good morning im probably going outside with my mom today : D

what music do you like in the morning?
personally i quite like danny elfman for my morning or more specifically the mystic knights of the oingo boingo, the precursor of oingo boingo started in the late 70s with around 20 demos and 10 live shows available to listen to !

>>81632475 (OP)
is your mum as obese as you? that would be so fucking humiliating walking around as a morbidly obese fat fuck lmao. if i was you that would be reason enough to have already lost the weight.

>>81632475 (OP)
I LIKE THRASH METAL BUT STRUGGLE TO FIND MORE MUSIC TO QUENCH THE THIRST BUILT UP IN MY ACHING BLOOD

ANYWAYS I'M CLOSING IN ON YOUR LOCATION.

>>81632475 (OP)
I listens to birds chirping.
>oingo boingo
Private life is literally me.

>>81632511
>Thrash
thoughts on industrial/nu metal?

anyways heres some stuff, not sure if youll like
https://youtu.be/Jiizfl9exHM?=RDJiizfl9exHM
https://youtu.be/LNCkKgJ7Aws?=RD41CLhOnoqes (u probably already listen 2 snot but idk)
https://youtu.be/UazODN0wfVo?=RD41CLhOnoqes

>>81632537
more danny elfman/boingo songs about being a schizo/isolated
https://youtu.be/pbQuJFC-Ieg?=RDpbQuJFC-Ieg
https://youtu.be/B6WuARZRmCQ?=RDB6WuARZRmCQ
https://youtu.be/xp6xxv1sb18?=PLWYH9cdSSQLX95ZPud0uDcu9qQFBaRord
https://youtu.be/GoEsTU83d2w?=PLWYH9cdSSQLX95ZPud0uDcu9qQFBaRord

I want to lick sems underboob after her shower's been broken for a month

>>81632768
Oh hell nah, not right now, I'd rather listen to Fichtles lied or repeat than wallow in the blue.

>>81632923
. . .
>>81633067
lolol
i dont think danny usually brings the blues but thats OK. how is your morning going?

>>81632475 (OP)
A sea monkey like me listens to every genre of music as long as it sounds good

>>81632475 (OP)
Where does your name "smes" comes from ?

>>81633189
sems not smes

>>81632742
THANKS, LIVING WEAPON AND THAT LAST ONE ARE GOOD, I'LL LISTEN TO THEM TODAY WHILE I DO SHITTY WAGE LABOR.

YOU SHOULD LISTEN TO STORMTROOPERS OF DEATH, SPEAK ENGLISH OR DIE IS A GOD TIER ALBUM.

>>81633129
>how is your morning going
Stared at a lightbulb hanging from the ceiling hoping for a few more dreams to get me out of here.

>>81632923
I wouldnt even a few days
Would literally be gag worthy

>>81632475 (OP)
Imagine calling yourself that you're a women you just want chad Fuck off Crying about yourself

>>81633530
I'm a chad, but sems doesn't want chad, she wants ugly fat bastards only.

>>81633674
LOL.she is Emotionally damaged she wants to do the dumping.

>>81633674
Yeah, me too, I'm big and muscular and my cock is huge but sems just doesn't seem interested.

>>81632475 (OP)
It depends on what kind of mood I am in, but I usually like something with some energy. This morning I am listening to CAPSULE

>>81632475 (OP)
Nigger just stop
You're thirsty for attention and you don't even know what you want
You're losing weight for what,like some guy or yourself, but you're so fat already you're gonna have loose skin for anyone you get with
You're a massive fucking mess

>>81633804
Uh oh someone got a feeder fetish.

>>81633804
That doesn't matter she has options even if she dumps chad she's just mad chad knows this won't get Emotionally attached to her

>>81633832
Yes, but she's also just a fucking mess. Like she wants to get back mobility and shit but what does that mean. Just be 100 lbs and some saggy fuck

>>81633854
She's a kid, that skin won't stay saggy forever.

