I was prescribed a antidepressant and it was killing me, literally. I told the doc about it and I was told that what I was living was not possible, to continue taking it. I stop the medication anyways because I know better and now I'm fine.
>>81657135
I'm in the rollercoaster. Before the meds I was falling down only. During the meds I was dying and now I'm in the rollercoaster, with great ups and great downs. Back to normal.
>>81657198 >On the meds I was dying
Dying in what way? Head meds cause weight gain but were you becoming flattened? I think that was the anti depressants kicking in and stabilizing your mood before you overcome that hump and eventually go back to feeling things
>>81657206
I hate no one. Doc did his best and I think this was a lesson for him as well. I don't need to try anything else at the moment. I'm not falling down anymore.
>>81657216
Nah. Something very wrong was happening in my head, physically. I felt something wrong rising the more I took the meds. I insisted in the meds until it became too risk to continue.
>>81657232
Could you describe this feeling or state of "wrong"? I'm no doctor, i'm curious what you mean by that. Was it mental? Physical? Like a pressure or general wide sensation? Are you allergic to it in some way? Was it like an allergic reaction, even in a vague sense?
>>81657279
You wanted to kill yourself, hurt yourself, or hurt others? Nigga, this is r9k. This is standard. I'm in love with you, you're beautiful, I will give you endless love if you come to my village
there's a thousand antidepressants to choose from, change them until you settle on one with small side effects (for me- vortioxetine)
the issue is that you people go to lazy psychiatrists who just want to get rid of you
or god forbid you're american and get mind-altering drugs from an internist.