I used to hate it but now I realize that friends aren't real, love is a fantasy, and everything is boring. I just want to be busy, take my head off, and earn money.
When I have enough money to retire I'll finally be free which will be a relief too.

I work epoxy and sometimes business ramps up, sometimes it's slow. And let me tell ya, when it's slow and I'm at home i eat myself alive. Thoughts about how nobody likes me, feeling of worthlessness, replaying memories of ways that people have hurt me in the past

I live to work. I'm happiest when business is booming.

>>81620775
this is what I experience as a (broke) neet.

>>81620764 (OP)
I really like the image you posted

>>81620775
I feel you. I was just a young kid when I was given a great opportunity working my ass off in a decent trade but I still wanted to roll around at home jacking off and playing vidya.
So I cut it down and now I hate my free time. Nobody gives a fuck about me except when I'm a useful tool and the few things I want to do are out of reach for me right now even if I have the time.
I'd rather just be at work thinking about what I'm doing than stewing in history.

>>81620876
>Nobody gives a fuck about me except when I'm a useful tool

The worst part is, I cant tell if everyone feels this way or if we're just not blessed being normies.

>>81620898
I think normals have a voice in their head telling them that they are awesome and everyone loves them. It's why they are so entitled and demanding: they are great and you should be honored to be in their presence so how dare you not do whatever they command.
Like the opposite of how I have a voice in my head telling me that I am shit, that I can't do anything other people can't do better and haven't already done better, and that everyone hates me.

How can you work 80 hours? That doesn't leave enough time for commuting, chores, eating, and sleeping.

>>81621180
No one works 80 hours.

>>81620764 (OP)
I can't be left alone with my own thoughts. I need to be working, sleeping or high on cocaine at all times.