The three stages of improving:
>hope
>cope
>rope
Which stage is r9k in at the moment?

>>81650609 (OP)
Heavy into alcoholism and starvation maxing.

that just means you need it to work without god, honey. it's still 3.

None. I did it already.

>>81650609 (OP)
Cope. I'm too angry at the world to rope.

>>81650609 (OP)
Assisted suicide pods should be a thing in all Western Countries

Hope, girlfriend and I said we would stop smoking weed and go to the gym after tonight. Tomorrow is my birthday so maybe turning over a new leaf (hehe)

Really I just miss being in the gym, having a nice body I could take pictures of or show off at the pool/beach, and I want more money in my pocket want to start taking my life seriously cause nobody else is or will.

>>81650644
good look with that, i guess.
>>81650639
i've been coping since the 5th grade, and you?
>>81650614
you're in the 3rd stage then. i'm assuming you dont have access to a gun since you went with starvation.

>>81650683
>i've been coping since the 5th grade, and you?
I'm 36 now, but it was around the 3rd Grade that I noticed I was...'different' from the other kids. This was further confirmed on Valentine's Day when one of the female students gave me a card (cost like 50 cents from Eckerd, and everyone had to give something to someone in the class; it was a 'class activity) and she made sure she wrote--in the best English she could write--that she didn't mean the sentiment printed on the card about actually liking me. I didn't think too much of it at the time, because I was more focused on this hip new thing called
>Pokemon
all the adults that it'd just be a phase. BOY were they wrong.

>>81650609 (OP)
I used to be smart now im alcoholic

>>81650801
I think it was 1st grade they did a hoe down in gym class and none of the girls would dance with me/be my partner, brutal truth nuke at a young age but I understand it now

>>81650830
>
But I did have a handful of friends, who were also considered 'losers.' We didn't care though; we had our pokemon, our power rangers, and big imaginations.

>>81650609 (OP)
im past rope apparently

>>81650855
>im past rope apparently
even though you're alive, unless it's a failed attempt?

>>81650851
>We didn't care though
until puberty, right?

>improve for a year
>wake up early, exercise, run, go for walks, go to the beach, museums, parks, all alone
>create dating app profile
>find a job. find a gf.
>move with her
>discover she had slept with 40 guys before me
>get fired
>break up
>back to square one

>>81650609 (OP)
I literally got the rope and noose now Im just waiting for when my house will be empty to the point I can off myself and have my relatives dont cut me down before I die successfully

>>81650876
Puberty was weird for me. I mean sure, I definitely noticed the girls and their tits, but...that's about it. I was more into hentai, fully aware that none of the girls were *actually* interested in me, and this as especially the case when it came to sex. Vicious rumors were spread about me from middle school well throughout high school, cementing that I'd never 'truly' be in a relationship that matters. Though I did have a couple of gfs, but it was really just out of routine; they didn't actually like me, and they were just using me to appear 'normal' to the other kids. Discovered futanari at some point, and just gradually adapted it to my regular consumption, even today.
>so you're gay
can't say that, because gay men don't like me either, and there was one gay guy in high school who regularly (verbally) bullied me about everything, from my clothes to my interests.

Imagine that: straight women don't like you, gay men don't like you, and even transpeople don't look at you. I am the True Incel.

>>81650911
>I am the True Incel.
>I did have a couple of gfs
uh huh...

>>81650877
>go to work when it's not stacked

>>81650952
The longest lasting 'relationship' was 2 weeks, and it was also the last relationship I had...in 2005. I got my revenge on her when she and her friends pulled the fire alarm at one point, and I snitched. She was expelled, and I got free snacks from the school store for a week.

>>81650609 (OP)
No one cares about your demotivational zogchow memes
>saar you must follow my looksmaxxing blackpills saar you must stop going to the gym it won't make your jawline better saar

>>81 650609
we're reaching rope station, but copes can be entertaining in their own way

>>81650609 (OP)
I had my first kiss at 4, gigastacy had a crush on me in 6th grade, and my high school girlfriend was a literal beauty queen. I wish I was a virgin.