how do i stop this feeling of emptiness. i dont even feel like a real person. i am just some sort of awful machine pretending to be real. i feel like crying. what is even real anymore. i just want to feel like an actual person

>>81639723 (OP)
the solution to your problem is alcohol

>>81639723 (OP)
>how do i stop this feeling of emptiness.
Grindr

It'll go away on its own. Jerk off or something

over time I just started to become disillusioned with everything, nothing is meaningful anymore, my life is a 24/7 nightmare with constant reminders of what I am

>>81639723 (OP)
the real you unplugged from the matrix. you're just a hollow shell that remained to not raise suspicion about your disapearance

get on hrt and enter a hugbox troon group

>>81639740
Seconding this. Pick a substance and start abusing it.

>>81639723 (OP)
idk how to permanently solve it, i think ill always feel like a little empty and machine-like but it helps if i talk to people and try to make their days better!! writing to myself also helps a little, but im unsure why
i wish you luck op, we'll all make it!!!

i fill the void with alcohol and cycling and nazi propaganda