>>81649828 Let my eventual suicide serve as a warning. It will amplify the worst parts of you. You will lose your filter. You will do irreversible damage to your mind, body and social standing. If you are lucky enough to physically survive all of that you will be left with suicidal ideation. Alone.
Or you might be able to handle it. If I had known what not being able to handle it looked like I would have never rolled the dice.
>>81649902 >Let my eventual suicide serve as a warning. It will amplify the worst parts of you. You will lose your filter. You will do irreversible damage to your mind, body and social standing. If you are lucky enough to physically survive all of that you will be left with suicidal ideation. Alone. >Or you might be able to handle it. If I had known what not being able to handle it looked like I would have never rolled the dice.
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Anonymous
6/28/2025, 11:15:14 PM No.81650087
You're supposed to take the oral pill form. You're a retard if you snort anything.
>>81649902 yeah i did this once and it was embarrassing and all after i figured some shit out about it that i didnt know about for a whole year of using but i had such a low standing to begin with it didnt matter
Anonymous
6/29/2025, 1:17:53 AM No.81650772
>>81649664 (OP) My guess is no one starts with it, it gets introduced to them as they go down the illicit substance rabbit hole. I did a lot of drugs, but I will never do a stim in my life, caffeine is super addictive to me so anything above that will definitely fuck up my life.
Anonymous
6/29/2025, 1:53:18 AM No.81651011
>>81650087 Desoxyn? I doubt it'd be as strong and effective as anything you find on the street.
Anonymous
6/29/2025, 1:54:16 AM No.81651015
i'm guessing there's exactly that many orders of logic
Anonymous
6/29/2025, 1:55:36 AM No.81651021
>>81649664 (OP) Thought that was brittany venti for half a sec.
Anonymous
6/29/2025, 1:57:01 AM No.81651029
>>81649664 (OP) Because, for a few hours, you can feel like a god. Coming down from that feeling and being mortal again is awful. I picked the pipe up again to try and recapture the godlike feeling, but the next comedown was even worse. I realized then that there was no way. Never touched it again. Have seen some absolute creatures out in public who didn't put the pipe down in time and became zombies.
Anonymous
6/29/2025, 1:59:08 AM No.81651040
>>81649664 (OP) I want to try it so badly. I've done a ton of coke/crack
>>81651040 >I want to try it so badly. I've done a ton of coke/crack
no you don'.
Anonymous
6/29/2025, 6:30:51 AM No.81653026
>>81649664 (OP) I fantasize about spiraling into a fullblown meth addiction and just totally destroying my life. I do a lot of voyeurism in /r/drugs and /r/meth, but I thank god I've never touched heroin, coke, or meth. But, smoking meth and getting just utterly blasted out of my mind seems appealing, like I have to do it at some point in life
>>81653026 You ever look at the erowid experience vaults? I have spent a good chunk of my life just reading through the most extreme cases of drug use on that site.