what were your saddest highschool experiences, /r9k/? one of the worst i remember was watching every other guy outgrow me over 9th and 10th grade

>>81651183 (OP)
i never had any friends so looking at anyone hanging out with people was pure hell. wont even get into the gf part...

>>81651183 (OP)
Didn't have a any friends, didn't care about highschool. I have no experience to share

>>81651194
aw:( what did you do during lunch? i always sketched in a sketchbook or read

>>81651183 (OP)
>what were your saddest highschool experiences, /r9k/?
guy killed himself, to be fair i didn't know him much personally but you could still see how much it fucked up the others around me

>>81651209
i didnt have lunch, i just went outside and sat by myself or slept
what is your height anon?

>>81651194
I thought I had lots of friends until I realized that I was just a performing monkey to them. Class clown, but people laugh at clowns, not with them.
Embarrasing but at least it was a long time ago and I barely have any memories before age 10. maybe soon that will be 15, then 20.

>>81651183 (OP)
seeing the girl i liked having a good time with her friends and what especially made me feel the worst was seeing her laughing and chatting with a guy. Yes i was a retard for not approaching her and just watching from a far but wtv it's been years and i moved on

>>81651207
i see, well, i hope atleast hs wasnt too bad or boring then!!
>>81651213
im sry anon, thats awful. :(
>>81651229
>i didnt have lunch, i just went outside and sat by myself or slept
no lunch? D: napping sounds nice tho!!
>what is your height anon?
5'6
>>81651237
im sry:(

>>81651183 (OP)
>what were your saddest highschool experiences, /r9k/?
Watching my old friend group from middle school slowly turn into normie fuckboys, who started to bully others. Ended up telling them I that I despise them & was alone for the rest of high school.

>>81651183 (OP)
I dont want to talk about highschool since it was decent.
My middle school experience was extremely depressing and i wished death on myself every day.
On top of my head
>Break finger in a fight defending myself, "best friend" doesn't even care to carry my bag home, teacher wraps it with some bandaid, dad doesnt care until mom fights him
Another time
>Sitting with two guys, chilling and talking
>Girl classmates head towards us
>Say hi to the guys and start playing with their hair
>Totally ignore me and one of them throws a disgusted glance at me

>>81651183 (OP)
I didn't go to graduation year prom and instead stayed home to watch the Dragon Ball Super: Broly movie. Although that is actually a happy memory for me.

In my graduation year I was so socially isolated and nervous that I had developed a thing where if I was feeling nervous/uncomfortable/flustered my head would shake uncontrollably. I am not sure how noticeable it was to other people but it felt horrible. Things like being in the front of the classroom or everybody around me socialising but me being alone would set it off. Hearing the voice of a girl I had a crush on would also set it off.

This one time when I was sitting alone at lunch as usual, two girls who were two years younger than me sat on the bench with me and tried to talk with me. I avoided eye contact completely and gave curt replies. I was getting the head shakes. One of the girls complained about her bra digging into her back or something. I don't know why that set me off because it wasn't really a suggestive comment or anything but it made me so uncomfortable that I just got up and walked away without saying anything else to them. I feel bad about that because they were obviously trying to cheer me up but I was so terribly anxious that I couldn't be polite.

Last two years of high school were really bad. A big part of why I had those problems was because I had moved schools far away and lost all my friends in the process. I hated being alone but didn't know how to make friends because I had been with my elementary school friends my whole life up to that point.

A few days before highschool an 8 year old girl I was friends with at school died and it fucked me up

>>81651183 (OP)
>what were your saddest highschool experiences, /r9k/?
i made eye contact with a girl and she burst into tears

>>81651253
>im sry anon
it was pretty ok for me since like i said i didn't know him really

>>81651183 (OP)
high school kinda just happened for me, my brain barely registers hs as a thing, lol. but then again, im not american

a girl i had a crush on died from a blod clot she got after a skating accident
she had massive tits

>>81651183 (OP)
Guys beating me up
Girls bullying me psychologically
Never being able to go to any school trips because poor family
Never eating breakfast at school because some days my family couldnt afford it, sometimes it would get taken from me by guys

Should I keep going

Wandering like a tortured soul wanting to leave but my parents didn't want to switch schools so I stayed another 2 years.

