do you think love is real? do you think you could ever be loved truly or would it be a facade to dissuade insanity? would you date yourself but opposite sex ? i would but people similar to me on the surface are often of an entirely different personality composition.

>>81598487 (OP)
kys tripfag, find the nearest weapon and use it on yourself until you can't move anymore

>>81598501
that comes later. for now i farm (yous) on datamining threads

>>81598487 (OP)
https://voca.ro/1bX8i7oX5YKq

>>81598487 (OP)
>>81598508
You shouldn't have used your name and trip, I refuse to partake in this discussion because I know it's you now.

>>81598487 (OP)
>do you think love is real?
i genuinely think so eventhough i'm incapable of giving or receiving it
>do you think you could ever be loved truly or would it be a facade to dissuade insanity?
i think... i think i could, but i wouldn't feel it - its just not there inside me, neither my brains nor my heart can recognize love
>would you date yourself but opposite sex ?
we'd fight a lot tbf, but sure

>>81598487 (OP)
>do you think love is real?
yes, but i think true love is rare. at least romantic love
>do you think you could ever be loved truly or would it be a facade to dissuade insanity?
not in my current state. maybe once i get better someone will be able to love me, that's kind of my motivation
>would you date yourself but opposite sex ?
not an exact mirror image, but someome who has my same flaws is probably ideal

>>81598525
hopefag,....
sorry i dont always open vocaroos. ive been depressed recently cause i havent been able to draw. lost my drawing pen. new one comes in today
>had her own life
>instead of mirroring
yes i get that a lot. thats why id never have an advanced AI as a partner, even if the tech became good enough for it to be physical too. id just want my male version to enjoy similar stupid things and love the way i do
>>81598543
thats nice buddy
>>81598551
>i genuinely think so eventhough i'm incapable of giving
why are you incapable? i am too jaded for it
>or receiving
why?
>we'd fight a lot tbf, but sure
what are the reasons for why youd clash with yourself a lot? i think 2 of me would make a big mess and then have to do a deepclean together

>>81598582
https://voca.ro/1k0msoucXiCt

>>81598487 (OP)
>>81598508
>>81598582
You can only experience love under a certain weight class, anything above that will limit you to fetishists, you are well above that weight class.

>>81598657
kek when i lose weight im going to use it to walk and run and swim better not to enter into the loveless normalfag dating scene
>limit you to fetishists
i get you are speaking of physical attraction in regards to relationships but outside of that id prefer if my friends were brain broken sexually like me in similar ways LUL.

>>81598617
>its the truth
OK BUDDY.
>manmade horrors
but it sates an artificial need for companionshiiiiippppp duu uddddddddddddde
>its that time
no winter is more that time because its ugly and dull. summer is depressing because theres constant events from the community (carshows and such) im unable to go to without a car or job yet.

>>81598558

>yes, but i think true love is rare. at least romantic love
what is true love to you?
>maybe once i get better someone will be able to love me, that's kind of my motivation
what does better mean for you?
>but someome who has my same flaws is probably ideal
that makes sense, what are the flaws that would appear in an opposite sex version of you?

>>81598487 (OP)
I know I can feel love, so either
>I'm the single special snowflake out of 7 billion people that can
Or
>there are other people that can also feel love
I think the second is much more likely

No, I don't. I think love is reserved for those who had the luck to be selected by God, the ugly, but us, -the beautiful-, are cursed to never love by Him, and that's why we must take revenge on society by ruining their lives.

>>81598888
checked and true but not what i meant. feeling love and loving things is different than loving another human for life, so its more if you believe a happy storybook kind of love exists where you enter in a truly mutually loving union together until death
>>81598909
wut LAWL

>>81598924
You talk like a normie, of course you wouldn't get it, namefag.

>>81598988
checked. i was more lazy and halfread it.

be bitter and invisible instead. i dont believe that there is an ugly and beautiful to be made as a separating line between humans, i think there is just ugly within being fully conscious of the self and beauty within automaton-like minds adapting around disorder. (found within computers plants and animals)
being bitter and taking revenge is the most normalfag if you want to start slamming around labels, youre just engaging within more gay normalfag hierarchy games of dominating through artificially means (that you acknowledge youve failed naturally) while claiming youre above it all. its gay you clearly still want to gain satisfaction through normalfags thoughts and feelings.

