Why do I have severe cognitive dissonance with trannies
Im actively extremely disgusted at some yet so attracted to others especially if they are quite sporty

2 scenarios i see
>scenario 1, you're an extremely compassionate person and are trying to irrationally balance your disgust for troons with attraction, two polar opposites
>scenario 2, you have a severe porn addiction or mental illness making you attracted toward them as a sort of "unindulged pleasure"

>anon finds out he has a type

I'd like to take the top down on a sporty model if you know what I mean

>>81607207
I dont see being neither
>>81607210
I meant sper-gy but sporty is nice

>>81607255
were you molested or abused as a child by any chance

>>81607255
fit = attractive
no matter how you spin it
just come out the closet, lil man

i'm not saying go for it explicitly, you dont have to do what i tell you - but if you have a type, you have a type

>>81607189 (OP)
I feel the same way

I just hate women so much that I've coped by trying to be into trannies, but the effect isn't strong enough since I'm trying to force something that just isn't naturally present.

I'm also bad at sex, and sex with women is so much more performative, so I figured trannies would be the most logical option. Problem is, I can't just change my brain chemistry like that.