>>81632475 (OP)
>what music do you like in the morning?
white noise or dsbm but in other words i need to clean that disgusting room for you it's knocking me sick

>>81632475 (OP)
>what music do you like in the morning?
https://youtu.be/nu_il703l2E?si=P5Ee2UmXAws05G9p
gets your blood pumpin

>>81632475 (OP)
Which of these creeps do you prefer?
>>81630775
>>81630837

>>81632475 (OP)
What happened to your clothes basket lmao

>>81632475 (OP)
what dis woman look like? oingo boingo aint half bad desu.

>>81634447
She looks fucking plappable >>81625459

>>81633234
no problemo
also i did listen to a bit of their speak english or die album, good stuffs
>>81633530
>>81633848
holy mother of retarded esl
>>81633804
>>81633854
LMFAO
soapboxing retards pretending to know me episode #81633804

>>81634078
https://youtu.be/il_BTrw1Pvc


>>81634170
i lay on my tummy at night

Mods, this is avatar and signature use. It's always the same title and the same retarded blogposting. You need to delete this crap on sight. This shit belongs on tumblr or wordpress or some other blog.

Also force anonymous already

>>81635104
>lay on tummy
Is that even comfortable?

>>81632475 (OP)
Sems I'll sing you a beautiful song and you'll post a picture with glasses in exchange (doesn't have to be lewd).
Deal?
Deal.

>>81632475 (OP)
>what music do you like in the morning?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nmhAqdzaIo4
My favorite band released a new single after a decade of almost constant silence and I have been listening to nothing but this song and their album Sound Awake for the last 24 hours.

>>81635852
sems in glasses are RARE and CUTE, and worth more than your song

>>81632475 (OP)
don't go outside, sems. i don't want you to ever ascend, i want you here talking to me. because if you leave i'll have no one to blog post to. ill have no one to talk to.

>>81635104
>sems is a m1dy fan
you are now a based poster, at least in my book

>>81635852
auuu sure
>>81636763
ok blogpost at me
>>81636796
B )

>>81637671
https://voca.ro/1n4Ae4DO3QgN

please have those glasses be clean and shiny

>>81637671
no, no, no.. NO. ive done it twice and you ignored both times.. so i guess you prefer chad sex to my woes.. so what ever im not happy with you right now.

>>81634868
ICGPT

>>81632475 (OP)
Stupid. You are so not interesting at all, post tits or gtfo

>>81639592
Look in the archives and you'll find them.

>>81632475 (OP)
I won't believe you're not a deranged man until I hear a vocaroo.

>>81632475 (OP)
how old are you anon? :p just curious

>>81640930
I did that once and got bullied so hard

>>81640943
If by bullied you mean called out for being a tranny, then it makes sense why it'd get to you. But otherwise if it's just from your voice not being cute due to being a whale, there's merit in that so long as it proves you have both x chromosomes. No matter how ugly your voice can be, people can tell if it comes from a man or woman (don't listen to the ESL posters.) The best benefit there is, is proving the one thing that matters about your whole attention craved identity. Anything else to be self conscious about doesn't matter so long as you're actually female, as you probably already know from how you choose to present yourself.

>>81641197
im not trans nor a whale but thank you anon TwT

>>81641262
make your own thread nametroon, this is sems country

i wish i was like you. im a fat and ugly girl and i wish people gave me attention but im BLACK

>>81632475 (OP)
what are you doin this weekend? im getting a new rescue kitten on sunday, my work buddy feeds feral cats and im taking a little cute white one thats like a weird siamese/himalayan mix. Im going to give him $100 worth of giant cat food bags in return. I might also rescue momma cat so they can stay together

>>81641755
Id give you attention, black girls are hot

>>81641755
Sems got attention by posting nudes

>>81642091
but im ugly
>>81642164
oh :(

>>81642326
I don't make the rules, I just enjoy them

>>81642164
that and also by being funny and full of energy on a wide variety of topics and having good taste in music. she's effervescent

>>81641755
being depressed makes people not like you, no need to add that on top of everything else. learn to just be relentlessly chill and positive and people will like you more.

