>>81620536 (OP)the sooner you learn to stop caring about sex and relationships, the better off you will be. i realised one day when i was like 18 years old that the potential stress and risk of heartbreak involved in a relationship, plus spending all your money on someone else when dating, is not worth the pusspuss dawg. ever since then nothing has felt beyond reach, and ive been happier. you should search for inner peace.