>>81662861this is probably fake bait but i'm going to roleplay that it's real, so
anon why do you want to die? "horrendous decisions with permanent consequences"? bro what the fuck do you mean, who cares if you get tits? do you wanna have tits or not? if you do, go get your titty skittles. if you do not, don't get titty skittles?
are you worried about changing your mind later and then regretting transitioning? that barely ever happens, most transition regret ppl feel that way cuz they don't get accepted in their social environment so it's easier to just go back to boymoding for them. so like why does it matter that these "horrendous decisions" have "permanent consequences"? they're permanent consequences you WANT, right?
if you're genuinely so suicidal about this shit, i honestly doubt it's because you feel it's "not right" for you to transition or whatever. i feel like it's much more likely that you're just incredibly scared of the whole transitioning phase that you're gonna have to go through, and yes it IS a lot to deal with, and there WILL be moments where you wish you never started, but if you're serious about this you're not gonna regret it so stop being suicidal and go buy a cheap skirt on amazon or some shit, go get nail polish and see if it makes you happy.
and stop coming here to get degraded, it's fucking weird, go make some trans friends to vent to about trans struggles, and don't kill yourself and you're the only one who gets to decide whether you deserve to live (and i get to decide too and i'm saying yes you do deserve to live so fuck off outa here and do something healthy for yourself retard)