whats worrying you today anon? are you feeling alright? you can talk about it to me if you want!

I FUCKING LOVE XINGQIU. best character not a contest.
Aside from that, i have had to deal with a dead muntjac again, chop it up and put it in the bin. Very bloody and i still see it on my hands now. Very annoying.

>>81668973
>best character not a contest
what do you like so much about him?
>dead muntjac
uh, are you a hunter or something like that anon?

>>81669166
>what do you like so much about him?
I don't want to says he's literlally me, because thats stupid and i am definitely not rich. But hedefinitely is the type of person I aim to be. He reads he writes he trolls and he is quick witted. He also has a cool outfit and fighting style(plus he is pretty meta even now days lol)
>are you a hunter or something like that anon?
No, most certainly not. it was long dead when i got it, but it was blocking the stair well of my apartment complex for some reason, so i decided to hack it up and remove it for the other people around, plus convenience.
Hows your day going huanon i should probably ask, anything interesting?

>>81668903 (OP)
>whats worrying you today anon?
i was going to post something but i had a talk with my grandad and i'm fine now
things will get better, they have to

Ahh ill never find friends I can relate to. Been having night terrors.
Other than that a good day working on my 3d printer and having fun.

>>81668903 (OP)
>whats worrying you today anon?
well i woke up again

>>81669379
whats the problem? go back to sleep then

>>81669289
>But hedefinitely is the type of person I aim to be
i see i see. i think its a nice thing to try and improve yourself based off a character you really like. also yes. he is really meta, he never left my main team since i got him lmao. kinda wish i got his free skin but i wasnt playing at the time
>it was blocking the stair well of my apartment
huh... and how the hell did it get there?
...do you normally dismember animals?
>>81669300
>things will get better, they have to
yeah! they will get better, and you'll get stronger too.
>picrel
were you in that thread with the nice anon that took draw requests? they drew a really cute hu tao with burger king crown for me!
>>81669326
never say never anone. i hope your night terrors pass. how do you usually deal with them? if thats okay to ask.
>3d printer
are you printing something cool hmmm?
>>81669379
>well i woke up again
unfortunately, same. but alas, since it keeps happening we better try to make the best of our days. unless you meant you woke up in the night. in that case go back to sleep silly

>>81669639
haha yeah, i asked her to draw me happy :')

>>81669289
>Hows your day going huanon i should probably ask, anything interesting?
ah also, sorry i forgot to answer.
my day has been surprisingly okay! i felt hopeful for the future for the first time in forever. its so damn hot where i live though... barely surviving the heat. ill workout now and then play some guitar, what about you?
>>81669656
then lets hope some day the drawing will become reality too!

my life is rlly chaotic n on top of that i miss someone really dear to me. i wont get to see them for a while and i havent heard from them in a while either

>>81669639
Yeah, i am really annoyed i missed his skin, but i definitely am not paying for it no matter how much i love him too dear for me.
Honestly no clue how it got there, but i think it died of an infection and the heat today, so it collapsed and died. Though now i think about it, i probably looked completely mad when i carved it up and threw it away. Especially as the only knowledge i have on cutting is cartel vids, so it probably looked like i executed the poor thing rather than just moved it to rest.
Glad you had a goodday too, the heat is boiling here too at the moment much too unpleasant. Why do you like hu tao anon, i dont think I've ever seen a thread where you say why?

>>81669772
sorry to hear anon. whats making everything so chaotic? is there no way you could take it easy for a while?
>i miss someone really dear to me
i get the feeling. what made you two lose sight of each other if i may ask?
>>81669825
>i definitely am not paying for it no matter how much i love him too dear for me
i cant say for the skin hu tao got... my wallet wasnt too happy.
>i probably looked completely mad when i carved it up and threw it away
well uh, i must say that it wouldnt have been the first thing i'd done if it happened to me. did you throw it in a trash bin or something?
also, you should maybe visit a doctor cause who knows what illnesses that animal might've had, and touching sick blood isnt really healthy!
>Why do you like hu tao
she's pretty much everything i like in someone. goofy, cheerful despite everything they've been through, tenacious, determined, stubborn, a dummy (but not really) and of course, cute as heck! i also like her story and the fact that she has flowers on her hat. i love flowers! plus i have a thing for characters with unique pupils.

