>spent my late social years in school being a reclusive autist who wore headphones all the time
>decide to buy a webcam and mic so i can practice talking to people (mostly women) on cam sites
>keep putting off actually going through with it because my crippling social anxiety impacts even digital interactions with people i will never see again
im so fucked

you have got to stop thinking like that

>>81651570
well yeah its easy to say that, the hard part is practicing it