Mine is wondering how every person I come in contact with keeps their pubic hair. I have no idea where it came from but it constantly plagues me.

Very cool image OP. My intrusive thoughts are contamination hence I always thoroughly wash my hands.

Since I believe those are basic 5 intrusive thought I think yours could be linked either to sexual (intimate nature of your thoughts) or contamination (due to maybe associating body hair with unkept hygiene).

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All of them except for contamination, no idea what that means btw

>>81660654
Like when youre shaking someones hand and think about how you/them jerked off today

Well, sometimes I have thoughts of crushing infant's skulls, usually with a foot. A bit associated with crushing a watermelon. Sometimes pushing people into traffic or stabbing them, but they are all very rare.

>>81660394 (OP)
Violent & Sexual

>>81660697
Oh okay, that's one reason why I jerk off with my left hand.
People should be more conscious of other people. If you jerk off with your right hand you disgust me.

>>81660394 (OP)
My intrusive thought is imagining me peener en teh vageener

Contamination is an irrational fear of contrapting impurities such as germs, radiation, feces, etc. The fear is manifested trough intense anxiety that such impurities will harm. Examples:
>the most common are germs and hypochondriacs fear getting sick from them
>when I watched HBO's Chernobyl I hesitated touching anything pitch black because of firemen graphite scene in ep 1
>doubts about performing religious rituals and obligations
The fears are not coming from agents (impurities, contaminators) themselves, but rather from fear of harm, death or screwing up. It can manifest as an anxiety disorder such as the most famous one OCD. Do you get it now >>81660654?

>>81660394 (OP)
I constantly think about how I wish I was a woman even though I am not a tranny.

>>81660394 (OP)
That everyone knows everything I'm doing at all times. Makes no sense, but I guess my brain has a hard time of understanding that my knowledge and other people's knowledge are entirely separate and they should have no way of knowing what I'm doing unless I specifically let them know.

>>81660782
Uncle Ted had the same issue.

>>81660800
Yeah it's not just paranoia, sometimes it genuinely can't be explained how people guess. There's nothing you can do about it, so chill.

>>81660394 (OP)
I work on lethal high voltage circuitry and I'm often wondering what it feels like to get electrocuted by touching a hot conductor. It's almost painful to know that I can't both live and know what that's like at the same time. I'm not at all suicidal, just mortally curious.

I wonder what I would be like if I were a black woman

>>81660800
Dude, every person who isn't an expert in cybersecurity with flawless opsec is getting monitored 24/7 if they're using any type of computer with internet access. Just be on your best behavior and you'll be FINE.

>>81660838
I heard about that, but didnt he have like some wack experiment fuck with his brain? My brain has not been fucked with, as far as I know.

>>81660838
It's crazy how good the prediction algorithms are nowadays. It's kind of humbling to see how predictable I am but that's life I guess. PKD has predicted so much what is now reality that most people are still not aware of. They know that it's happening but not TO THIS EXTEND. I want my innocence back, god damnit.
If you guys think I'm not autistic enough to get suspicious about these weird delays than you're not as smart as you think you are.

>>81660973
Yeah he did indeed as a part of MKULTRA series of experiments where he was given drugs and abused. One of the experiments was presenting his own ideas then being harshly mocked in order to test what can make people give up their ideals. Also apparently he was given LSD and as far as I know it is non addictive but it can make you dwell deep into your subconciusness and you can have horrifying revelations that can change you forever. Non related but there is a saying about taking drugs: "once you get the message, hung up," because the high is not getting better and Teddy apparently did indeed get some sort of message. But he claimed experiments didn't affecting him.
He was also very avkward and shy about women but very sexually attracted to them, so that's what maybe influenced him to try switch genders.

>>81660961
Yeah, that is genuine advice. Sometimes they intentionally let you know you're being watched in order to prevent you from doing crime or to harass you to suicide. When it's happening even outside the zones it started (workplace, online) it goes from mobbing to gangstalking. Stay strong fellas <3

>>81660394 (OP)
Adolf Potter in Super Saiyan 4

>>81661100
They're not even subtle about it. I mean, I can't blame them as I tend to larp pretty hard when I'm bored. (I'm bored a lot).

>Let's fix r9k