>>81642379
You're simping, but you're not wrong.

>>81642391
This works for the green cat too

>>81642392
it doesn't feel like simping because it's not one-sided, she makes everyone else in her threads feel good too and will talk about whatever you want to talk about.

>>81642420
this, 9/10 have bants with her and she reciprocates, it's that 10th guy that's either asking for nudes or demeaning her that always shits up the threads

>>81642326
It doesn't matter if you're ugly, id still date you

>>81632475 (OP)
ive spoken to this landwhale, terrible personality
also know a guy who fucked her multiple times, he said she stinks pretty bad lol

>>81638411
>ICGPT
what does this evben mean
>>81640930
anon ive shown my disgusting cunt and tits im not sure a voice would convince what a cunt hasnt
https://voca.ro/1fIqNaBPAoyj
ive been crying and a drunk so
>>81641755
if youre anything like me the attention sates nothing and provides nothing more than penpal escapism from the fact that you want your life to end and that you want to never bear children or marry. its more like roleplaying within an echo chamber of hatred lust and the mundane than anything close to real; and if it were to become real it simply becomes another layer of roleplaying as if your life is nothing more than a path in circles around a drain regardless of what you choose to do with your autonomy and no matter how much people care or say they care. it will never mean anything because you know you are nothing and will end up as nothing because you want to be nothing more than a vessel for information and quick entertainment, because if you were to produce children it would be nothing other than a jumping start to misery . otherwise you can just post and personalityfag with a trip and find someone into you as a niche and if you like them back become married idk
>>81642070
how cute... feral cat rescue is one of those things that will always be in fashion unless they start euthanizing en masse to rid the pests destroying the environment. as much as i hate to refer to cats as pests they are nothing more than that and comfort for people, they are poorer than dogs as a proper tool unless a colony of feral ones is formed (and even then that is .limited in success)
so if they start getting funneled into a system of being given to people who need it i think that is the ''best'' way to handle it at least for a softened human heart. i think there are worse things plaguing the environment (florida existing as example)

>>81642164
my threads are usually 3 people posting at max i think and then 1-3 extra shhitposters who hate me lawl

>>81643219 >>81629836
>i whine when i fap. IDK
hey I have a question, is this what it sounds like when you do that? I want to see if I can do a good impression.
https://vocaroo.com/1aFDIdqLqlAB

>>81632475 (OP)
>talk to the obese ugly retarde
60+ comments yep foids come here for attention whoring I was stupid for thinking otherwise

>>81643219
I want to smell and lick your dirty panties so much, you're the love of my life, please let me sniff and lick them my smelly princess.

>>81643219
your voice is actually adorable, what the hell...
where is the retarded rapist energy?

Where is my glasses picture? I was promised glasses and speks.

>>81643034
Im in a server with that guy too from r9k hes been fucking her for a year he cant even describe the smell

OP did you use to hang out on soc a lot years ago?

>>81644886
>he cant even describe the smell
I wish there were a vocaroo for smells.

>>81643326
what the hell is this

>>81643547
have fun with chemical poisoning from whatever has concentrated and aged in them
>>81643811
i cant even clean my room without something being lost to make me look for it. the only energy ive got is for crying and getting up to piss
>>81644190
i broke them again is it okay if i take a photo with one of the lens out. im going ot fix them when i finish cleaning my room
>>81644886
yeah im also trans and gay and 9 years old and have a harem of 40 buffchads

>>81643326
nigga kill yourself now please

>>81644886
Robot """(((women)))""" are always nasty slag mentally ill pieces of shit. The ones who go attention whoring and tripfagging are the absolute bottom of the barrel failed girls.

>rapist
can you elaborate?

>>81646472
funny nigger commentator yay
>>81646531
>bottom of the barrel failed girls
where do you think we are
>>81646554
*rapes you
yeehaw

i like neofolk (Rome), MSI, the left rights, infected mushroom.
i don't listen to music though unless i'm doing physical labor

>>81646574
youd made great friends with my gf and if >>81644886 is you then you fucking look like her twin to, but i cant let her know i still lurk on these nsfw boards so it isnt meant to happen

>>81646433
is my impression good or not? is that what you sound like?

