I'm realizing how deeply I am into my own mind to the point where I hate reality, how I'd describe it is a bedroom covered in cutecore stuff, it has a lock, a lot of plushies for me to hug and everything I need and want in my fingertips, my friends visit me, I have a bf who loves me a lot, and I get to be whoever I want, I feel like an energetic puppy exploring a wonderland, I wish this was reality but it isn't and I sink deeper into depression.

Reality really sucks, honestly-

>>81638540 (OP)
i'd say that it is easy for women to get a boyfriend, however as a man i never approach women and i actually never will approach women. it's quite humiliating to approach a woman regardless of the outcome and i look good enough to have women approach me when i am doing semen retention :P

detta ar inget liv vart leva. Du har bara ett, fundera noga om hur du vill leva det, jag tror inte du har tankt mycket.

>>81638565
I barely approach men because I'm too shy and stupid to, and I feel like I'm too weird and ugly to have any type of bf

>>81638594
the majority of men would honestly take the first woman who approached them, without question, which may or may not be a good thing for you... i would really suggest finding a man who wants to reject you and try to get him to like you, just as long as he isn't abusive unless you want someone to abuse you, i don't really know it's confusing, i can't give good advice because i'm not a woman

>>81638594
You're too ugly for a fat and bald bf?

>>81638540 (OP)
you can be my energetic puppy exploring a wonderland babe

>>81638628
I don't like abusive guys, I like men who are mean to me during sex sometimes because I have a degradation fetish, but I wouldn't want someone to abuse me

>>81638674
>I like men who are mean to me during sex sometimes because I have a degradation fetish
>Non virgin
Dropped

>>81638656
I feel ugly all the time because I have a babyface, I hate my babyface because people think I'm way younger than I actually am

>>81638674
i'd say to go after an incel but most are subconsciously abusive (abusive tendencies with genuine unawareness that they are even doing it, usually emotional), i guess just try to find someone doing something that you enjoy (reading, gaming, who knows) and strike up a conversation. i think most men would actually be happy to have a woman randomly approach and talk to them, even in a friendly context, and if they are unhappy about it then they are probably busy/pornbrained

>>81638702
kinda dodged. do you think you're not enough for a genuinely ugly man?

>>81638736
Nobody wants your genuinely ugly ahh man

>>81638746
Nigger I'm young. You're the fat bald man here

>>81638701
I've never really had vaginal sex at all (because I've never asked anyone to fuck me in that hole, and I haven't had anal sex in months, and there's been a massive time gap in having sex in general)

>>81638757
>I haven't had anal sex in months
Somehow that's even worse, honestly that's kind of disgusting. You're not a virgin.

>>81638735
for reference, i still get confidence boosts when ugly girls check me out, so long as my testosterone levels are somewhat normal and i'm abstaining from sexual activity. i would even be willing to talk to an ugly girl even if i don't want to date her. it's just the way our bodies are supposed to respond, but we are too desensitized and only want the 10/10 beauties looking us up and down when we draw our expectations from internet shit

>>81638807
if any other robots here have tried sexual abstinence, alongside abstinence from any drug/alcohol use then you will understand that maddening feeling which can seemingly only be grounded through social interaction with the opposite sex

>>81638823
or, you can choose to focus intensely on something as well, if you have been fortunate enough to find something in your life that you have a true passion for, or general goals to work towards, then you will realize that women are just an obstacle getting in between you and achievement

>>81638757
I've never even hugged a girl. I wonder how women feel about guys like me. Viscerally repulsed, right?

>>81638851
I don't think so, you simply haven't interacted with that much women and that's fine, literally nothing wrong with it

anyways, i want to leave this thread with something hopeful, i appreciate the opportunity to vent my thoughts, and anyone who is suffering through their desires for meaningful relationship, i will say that you should be willing to sacrifice everything, because that is what love is truly about, and it doesn't start when you find love but the moment you truly begin to seek it

OP, i love you, i can't leave your thread, for some reason it has taken over my mind like a storm, i really hope you understand i mean my words, and i will pray that you can find love and your anxieties may leave

>>81638972
Thank you so much, anon, I really wish everything will get better honestly.

>>81639063
it will get better, please just pray with me anon, we will have faith

I'm going to try and make my world a reality with what little connections and money I have