>>81620608i dont even know anymore man, i meet so many great poeple that i love and appreciate but im too socially stunted to befriend them. One person made such an immense effort to include me the other day, repeatedly they approached with conversation and brought themselves closer to me, i responded with poor and uninteresting conversation and physically moving myself away from them, i would pretend that they weren't there, but holy shit they were so lovely and i loved talking to them. I do it to myself. WHY AM I LIKE THIS!