>>81646574
>where do you think we are
A gentleman's club. Now leave, nasty whoring slag.

>>81643219
>life is nothing more than a path in circles around a drain regardless of what you choose to do with your autonomy and no matter how much people care or say they care.
I mean that's just reality. We are all spiralling toward death. The meaning and joy in life is the path, not the destination.

You talk a lot about autonomy, what does that mean to you? As I've grown more mature and self-sufficient and autonomous within our current social system, I've become more keenly aware of my dependence on the other participants in that system. No one but a hermit in the woods can be considered autonomous, and what's the value in that when it puts him completely at the mercy of the forces of nature? Our culture idealizes things that are ultimately illusory, or at best flattering angles from which to view incomplete concepts. The beauty of life is in how we handle its ugly reality. Please don't lose hope.

>>81646675
>a gentlemans club
you mean a finnish bathhouse forum*
along with no barrier for entry outside of rules for posting (the intended experience)
.... sounds like a hell of an exclusive club pal. sounds more like my LITTERBOX and im gonna shitpost until its full #owned #liberateR9K
>>81646700
>You talk a lot about autonomy, what does that mean to you?
access to information and experiences independently. i can go to the library or force myself to wander a forest on my off days, go to work and make money to pay a fee for a museum ETC. i can join a club off of craigslist or facebook full of 40 year old boomers for collecting antiques or a book club. idk
>The meaning and joy in life is the path
my path is downwards
>I've become more keenly aware of my dependence on the other participants in that system
elaborate

>>81646776
>access to information and experiences independently.
Accessing information independently takes a lot of work. It's a lot easier to access a lot of information when you have access to a bunch of people who will compile information into wikipedia and a bunch of people who will build an internet to allow you to access it. What experiences are available to a truly independent person other than the experience of working against nature for survival?
>i can go to the library or force myself to wander a forest on my off days, go to work and make money to pay a fee for a museum ETC.
So autonomous to you is being dependent on an employer and a government that funds libraries? If you're going to work, you're doing what your boss wants so that he'll give you money. That doesn't seem like autonomy to me.
> i can join a club off of craigslist or facebook full of 40 year old boomers for collecting antiques or a book club. idk
>my path is downwards
The path is long and none of us can see how it twists beyond the horizon. Neither joy nor suffering is an inevitability.
>>I've become more keenly aware of my dependence on the other participants in that system
>elaborate
I make a lot of money but only because other people find value in the things I produce. I own houses but only because other people built them, and for one of them only because I was able to get a loan. I enjoy going to conventions and reniassance fairs and other events that are organized by other people and enjoyable because of the attendance of other people. I am able to get away from having people tell me what to do only to the degree that I am able to find the right thing to do on my own. I set aside money for retirement not because I find joy in the act but because I am respobsible for my future self. I am keenly aware of that because I recognize the dependence I have even now on the actions and course of my past self.

>>81646993
>It's a lot easier to access a lot of information when you have access to a bunch of people who will compile information into wikipedia and a bunch of people who will build an internet to allow you to access it.
>What experiences are available to a truly independent person other than the experience of working against nature for survival?
holy mother of taking it too literally.i want to be able to be self sufficient within this society, half of your post is based on thinking i meant my side of the mountain style autonomy with utter isolation instead of a job and car. >_> i have no idea how you even got to this thought process, you keep going on about man vs nature alone when i mentioned FACEBOOK and CRAIGSLIST in my post.
>So autonomous to you is being dependent on an employer and a government that funds libraries?
autonomy is relative here, i feel ive made that quite clear. i'd be a hell of a lot more autonomous driving myself than being driven.

im gonna masturbate to this dumb faggot ass girl (cis)