I don't blame them or anything, the school was academically ok and dirt cheap so it made sense, I just felt I wasn't having a great time there. And it was boys only so I never learned to talk to girls while being there.

>>81651183 (OP)
I went to school and went home right after.
I had "friends" but I was a loner and like a stray. They took me in and adopted me into their group but they never were friends I could hang with. It was just make dumb joke and play xbox every once in a while. 2/10 highschool experience

>>81651183 (OP)
realizing all my friends from elementary school didn't really like me so I left them and was very alone for a while before joining a new friend group.
Also tfw no gf

>>81651183 (OP)
there wasn't any moment that was the worst. There was always just a pervading sense of alienation throughout it. I did get lightly bullied a few times though. Like one time I fell from my chair at lunch and a table full of older girls laughed and was like "is the chair ok LOL?" that hurt my feelings, fucking holes.

To see other people have fun and interact and not being able to be a part of that was so alienating and very painful. I used to skip lunch and just lock myself in the bathroom to wait it out.
Also in graduation year the guy who was elected to give the speech decided to comment on what he liked of everyone and he literally skipped only me lol. He also called me soulless one time. But I did have a few friends. Also one of my friends became suicidally depressed for a few years, he made it through though.
>>81651253
i'm also 5'6 manlet
>>81651304
>they were obviously trying to cheer me up but I was so terribly anxious that I couldn't be polite.
I can relate to that (being too anxious to reciprocate even people who are nice to you) It fucking sucks. It's a very helpless feeling.

>>81652250
I been there too fren, hopefully you also had internet access in the 2000s which is where all the bullied kids went to get through those times

>>81651183 (OP)
the few friends i had distancing themselves from me and eventually not talking to me at all, eating lunch alone and getting picked on and laughed at by stacies for playing my ds to pass the time while i waited for my mother to pick me up at the end of the day. nothing crazy, just the usual social outcast being treated like shit because he's an easy target.

>>81653008
In hindsight (and especially from reading people's experiences here on /r9k/, so many robots were dealt such a horrible hand, my god) it really wasn't that bad. But when I was in it, it felt inescapable and all-consuming. It felt like there was no way out of it and it was very saddening.

Highschool I just sat in the same place with the same friends all 4 years. I was pretty lucky to be left alone. Middle school was much worse. Had to be transferred due to being physically and verbally bullied every day, cause of tourettes/autism. I did stand up for myself finally and went "bodies" as we called it in the bathroom with one of my bullies. It quickly devolved into actually punching eachothers faces. He was throwing windmill punches but I was small and weak so it ended pretty quickly. Didnt help my social standing at all but he did respect me a little bit for it.

>>81651183 (OP)
I am so autistic, a weeb girl who kept trying to hang out with me asked to meet me at the stairs when no one was around and asked me to hold up a finger, and she kissed it and side something like "I bet you have another big one" and I thought she was insulting my penis size so I yelled at her and walked away. No girl as ever come on to me ever again. That was 15 years ago.

>>81653120
>kisses your finger and begs for your big autistic cock
Jesus what a slut. You should've raped her on the spot

>>81653081
Most people end up robots because of shit hands they're dealt with, shit family, shit coping mechanisms, also seems like a lot of them are either unattractive or never had a healthy upbringing. Lot of minorities too, so being a minority in a western country is going to mess with your head a bit.

>>81651183 (OP)
I'm sure many had way worse but here goes.

