after every relationship or hookup or situationship etc, when it's done and over, I feel like I'm back at square one. indistinguishable from any other incel. I always thought I'd still be wearing my past experiences like a medal or badge, but it's like none of it ever happened

>>81666697 (OP)
Wow, I wonder why...

>>81666697 (OP)
You can wake up every morning, knowing you're a sexhaver. Just do it again normalnigger

>>81666697 (OP)
Same. I used to think having sex would change things but it didn't. I used to think getting my first gf would change things but it didn't. No matter how my social skills improve, no matter how much money I gain through STEM career advancement, and no matter how many romantic campaigns I engage in, I am still fundamentally the same person I was when I was like 14.

I've since learned that there is no "big win" in life. You just learn a little bit every day and you die while trying to have fun along the way. Try to treat people the way you want to be treated.

>>81666697 (OP)
Because the second she stops fucking you, you no longer possess her. What you are feeling is what it's like to be a Loser with a capital L
I loved my whores so much and they all mistreated me and throw me away. Because they are crazy... Or maybe they are right and I'm worthless...

>>81667053
>I loved my whores so much and they all mistreated me and throw me away.
Damn, have we been fucking the same whores all this time? Was one of yours named Jen?

>>81666697 (OP)
>after every relationship or hookup or situationship
nigga fuck off