>>81669671
>then lets hope some day the drawing will become reality too
:D

>>81668903 (OP)
I need a gf that would let me sniff her dirty panties but it does not exist

>>81668903 (OP)
honestly everything but I know that generalized feeling of hopelessness is artificial so I just gotta wait it out, easier said than done when you're in the momentt

>>81668903 (OP)
Fucked up big time in uni (required to withdraw after 2 years). Really considering suicide but I'm trying to hold out

Very painful stomach ache, not sure if i'm dying. Don't care.

I am trapped in a cycle of fear for someone, and I cannot stop drinking and becoming extremely suicidal over it. I just want them to be alright, but I cannot even take care of myself anymore and I make things worse when I drink to escape the negative thoughts. I wish things could be different and go back to how they used to be, I want to be someone dependable instead of a mentally broken suicidal mess.

>>81668903 (OP)
I'm worried about what's going to happen when more and more jobs are inevitably outsourced to AI.

>>81668903 (OP)
I think I have to rebuild my entire life again at 40+. I wonder what the payoff is even supposed to be at this point. Maybe I still have something to give to the world. I wonder what it's supposed to be?

>>81670161
you could go to japan and buy dirty panties from those machines that sell them that they got. or online i guess. also you're gross anon.
>>81670230
yeah i get that feeling too anon, very often. its true, we make it up ourselves and it goes away. you can do it though! go go go!
>>81670272
that sucks. what happened if i may ask? are you able to try apply again in the future?
>>81670289
you should really call the doctor anon. if you gotta die at least do it in a non painful way am i right
>>81670333
that sounds terrible anon, sorry you have to go through that. is there no other way you could keep these thoughts and feelings away?
things cant go back to how they were, but it doesnt mean they can change for the better eventually. try your best to hold out, im cheering for you!
>>81670398
i worry for it too, and i cope by saying that ai will become so useful that humans wont need to work anymore and everyone will just have things for free. HA as if. i guess you should start looking for a type of job that isnt something robots can do, its what im doing
>>81670459
its not about how many times you fall down, but its about getting back up everytime. if you do, then you're already doing your part for the world by being a brave person! just keep doing whatever makes you happy.

>>81669914
Ahh, genshin has made many a wallet suffer, thankfully i have not got that desperate yet.
I threw it in a bin outside the block, one of those big green ones you see. I cant be bothered to see a doctor though, so hopefully i dont die, it'd be a bit of a shame. Good reasons to like hu tao, i quite like her myself too, shes rather funny and the core of a lot of lantern nights too. Plus flowers are always very nice to see on a character. Hope you have a good day huanon, and i shall see your presence once again in another thread someday.

>NEET
>poor
>lonely
>too scared to date/make friends because poor and NEET
>too scared to work
>constantly tired and anxious
i platinum'ed enter the gungeon today.

>>81669639
I just hope they pass.

Not printing anything at the moment modifying it with an upgrade I printed out to help with heat control but ha w a customer that wants to work on his subwoofer. I've never worked on a class D amplifier before so a little stressed about it as I know in theory how they work and knowing what it entails causes me to worried.

>>81670482
>is there no other way you could keep these thoughts and feelings away?
I don't know, and now that I scared them off the fear is amplifying again. I just need to find a way to distract myself. Maybe I'll eat something nice to calm down.

>>81670482
How dare you kink shame the legendary and mighty panties sniffer you little cheap whore, i will sniff your dirty panties in front of you to make you learn a lesson

>>81670585
well yeah id rather if you lived aswell anon! was nice talking to you, hope you have a good rest of the day too
>>81670711
have you tried drinking while on social occasions? it sure helps with anxiety and all that. good job on the platinum though!
>>81670769
yeah, i think you deserve to eat something nice. try your best to not think about the bad things and eventually they'll go away...