>>81628976Autistic guys are very kindhearted and funny, 2 of my best friends in middle school were autistic guys and I still treasure the memories we have together. Mental illness isn't fun to deal with, please take care of yourself and don't be too hard on yourself, anon, if you are. Take it day by day and be happy with the little things in life even when it gets hard. It's good that you still find the strength to work out and hopefully to take care of yourself too. I'm rooting for you and I'm hoping that you will experience romantic love some day, because everyone deserves to feel like they belong and to feel loved/accepted (not only in a romantic sense). I'm bad at these sorts of things but I hope this helped in some way