>Gym class
>Everyone was assigned with groups for gymnastics and what not
>I was with a group of boys where they kept fighting for some reasons
>The teacher notices and tries to understand what's going on yet no one answers and threatens to get everyone sent to the principal's office if no one says anything
>I step in and defuse the situation by creating some excuse
>Crisis averted?
>One of the boys, literal chad steps in and starts talking down to me in front of everyone, screaming at me saying I made everything ten times worse.
>Continues picking on me for the rest of the school year

I just wanted to help man.

>>81651183 (OP)
having my own friend group exclude me and transferred schools because of it but always said it was due to academic reasons because the real reason was too embarrassing. also the school was really small so i couldn't branch out to anyone else

>When we had lunch, the "cool" people would climb onto the roof and play poker or some other shit there
>Some guy says they invite me up there for some reason
>Begin climbing tree that leads up onto the roof
>Some asshole hiding around the corner of the building runs to the tree and pantses me.
> Everyone saw.

I hate humanity

>>81651183 (OP)
I was once adjusting my pants (because I'm fat) and one of the popular stacys told the admin that I was grabbing my crotch at her. And of course the school refused to look at video footage because claiming it violated the stacys "educational rights privacy act". And of course the school expelled me under the "zero tolerance policy". And or course no one believed me.

>>81653214
I once pulled a chair out from someone who was about to sit down, and he fell and his food went everywhere. After that everyone called him "dumbass" and made fun of him for the rest of high school. I feel bad I made his life hell.

>>81653218
HS really brings out the worst in people. And yes, schools don't give a fuck about justice as long as they can keep their good image

When I was 15 I was raped after staying late to help my best friend/crush now my wife set up for a school dance for extra credit. I had to get an abortion. Whole thing left me just mentally destroyed for years after, and my wife never really forgave herself for asking me to be there. It was so long ago now it almost feels like a dream. Can't help but wonder sometimes if she's only with me out of guilt.

>>81653218
>Stacy sees a sub5 autistic untermensch
>Gets him expelled so she doesn't have to look at him
BAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA
*inhales
AAAAAHHHHHH HAAAAA HAAAAA SHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

>>81653241
You're lesbian, how often do you fight? Or is that just a meme (that lesbos fucking fight all the time).

>>81653258
We don't really fight, but that's just our personalities. I don't doubt it's common, but it's not part of our relationship. Just the occasional argument, but even they're not all that common.

>>81653226
That's why humanity sucks. We have not come far from cavemen, still looking for ways to humiliate or kill our fellow man to increase personal value.

>>81653237
>as long as they can keep their good image
Nta but back when.I was in HS the school had a scholarship ghetto black kid (this is not a racebait post I know there are nerdy blacks, etc) and he did lost of bad shit, he brutally bullied an autistic kid, he's destroy shit for no reason and never did any work ever, and he was drug dealer (and I mean hard drugs like meth) etc. Anyways the liberal progressive establishment protected him at all costs because it looked good or whatever and he was always feature on pamphlets and shit.
Fucker ended up in prison for like 40 years for home invading a couple houses.

>>81653272
>We don't really fight
So it's basically a incel meme then.
How do you get anything done? All the women I've dated are either really indecisive or lack any drive (beyond comfort seeking and routine).

>>81653336
I just put music on while I clean. It's calming. Just focus on the mess, clean it up, and enjoy the tangible results of my effort. The music makes the work pass by quickly.

>>81653169
Something similar happened to me.
My friend (one of those mall-ninja guys you know, wears a tench coat & sunglasses and obsesses over swords and stuff). And he decided to intervene in a jock arguing with his is cheerleader GF. Well he punched in the face, and the cheerleader got mad at us for the rest of the year, I mean like went out of her way to fuck with us.

>>81653218
>>81653241
>>81653169
>>81653214
I find your pathetic stories about being losers very humorous.

>>81653365
>and obsesses over swords and stuff). And he decided to intervene in a jock arguing with his is cheerleader GF. Well he punched in the face, and the cheerleader got mad at us for the rest of the year, I mean like went out of her way to fuck with us.
NTA, but how do you live without a man? I mean girls are pretty spaced out and airheaded.

