America, what a wonderful country.

I am justified in my hatred towards the society I was born into. I am justified in my hatred towards my country. I am justified in my hatred towards my predecessors.
Having been exposed to a constant onslaught of evil from the moment of conception I have spent some time thinking on the nature of good and evil. My final judgement is that evil is bad. I believe that good is good. I have suffered a lot for this extremely controversial conclusion. But I am resolute in my convictions. Everyone else is wrong. My hatred is righteous and justified. Tolerance and acceptance are the apex of evil. We are cast so deep into the mire of evil that it is almost pointless to contemplate what is good and holy. We are literally in hell. The greatest good we can ever hope for is extreme violence and hatred, death and destruction to everything around us. I and others like me are so rare that blindly lashing out and issuing destruction upon everyone around you could never be considered a bad thing. Indeed, death is preferable to continued existence in this hell. Statistically impossible, but if one good person were killed the sacrifice is more than justified. So great is the evil in this world that no cost is too high in fighting against it.

This chart isn't right for me. I'm cut but I get by far the most stimulation and pleasure from my coronal ridge

>>81603653
I understand where you are coming from. This kind of thing being forced upon me at birth is one of the most intimate of encounters with how crooked this world is, and the times I've felt real hatred, have been in part because of that. I don't beleive though, that there isn't hope, and I don't beleive one has to join with the evil. A lot of people simply just know not what they do, and that's really the full extent of it. If my parents knew what they were doing they wouldn't have had it done. The best you can possibly do it not perpetuate it and do good in your own life, it's really all you can do, because anything but it, I think is a losing game. As much as I most definitely can relate, as much as I've thought we are so steaped in evil that nothing short of profound wrath on a scale never before seen could possibly adequately address it, I really don't think it is the answer, and I don't think there's a possible way it could even happen anyways.

To put it another way, I think the thoughts you are having are perhaps good to consider, but I don't think they are complete. I think in those thoughts you can encounter the tragedy of our existence and then be able to grasp of something beyond this tortured realm, and when you really grasp that you can learn to love everyone, to forgive everyone, and find peace. Maybe that thought is flawed, I don't know, but I don't think you'll find an answer, nor reassurance, in violence. Once again, I see where you are coming from, the thought that you deserve what you let rule over you is reasonable, but I think the answer is found in turning inwards towards the self. I know that's a bit ironic to say, given my OP post. It's something I've thought of before but I'm only retracing it now.

>>81603507 (OP)
It is what it is

I'm just glad that the gaslighting has dissipated completely around the subject. It's not really possible to pull the medical "bro he needs it to not get penis cancer bro" hoodwink over a silly goy anymore now that they're plugged into twitter and tiktok all day

So yeah it's sad but it is what it is and we have to do our best with what we have. That's all there is to do if you think about it

>>81603820
Oh, and also finding hope in Jesus Christ. When I'm at my lowest the ONE single thing that ever can provide me reasurance is Christ. I don't know what conception you might have of Christ but personally when I look at the true meaning of Christ, and see Christ as a centerpoint of reality of such profound goodness that all wickedness, and the bottomless abyss, exists in the face of (thus utterly mogged on a cosmic scale), then the wickedness is a joke. I don't know if that's helpful or not, I hope maybe you'll take something good from that, dumb as I am. Use your discernment, I'm just a fool.

>>81603837
Yeah. The numbers are also going down I think. I got the really bad end of the stick, which I think most people are probably fortunate not to. It bothers me especially, firstly because of it's barbarism, but also because I'm fairly certain they damaged my entire nervous system with it. The scar, where the foreskin was removed, is where the pleasure in my penis, and in my whole body, stops. The other places in my body that are supposed to be erogenous, aren't. Only the very end of my penis down until that scar. Even past it the sensation is not consistant. They really did a number on me.

>>81603890
>Jew cock mutilation bad
>Doomsday rabbi cock mutilator good

Christianity is not exempt from the root cause of this problem. It all ties in together.
>and when eight days were completed for the circumcision of the child, his name was called Jesus, the name given by the angel before he was conceived in the womb - Luke 2:21-39

>>81603890
I've been finding writers/orators like Fulton Sheen and C.S. Lewis helpful recently

I have a job, I can drive, I feel in complete control of my health, I'm working towards a higher paying job. But my life is fundamentally fucked in a way that it shouldn't be. I guess this at least prevents me from ever entering a state of contented worldliness. At least I have the satisfaction of knowing the fate of the enemies of Christ

>>81604029
Yep. C.S. Lewis is definitely good, you can't go wrong with that. I'd recommend reading writings of the Orthodox Saints and such, you might find help in that too. I've not read very far into it yet so I can't give my thoughts, but I've heard some say that the writing of Elder Thadeus in the book Our Thoughts Determine Our Lives are really helpful. I don't think you can go wrong there. Things may be bad here, but I wouldn't despair.

literally all the feeling from sex/masturbation comes from my foreskin brushing over the glans of my penis
i can "simulate" a circumcised cock, but the feeling is just incomplete, no way in hell am i going to orgasm/ejaculate

i guess if it's been a while since surgery, or your entire life, you just adjust (can circumcised men just touch their unsheathed glans? shit's like banging my elbow to me)
but still. fucking hell. get it together, America. don't give a shit about "aesthetics" here: it's not fashion. as for hygiene, you just wash it.

>>81604211
>(can circumcised men just touch their unsheathed glans? shit's like banging my elbow to me)
Yes. The glans becomes keratinized without the foreskin, that leads to a decrease in sensitivity as well.

>glans at meatus
heeh...

>>81604239
i guess that's a potential upside. sometimes my foreskin slips back while i'm out and about, you can't exactly just stick your hand down there and fix it while you're in public. but the slightest brush against your underpants? might as well just rub piano wire across your urethra.

>>81604165
I recommend the writings of St. Cuckleo of the Longcocks. He tells us to play pretend and that you're actually very happy and fulfilled instead of someone with a mutilated penis that was born owing money to a landlord and the banks.

>>81604027
>>and when eight days were completed for the circumcision of the child, his name was called Jesus, the name given by the angel before he was conceived in the womb - Luke 2:21-39
If anything this just makes Jesus more relatable.

He lived life as a man born to the worst ethnic community possible and endured every possible cruelty and shitassery possible up to being tortured to death in the prime of his life. His introduction to life was utter savagery under the diabolical religion of the devil. Just like me! But unlike me, he wasn't a Gentile. He wasn't among noble savages like Europeans. Instead, he took it upon himself to start unraveling the gordian knot of the worst, most hateful, most disgusting vampire cult to ever curse the planet.

But of course, being our Lord, he's the most relatable being possible anyway. Our most triumphant and exalted moments are done through the gift of the Holy Spirit. Our anxieties and guilt are washed away by the blood he shed for us during the incarnation. Our anticipation of Heaven and intuition towards beauty, goodness, justice, charity, and perfection are just glimpses of the Father.

Christ made a comment once about what he'd rather see happen than to see a child be offended by an adult. My only interpretation is agreement. I have had similar thoughts and opinions since infancy. But that's to be expected, you know? They say, when the time comes to meet your maker, and see the face of God, you'll realize it's someone whom you have always known.

>>81603507 (OP)
and foids call themselves the empathic gender like " i am gonna protest circumcising in some small african worthless tribe " but protesting aganist this ? nah

>>81604353
uhhhh TECHNICALLY circumcision isn't genital mutiliation how DARE YOU compare FGM to circmcusion besides circumcised ones just look nicer ;) u just have a small weird dick hehe

>>81603507 (OP)
Dont you dare insult babylon they were based enough to exile the jews