>>81598582
same answer, i am too jaded for it and my mind is too far gone now
i dont respond to compliments, acts of love/care, i don't even feel desire anymore...

and i'd fight with myself because i'm genuinely mentally insane, and thats the kind of relationship i would want anyway

>>81599063
I don't want nothing to do with this world, just revenge and then kms. I will punish as many as I can, and I hope others take action in the same way.

>>81599063
artificial* not artifically
>>81599065
https://youtu.be/SR2x4nhf574?=RDejbQti_Tzwo
my mind is too volatile and i am feeling too much always, so the opposite of you. i feel entirely dead emotionally or overwhelmed by emotion. i bet i could get diagnosed with something for that (theyd diagnose you with depression for crying at a funeral i feel) but i think im just gonna mask it away as it might impact me career wise and try to treat with overlapping medications or just ignore it (most likely)
>>81599090
oh this is a large event and then immediate death. i thought you meant continuous revenge throughout life, carry on revengeanon.

>>81598487 (OP)
That's new, chubby.
Are you really asking or just shitposting?

>>81599419
>chubby
fatty/lardass/whale gets the point better

yes i am asking

>>81599429
I don't like being mean my very rubenesque friend.

>is love real
Yes.
>can I be loved
Probably.
>would I bang female me
A gloomy hyper loyal sperg? That would be cute, hope my kids won't automatically become spergs though, the extra IQ isn't worth being completely and utterly unfit for this world.
What's the equivalent of having a huge dong for a woman though? Big tits or a big butt? Nice either way but butt is nicer.

>>81599684
lolol
>A gloomy hyper loyal sperg? That would be cute, hope my kids won't automatically become spergs though,
you would get along and have kids with yourself as a girl? cute
i wouldnt have kids with myself we'd both be too self hating but the cuddling would be very nice. then we would probably do a double suicide when one of us starts getting too paranoid about loss of ability from age
>What's the equivalent of having a huge dong for a woman though?
large breasts since they are innate

>>81600135
Worst case scenario we just feed each other's laziness but I doubt it, I'm demoralised as hell because I really got fucked over, I'd be disgusted if I didn't try my best if I stopped feeling like this.
It would be so funny to see a woman as idiotically loyal and romantic as I am.
>self hate
>suicide
I want to come in there, clean your room and make you bike up hill while screaming you're a good girl by threatening you with a belt, then feed you salad and steak and pat your head.
>loss of ability
Walking or banging?
>large breasts
Does girth equate firmness?

>>81600369
>It would be so funny to see a woman as idiotically loyal and romantic as I am.
for me it would be funny to see us both drawing retarded things for eachother constantly + retarded arguments against eachother about minute preferences in art and media.,,, and the amount of crying that would occur.
>I want to come in there, clean your room and make you bike up hill while screaming you're a good girl by threatening you with a belt, then feed you salad and steak and pat your head.
ah... thanks ? kind of cute actually. i would prefer chasing you uphill though (rougher on joints but feels better)
>Does girth equate firmness?
aum. i have no clue XD

>>81598487 (OP)
>would you date yourself but opposite sex ?
good question, i think i would though

>>81600511
>chasing me uphill
Is it a sexual thing? Don't know if I'd be fully comfortable calling you a good girl, but if this is what it takes to make you fitter and stop whining I'd do it.
>no clue
Eh, I'd have preferred fat ass and small tits either way but if this is what it takes to have a bigger and stronger next generation I'll take it.
Damn... what if she thinks the same about my dick?

>>81598487 (OP)
it was real back when paintings like that were made

>>81600640
>sexual thing
no. also u introduced the good girl part, i wouldnt be comfortable with you calling me that either
>Damn... what if she thinks the same about my dick?
LAWL
>>81600693
?? kek

>>81600822
I need to call you something uplifting so you stop being weird.
Wait what are you chasing me up the hill for?
Who's holding the belt?

>>81598487 (OP)
>do you think love is real?
It's not available to everyone but it's real for some.
Your best chances are in school when you organically meet people that you can bond with, but if you're out of it then you're left with dating apps or left with harassing random people in hopes they'll give you a chance and let you interact with them.
but everyone has friends, everyone has people they know already, you're the weird loser and you'll stay that way because everyone comes with friends and lovers pre-installed.