I was thinking about Ways to kill myself before sleeping then I dream about a guy who is trying to kill himself and I am trying talk him out of it is this My subconscious trying to tell i can still fight or something else?

>>81658618 (OP)
That's most likely what that means. You can only dream about something you can conceptualize, so you're inserting yourself into someone else's perspective.
Please don't kill yourself, OP. If things aren't ok, that doesn't mean they'll be that way forever.

>>81658618 (OP)
Don't worry, when it gets worse the dreams will be of dying or getting a terminal illness.

Do it Mishima style. Wear a funny costume, release your manifesto, and try not to fail and die in an excruciating manner like he did by slowly, slopily and painfully getting his head cut off

>>81658618 (OP)
Somehow white guys want to kys and billions of 5'4 tall jeets can exist without a care in the world. How is this possible?

>>81659539
The life of a jeet
eat poopoo > poopoo out > eat poopoo > poopoo out
The white man thinks too much for his own good

>>81659539
I don't know how but wen you spend all your life as a poor cuck you get used to it and never do anything about