>>81653409
I write lists. Grocery lists, errand lists, lists of what needs doing around the house. My wife has the better memory out of the two of us (mine has always been a problem) but I usually do the housework and such. So a lot of lists.

in high school there was an alarm on one of the doors out of the library so if you opened it the fire alarm went off. it had like 6 signs that said do not open dont open do not open and i opened it and the fire alarms went off and the entire school got up and clapped at me for 3 minutes until the fire alarm went off and i very nearly died.

>>81651183 (OP)
The first girl I did it with killed herself

>>81653437
You silly girl. You're so silly

>>81651183 (OP)
A guy pantsed me in front of a hot girl while I was doing a pull up and she laughed at my tighty whities. Was embarrassing.

>>81651183 (OP)
everyone, every single person, even the weirdo unpopular ugly kids, all had gfs and friends and constantly went places and did things

>>81651183 (OP)
I was publicly humiliated and insulted online by the whole school because a girl pretended to like me and I fell for it. I got over it and I dont care about those people anymore but its fucked with my self esteem and trust issues lol

>>81651183 (OP)
unironically getting alternatively jumped and swx assaulted by niggers. it was the same group I would just get cornered in school and just punched repeatedly usually in my lower body and then other times this pair would do sexual shit. this didnt all happened at school but it doesn't matter. it turned me into a tranny but at least I never fucked an ape.

>>81653494
Should have just whipped out your pecker and said hi.

>>81651183 (OP)
Got pushed down the stairs by other girls who used to bully me

>>81651183 (OP)
Got asked out as a joke a lot + became friends with a guy really into Yu-Gi-Oh and he completely stopped talking to me a couple weeks later. We'd spend lunch together and he'd bring his cards and show them to me. (-_- )

>>81651183 (OP)
i went to a super small tard school and had a lot of experiences being a fat retarded loser even at a school for those types, but id say the most pathetic is:

>watch everyone around me date each other, even obese girls getting dick
>never asked out once
>kinda got frustrated and lashed out
>was told having sex with a pig would be preferable to touching me
>dropped out shortly after

bonus story:
>friend dating this tall obese creepy dude
>we hang out in the room for when tards have a meltdown
>lights off, i stuff myself in a corner under beanbags
>hear noises from them
>turns out he "sexually assaulted" her in the same room as me

>>81651183 (OP)
Not saddest but more disturbing:
I was in a boarding highschool and we had a female classmate that was crying in the morning we went to the bus for the swimming lesson.
She was distraught because she couldn't wake up her roommate which was also a classmate of our, she also said that she seems......kinda blue?
We were joking in the bus saying that maybe she died or something to ease up the atmosphere...
After the end of the swimming lesson, we learned that she did in fact died.

>>81651183 (OP)
there was a girl in my class that liked me but i never actually noticed until way after i stopped talking to her and someone i still know told me that she liked me.

i still cant tell whether a girls being nice or likes me. a lot of guys here think that if you look good youll get bitches but women really dont like actually telling you when theyre dtf and just expect you to magically know

>>81651183 (OP)
My last day at a particular school. Which I unfortunately still live very close to.
Had my nose broken in a fight and had to do the walk of shame with my mouth covered in blood and everyone going apeshit.
The pain was not bad. I didn't cry. But it was humiliating. A friend I still know remembers seeing me covered in blood.
Though I lives across the street, my mother didn't have a phone, so they had to call my father in from a few miles away to take me home.
When he arrived, I almost broke down in tears, but I held it together. I never attended class there again.
I spent a few months out of school, basically starting my proto-NEETdom. Was sent to another shithole school that had knives and I noped out.
Never got to take my school exams. Got sent to a special unit for troubled kids for six months and was able to get into college.
I passed two years of college (business and I.T.), but still spent all but one of the past 20 years as a NEET.