>being aware that you're ugly?
>no no that's not right
>let me just make up a random term for it and shove it in the book of "mental disorders" because everything is a disorder

>>81597035 (OP)
when i was a teen id look in the mirror and my features would shift around as i looked at them. judging by the women i've dated and who've approached me, i'm considered attractive. i still can't figure out what i look like just based on looking in the mirror unless i'm drunk though. for whatever reason, everything is really clear when i drink, not just that. i avoid alcohol regardless.

>>81597035 (OP)
>chud gets a melty over my thread
Cope seethe, whatever

>>81597035 (OP)
Recognizing your obese and perceiving yourself as really obese when you might only be a bit fat are two different things. The latter is proper body dysmorphia. You can also have a distorted view of how other people look, but I don't know if this has a name. Body dysmorphia is a psychotic perception of your own looks.

>>81597035 (OP)
>>81597291
Based OP. Sometimes the problems isn't in our heads.