a non-believer and not as great as these people. There is nothing for me to begin with.

>>81595906 (OP)
Better yet, caluclate your birthday and see whats your life path. If youre not a 7 youre less likely to understand however

My mom just picked a random name in the baby book. There was another kid in the same class with me with the same name but he got to be called John and I was John S. Even when he was absent I would get called John S. Because I was less of a person than him.

>>81596044
>John
There's like 5000 trillion Johns go by your middle name.

>>81595981
>Lucy
>"Light"
you are the light of people's lives!

>>81595999
>Richard
>"Strong Ruler"
stand erect, young prince!
the world is yours to conquer

>>81596044
>John
>"God is Gracious/Merciful"
maybe yours is the life of a hermit/monk?

>>81596033
i love esoteric shit like this
i got an 8

>>81595906 (OP)
My name has the same gematria value as apollo and mars

>>81596202
Your name is shaft-rider enus-spreader dick-in-son.

My parents named me after one of my dads schizophrenic cousins because they couldnt name me Storm after that Days of Our Lives character because operation desert storm was happening or happened or something

>>81595906 (OP)
Names always have some horoscope schlock attached to them like that. Names are utterly worthless outside of ease of identification. You could have any name and it could vaguely resemble an experience in your life enough to pull off the horoscope trick.

When I get "lost" like that I just persevere. It doesn't mean anything, not even the suffering.

>>81595906 (OP)
Archangel name. My parents got it from the Godfather for some reason

>>81595906 (OP)
Then explain Dick Buttkiss's name.

>>81596374
So Goldstein Jewberg?

>Heinrich
>"Ruler of the House"
>homeless bum
Life is a sick joke.