>>81596169 (OP)No, after school i have 2 hours of music theory classes, then an hour and a half of violin class, then two hpurs of orchestra rehearsals. I spent every weekday since middle school until the end of high school from 8 am until 8 or 9 pm in normal school, music school classes, or other hobbies such as judo. Saturdays i went to extra classes for maths. Nobody ever spoke to me except professors when i won some competition/award, i had no friends and no time to think about making friends. Then at the end of high school, when i graduated both musicnschool and high school i stopped for a second and realised that i had just wasted all of my youth. I could not name a single memorable experience from high school for example (we didn't have prom or school trips because I was the COVID generation). By now i don't remember high school, i don't remember the names of half my classmates.