>>81647104
>holy mother of taking it too literally.
Well where do you think we are?
>i want to be able to be self sufficient within this society, half of your post is based on thinking i meant my side of the mountain style autonomy with utter isolation instead of a job and car. >_> i have no idea how you even got to this thought process, you keep going on about man vs nature alone when i mentioned FACEBOOK and CRAIGSLIST in my post.
Well that's kind of my point. The level of autonomy you're willing to accept is somewhat arbitrary; you just want more than you have now. I'm telling you that once you get it, your desires will not change. You'll still want more autonomy. Even the hermit in his forest wants to be free from the whims of the gods. The only path to true freedom is to accept the reality of human interdependece. The only way to be free from any given human is to accept dependence on other humans. All you can choose is who you want to depend on.
>autonomy is relative here, i feel ive made that quite clear. i'd be a hell of a lot more autonomous driving myself than being driven.
I don't have a drivers' license so my most independent form of transit is being driven in an uber. I could get a license but it wouldn't change my life significantly.

What's preventing you from getting a license?

>>81647241
>your desires will not change.
i desire information and money to maintain that level of autonomy and then to die by my own will, the autonomy i am willing to accept grants this desire. based on your post you dont strongly desire more than what you are already provided, and if you do it at the very least sates that desire, and thats fine but dont project it onto me.
>Even the hermit in his forest wants to be free from the whims of the gods.
i dont dream of freedom, just a looser leash.

>What's preventing you from getting a license?
finishing my GED first and then i will be able to practice with my mom freely

i'm like 150 kilograms
never picking up a grill

>>81647322
>i dont dream of freedom, just a looser leash.
Why does the fit of the leash matter if you're just going to hang yourself with it? Why are you so attached to that method of death? It'll come in time either way, why rush things?
>finishing my GED first
How's studying for this going?

>>81647425
prove something to myself

>>81647540
That's pretty based but what happens if you disprove it instead?

>>81647753
kill myself earlier than planned lol

Hello girl sminems.

>>81647425
>Why are you so attached to that method of death?
because i feel like i lack control
choosing your death time is the ultimate selfish choice because it wastes your potential time (the most valuable resource overall) while damaging others in the vicinity (if there are any or if they do care, in my situation they will. i am surrounded by emotion)
but i just want to skip out on the decades of suffering that await me. i know i deserve it and i know i can only slightly mitigate the suffering, my entire life has been playing pretend human and if i were to go out and check the boxes of human (marrying and children) it would disgust me to no end knowing ive brought souls into my roleplaying game, me being alive is unforgivable and if i were to enact my most base desires it would be a guilt like no other along with a tight leash ensuring i cant escape it.
i know youll probably ask why me being alive is so terrible, i dont think i should breed due to my genetics and my mind is destroyed to no end with no proper repair due to poor socialization, isolation, and whatever horrid content i have consumed en masse. there is only hope for painting over and hoping the lines are faded enough to only slightly remember what was under there before and at any point it could all start to flake off and reveal

>>81647871
What the fuck are you raving about, chubby?
You could turn your life around tomorrow if you wanted to.

>>81647871
>nothing worth reading
why not just bbw maxx and do what everyone here wants to see and post more nudes? If not GTFO and study for your GED and get that car. youre not unique. unless you post tits of course.

>>81647987
losing weight and making friends and getting a job and car is a good step towards the autonomy and information i desire but thats not turning my life around, thats turning my lifestyle around. my life is still headed downwards because there is a chemical mental aspect of disconnect to it that can only be masked
>>81648564
>nothing worth reading
why not halve the effort of writing this and go wank your abused dick to your collection?

>>81648599
This mental state you're boxed in is not the default, it's a hellish mirage, a demon on your shoulder whispering in your ear, do what you're supposed to do and don't listen to misguided instincts.
You're a kid, you'll even get away with any "mistake" you did so far.

>>81648599
>effort
if you put the effort into making these pathetic threads into your GED, you wouldve gotten it a long time ago, go do yourself a favor and take the easy way out, since thats what you want anyway.

