>fall in love with foid.
>foid pretends to love me back.
>get job and improve my life so I can be a good bf for foid.
>make plans to buy her cool stuff and take her out on dates.
>foid leaves.
>depression.jpg
>lose job.
>still madly in love with foid.
>constantly feel a mix of frustration, shame and, hopelessness.
>everything sucks again.
I hate myself.

>>81654043 (OP)
tis life. I wish love meant something

love is brutal. im sorry that she did that to you. at least it wasnt later in life

>>81654050
>I wish love meant something
It did to me.
>>81654053
It's over

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Hatred only breeds hatred

Ok, last schizo post.
But goddammit, she never cared. It's always like this. I will always be alone.
I'm so fucking tired. I'm exhausted.
Why does it have to be like this? Why? I only wanted... why am I not enough?

>>81654181
you are enough, she wasnt

Pain and tragedy

>>81654043 (OP)
-Why don't you just rape her?

>>81654043 (OP)
Oof. That's rough, anon.
Just goes to show what pussy can do for a man, in terms of inspiration and ambition, and what happens when it's ripped away from him.
Two decades of cynicism and inceldom have taught me never to fall in love with a foid. She is never yours.