My first boyfriend was a very weird suicidal guy with abusive parents and no friends. I don't remember how we even started dating but I remember him breaking down and sobbing on my shoulder everytime I had to go home.

He didn't have anyone but me, wouldn't even eat or sleep unless I reminded him but I loved that emotional high I get from it. He'd cut my name into his wrist and I was so fucking satisfied about that.

I don't think I'll ever get that kind of thrill ever again because every guy i meet rn is normie as fuck but I hope he is doing better now.

Go to your containment board, homosexual aberration
>>>/lgbt/

>suicidal
>normalfag in love
imagine failing on tutorial mode

>>81653021 (OP)
hah sounds like me haha...

>>81653032
I'm like that on the inside but am incapable of emotional expression

>>81653025
nigga im a foid

>>81653032
I dunno, I just find the desperation hot like yes send me 50 messages in the middle of the night just because you cant sleep

>>81653021 (OP)
>was
So you are a vile whore. Begone.

yeah it feels kinda nice to be clinged to

>>81653170
I agree. Lowkey the only period of my life where I felt like i had a purpose

>>81653180
acting like a moody little teenager is fun idgaf lol. its fun to be a little melodramatic. being mature is boring.

>>81653053
Yeah, sure you are. An asshole isn't a pussy, faggot. Keep telling yourself that

i'm a moid and i love clinging to a person, texting her all day, but i wouldn't cut for her because if she truly loved me she wouldn't want me to cut myself

>>81653021 (OP)
How did it end? It sounds like you were both satisfied with each other.

>>81653200
i don't know why i don't just the prostate cancer off or are you still confused

>>81653219
His parents sent him to a mental institution and I went to college. My parents disliked him too (duh) and thought I was ruining my life

>>81653185
Indeed, now everyone I meet are a buncha NPCs le sigh
I'd probably have to break into a psychward or some shit

>>81653227
Imo it still would've been a win-win. I mean a guy getting attached to you 24/7 and would be dependent on you? Sounds like loyalty served on a golden plate

>>81653234
wheel him out in a strait jacket and laying low for a few weeks.

>>81653236
I'd have probably ended up marrying him if given the chance. He was still high functioning so could hold down part time jobs but had no idea how to spend the money. It was almost endearing in an odd way :)

>>81653271
Well, hope you find someone else that is as depressed as the last one, anon.

OP you have issues
but lucky for you, this board is the perfect place - we're filled with those kinda guys

>>81653021 (OP)
>I don't want a guy who has a stable mental state and has other pillars of support besides me

spotted the codependent. date someone you admire, not someone who can't even face life on their own.

>>81653400
I grew up in a household where people never cried or laughed or show any kind of emotions. So being with someone who was unstable as fuck was exactly what I needed

>>81653418
they're boring and i hate them

>>81653465
we somehow grew up in the same house but we ended up on different sides of the spectrum
i show off all kinds of emotions now, good and bad - folks don't like it, but i don't care
same folks who told me men aren't supposed to cry or guys can't be weak

>>81653076
Ok, that is definitely me. Like to a tee.

>>81653190
I bet I'd make you pregnant through your asshole rookie

>>81653562
I'd talk to you if you want and you were on the younger side, just drop ypur contact or whateva
I been lacking online friends since i started this socializing and going outside shit

>>81653549
I'm glad for you, anon
For me I'm just numb to everything, nothing feels exciting, nothing feels interesting that I'm back to yearning for someone that can make me feel shit again

>>81653931
i know what kind of person you are...
if we were closer, i'd slap you around and then hug and kiss you

>>81653931
>I'm just numb to everything
We don't care

>>81653021 (OP)
Go work at the suicide hotline and date the first hot sounding guy

>>81653575
You think you're "woman" enough to fuck me in my male ass and get me pregnant?
Don't cum too fast or i'll clench my butt cheeks and rip your girl dick off

>>81653021 (OP)
You're a sick fuck, thanks for reminding me to never try to get a gf off 4chan.

>>81654816
I still am but at least im open about it instead of lying and acting like i actually care

>>81653053
>Black
>>>/WorldstarHipHop/