Do obese people even take baths/showers? Because every time I see a obese person in public I just feel like they don't

>>81648686
>if you put the effort into making these pathetic threads into your GED, you wouldve gotten it a long time ago, go do yourself a favor and take the easy way out, since thats what you want anyway.
youre not gonna psyop me into feeling bad by your words because you didnt get your wank material. even if you are NTA you will not psyop me faggot nigger devil

>>81648753
>im the devil for either wanting to see your tits OR not wasting your time getting attention that want to suck you off mentally.

GTFO. we are tired of seeing your threads. there is more for you than this website. Youre the faggot for not wanting to hear the truth.

>>81648819
>not wasting your time getting attention that want to suck you off mentally.
what truth is there to decipher from this ESL babble? I get the sentiment but come back to me when you can type like a person. this is a text based forum and you may have the upper hand IRL but this is a battle of fingers and my boy... hehe, youve lost. (tips fedora and tallies a win in my forum argument scoreboard)

>If not GTFO and study for your GED and get that car.
i study incrementally and im not gonna stop shitposting 24/7 in my alone-time.

#SEETHE #MALD #FAGGOT

>>81648886
* my forum argument scoreboard

deepest apologies to my 0 readers

>>81648903
new sems just dropped

>>81647871
>due to my genetics
What's wrong with your genetics?

@sems add my tumblr

>>81648886
>i study incrementally
>300lb slob that cant even clean their room
sure.
>stop shitposting
yeah thats what we want you to do.
>ESL
anything you cant understand doesnt make it ESL, those diabetic glaucoma sure does make it hard to read, dont it? fat bitch.

>>81632475 (OP)
I don't listen to anything specific in the morning.
I love bauhaus though

>>81648964
Who the fuck uses tumblr

>>81648951
based
>>81648960
laziness

>>81648964
Nigger is using tumblr in the big old 2025

>>81632475 (OP)
Do you know about godspeed you black emperor?

>>81647871
>if i were to enact my most base desires it would be a guilt like no other
What are those desires? Why is there no way to enact them that wouldn't make you feel guilty?

I think you overestimate the permanence of mental scars. Everyone makes mistakes and has wrong beliefs and regrettable actions when they're young. That doesn't have to define your whole life.

>>81649002
Not me. I would never use tumblr. Ever.
1322.12122.1214.1223
1313.1214.131111.12122.12212
12131.122111.13121.122111.13211

>>81649009
oh my soi godspeed you black emperor!? why yes i do soi!!!

>>81649009
/mu/ is that way somewhere, senor

>>81649009
This isn't a music thread we only rave about her weight in here, saar

>>81649051
You mean /kpop/? and 25+ is still young you whippersnapper

>>81649066
would smash that saar

>>81649009
>godspeed you black emperor
That shit is gas

>>81635354
You realize that jannies are not only trannies but simps as well, right? Keliyah (Iris) avatarfagged for years and was never banned for it. They don't care as long as you're a woman doing it. I agree with you though, this fat whore sucks.

>>81642379
>good music taste
>Danny Elfman
Not quite. Goyslop film composer.

>>81649586
>Goyslop film composer
fuck off, Elfman is the last kino composer, everybody else is aping Hans Zimmer with huge BRAAAAAAAAP orchestas.
Elfman even sings in his compositions sometimes.

youtu.be/j4p9WKnDQzQ?t=17

Also Oingo Boingo is KINO

>>81632475 (OP)
So you think Indians listen to bad music, can you define what that is sems?

>>81635104
>I lay on my tummy at night
I meant the one you had your monitor on

>>81648964
how can she do that if you don't link it bitch?
>>81649002
multiple people on this board are on it

>>81649009
i prefer synth and progmathrock 4 amvbient
>>81649000
bauhaus is good
>>81649826
its hard to watch nightmare before christmas without noticing his soul imbued into the lyrics. weird
>>81648964
i dont use it

>>81650745
Are you a King Crimson enjoyer?

>>81650712
go back, normgroid, they miss you