do you ever feel like everything wrong with your life is karma? i think thats my issue, im a bad person and until i stop being a bad person it will get worse

>>81599861 (OP)
I might've been a scumbag in another life and I'm paying for it in this one, I've been fucked up the ass all my life despite doing my best to be a good person, either that or I have to accept the world isn't fair.

>>81599861 (OP)
>do you ever feel like everything wrong with your life is karma
Karma? No. My own poor life choices? Yes.

>>81599861 (OP)
I exist to karmicly punish my mother which is pretty fucked up if you think about it my life is trash not even because I'm evil but because someone else is evil and needs me as a human sacrifice to spend the rest of their life being punished for it but hey that's life in this specific sphere of hell

>>81599888
im sry anon:( i hope it gets better.
>>81599914
i see, i feel like my problem is a mix of them. the hilarious irony i find myself bathed in has to be karma tho.

>>81599939
why is your mother evil? what did she do?

>>81599861 (OP)
Karma isn't real.
There is no God ordering suffering and happiness. That is retarded.
Often the good suffer and the bad don't. If you believe in karma then you believe that's his goal. What's up with that?

>>81599941
>the hilarious irony i find myself bathed in has to be karma tho.
I don't know. I feel like I've done something to offend God but the people I talk to about it like to bring up the story of Job.

I don't see myself as being that pious or important, but maybe there is something better on the other side. Or maybe it is my fault and I'm too stupid to put the pieces together.

What about you? How do you figured you've earned your karmic debt?

>>81599970
>I feel like I've done something to offend God
same
>I don't see myself as being that pious or important, but maybe there is something better on the other side
id like to believe that too, but in my case im always hoping one day ill be good enough and penitent enough to be deserving of something good on the other side
>What about you? How do you figured you've earned your karmic debt?
i was vicious, i was mean, i was uncaring of everyone around me and rude for no reason when i shouldve been kind and loving and understanding

>>81599956
lots of crimes and violence while being a junkie slut skinhead

>>81600054
I suppose we are similar indeed. I'll pray for you, brother. Here's hoping you may find some respite.

>>81600066
aw:( im sry anon
>>81600076
ty anon, i have nobody to pray to but i wish you well in life

>>81600090
>i have nobody to pray to
I can't force your hand, by any means, but I would encourage you to speak with Christ. That said, I wish you well regardless.

>>81599861 (OP)
Who is this character I see them posted a lot

>>81600188
>but I would encourage you to speak with Christ.
he didnt bother to care for me before and he wont now
>That said, I wish you well regardless.
thx:)
>>81600199
i dont know im sorry

>>81599861 (OP)
I dont believe in karma

I merely believe in pray and predators

you may find a good person not trying to fuck you up with the power they weild over you

but no one has gotten rich being an employee

>>81599941
I discovered dissasociants so honestly it is better now, have you ever tried DXM? it's like dreaming while awake.
it makes living in the real world not as bad.

>>81599861 (OP)
i think im a bad person so when something bad happens to me i feel like i deserved it. i wouldnt say everything in my life thats bad is because of me, or karma, but i do feel guilty for simply existing. i do believe it will get worse until i stop being a bad person. but i dont know how. everyone says im a good person but i feel like i should be killed.

I'm retaining my semen because I'm expecting company at a variegated time. (I don't want to answer the door with a boner)