actually trying to improve my life
applying for jobs
finally cleaned my room for the first time in 3 months
working out 4 times a week
but still, feels kinda empty without anyone with me.
no friends, still single, barely even play online games. have hung out with someone since fall last year. im moving in october anyways, so idek if i want to put in the effort

anyways i love you guys hows everyone doing

just idly passing the time. wasting these summer days away. I might get a job next year. my figs are coming in nicely. got a big bowl of them in the fridge.

>>81605186 (OP)
i know that feel brother, i talked about with my counselor about how it feels like that i need friends and people to talk to in-person for motivation, but instead i'm being forced to work for those motivating factors themselves and it's pretty soul crushing.
not sure why society turned out in this gay way

>>81605186 (OP)
you should make friends with this anon
>>81600460

keep improving, don't let moving out be an excuse

>>81605186 (OP)
>have hung out with someone since fall last year. im moving in october anyways, so idek if i want to put in the effort
You should, moving doesn't have to mean the end of a friendship.

>>81605186 (OP)
I'm also on the improvement grindset
I've always had a friend group despite the rest of my life being in the trash so that helped
I beat morbid obesity last year and am just getting to goal weight in the upcoming months
I have a plan for pursuing jobs and building up my skill into self-employment on the side and am about to start moving on that
I've been talking to women online and am clicking really well with one and it has been a wild as hell ride to have attraction returned from someone who you're attracted to. (but I'm fearing it's not gonna work out with her now, but still I'll find someone who will eventually, I've built a little confidence)

Not bad progress in a couple years for a 30+ kv
I believe I am gonna make it, I believe we all can make it

>>81606079
hell yeah brother, happy to hear life is getting good for you

>>81605186 (OP)
all RIGHT fuckers not bad, i'm proud of you fellas. i've been workin' pretty hard myself, incorporating new workouts into my usual routine. Keep up the good work guys, we're all gonna make it.