No way finding a partner as a misanthropic woman - /r9k/ (#81670363) [Archived: 760 hours ago]

Anonymous
6/30/2025, 8:44:34 PM No.81670363
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Most of the world disgusts me so I prefer to be withdrawn which even includes avoiding mass media and college education. I still partake in some media consumption in a social setting. My ex knew all of this yet still broke off with me because it. Most likely it was an excuse for something else but I still think it is a sign. I will still watch media with you since it is fun together, have your child if you want one but I won't betray myself. Unfortunately it seems although what you guys say that men are oh so not picky, that most want a really active and willing participant in society
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Anonymous
6/30/2025, 8:46:35 PM No.81670372
>>81670363 (OP)
>presenting masc
These people will never get it, you can present as whatever you want, but that won't change what you are.
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Anonymous
6/30/2025, 8:48:24 PM No.81670388
>>81670363 (OP)
Is that Pixyteri? Damn that takes me back. OG lolcow
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Anonymous
6/30/2025, 8:52:01 PM No.81670424
>>81670363 (OP)
>My ex
Sorry, you're used goods now.
Anonymous
6/30/2025, 9:10:25 PM No.81670562
I guess it is true there is nobody h
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Anonymous
6/30/2025, 9:12:20 PM No.81670579
>>81670562
its been 10 minutes, calm your tits

>>81670363 (OP)
>misanthrope
theres your problem, fuckwad
who wants to hang around someone who hates people?
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Anonymous
6/30/2025, 9:13:34 PM No.81670590
>>81670363 (OP)
>it seems most want a really active and willing participant in society
Strange you're biased unto that notion by a single encounter. Maybe there's more to why your ex dumped you than what you're saying.
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Anonymous
6/30/2025, 9:14:19 PM No.81670595
>>81670579
True sorry lol
I can see the beauty in some (beauty in a body and mind sense) and feel love because I am human. But I am still averse to society
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Anonymous
6/30/2025, 9:14:40 PM No.81670598
>>81670579
>who wants to hang around someone who hates people?
I do, but the benefits need to outweigh the negatives.
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Anonymous
6/30/2025, 9:16:01 PM No.81670614
>>81670598
the negatives probably includes hating kids
if you're okay with that, gopher it

>>81670595
i get what you mean - are you into the arts, anon? paintings, poetry, etc.?
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Anonymous
6/30/2025, 9:16:54 PM No.81670623
>>81670590
I admitted there would be but I forgot to point out that yes men even if you pay half half still prefer a woman as educated as them and I base that on seeing men insult their gfs for being of a lower social class than them when mad
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Anonymous
6/30/2025, 9:22:16 PM No.81670668
>>81670372
I agree, but it's usually easier for women to trick people by cosplaying as the other sex. Now guys let me know if I am retarded but this tranny seemed like it passed for me. But to be clear I do agree with you and hate trannies.
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Anonymous
6/30/2025, 9:22:35 PM No.81670672
>>81670614
How is having kids a negative?
>>81670623
>still prefer a woman as educated as them
I have never met a single man who thinks that.
>I base that on seeing men insult their gfs for being of a lower social class than them when mad
Also never seen, heard, or even read that.
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Anonymous
6/30/2025, 9:23:22 PM No.81670680
>>81670598
I have been told I am funny ig

>>81670614
I go through phases of being into digital painting but I am ashamed of it since you know it looks retarded. I can be a mother it's just if the child grows up to be chris chan I will dip out
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Anonymous
6/30/2025, 9:23:53 PM No.81670682
>>81670668
>seemed like it passed for me
You mean the woman in the OP? No, she's clearly a woman, didn't pass at all. I thought "woman" before I even opened the thumbnail.
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Anonymous
6/30/2025, 9:28:11 PM No.81670703
>>81670623
I've never seen men hate a woman for being a lower social class.
I've seen people of both sexes hate someone for being "trailer trash", often by people who live in that same environment.
Poor and good = fine
Poor and bad = bad
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Anonymous
6/30/2025, 9:28:44 PM No.81670709
>>81670682
Yeah, I kind of got that feeling by looking at her eyes and skin. But then I saw the hair and stuff and I feel like if I were in public, I would just think this is an ugly man and not an ugly woman. Although the image is cropped, so maybe she still has tits. Hmm I guess my first instinct was woman, and it took me a second to think man because of the hair. And I guess in real life you aren't doing all this math in your head and just say the first instinct. Now to be fair, I am all about missgendering trannys, but I would hate to miss gender a real person.
Anonymous
6/30/2025, 9:31:19 PM No.81670724
>>81670672
hating kids, anon
but then again who knows, maybe her motherly insticts will surface when she has one herself

>>81670680
>digital painting
A.I? you should be ashamed, yes
>chris-chan son
that's your job to make sure he doesn't turn into a retard

maybe i was too quick to judge, you just seem like you're... protecting yourself first and foremost
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Anonymous
6/30/2025, 9:35:16 PM No.81670756
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>>81670363 (OP)

Are you actually a woman though? Philosophically, I'm antinatalist and a misanthrope. I think approaching the world requires pragmatic approaches though, not abstract considerations.
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Anonymous
6/30/2025, 9:37:39 PM No.81670772
>>81670756
>world requires pragmatic approaches though, not abstract considerations.
easier said than done, if we lived in a world without faults where everything runs smoothly, sure
but we're all human, all too human - and people fuck up A LOT
sometimes their fuck-ups affect me and you and this emotional push and pull is fucking taxing
Anonymous
6/30/2025, 9:43:00 PM No.81670820
>>81670363 (OP)
the world sucks and so do most people but what in particular makes you hate society?
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Anonymous
6/30/2025, 11:34:59 PM No.81671904
>>81670623
>I base that on seeing men insult their gfs for being of a lower social class than them when mad
I have never seen or heard of any guy doing that
I have, oddly enough, seen women do that before to guys though
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Anonymous
6/30/2025, 11:36:02 PM No.81671915
>>81670363 (OP)
Why does this woman have weird lizard eyes. Is she wearing contact lenses?
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Anonymous
6/30/2025, 11:37:27 PM No.81671931
>>81671915
She is obviously wearing penses
Anonymous
6/30/2025, 11:37:37 PM No.81671934
>>81670756
I'm spiritually closest to eating guychow, myself. Although I haven't had the standard elements beyond the starting ingredient in months.
Anonymous
6/30/2025, 11:39:26 PM No.81671957
>>81670363 (OP)
You had an ex, fuck off
Anonymous
6/30/2025, 11:42:21 PM No.81671986
>>81670363 (OP)
>most

based on your post, your sample size is exactly one

>...want a really active and willing participant in society

no, it's just that you sound like an adult baby and no one wants to live with a millstone around their neck, which is what sperg addled women like you eventually become after the novelty of babysitting a tard wears off. plus you're not even afforded any special privileges, literal retard women like you still come with all the disadvantages, caveats and pitfalls of dating a normalnigger female and you also still cheat and seek male validation, else you wouldn't have made a thread like this in a predominantly male occupied community fishing for male attention with your blog post.
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Anonymous
6/30/2025, 11:53:52 PM No.81672090
>>81670672
I keep seeing videos women took of their exes/texts fighting and saying that
>>81670703
I mean yeah other than being poor and tistic I don't do the other you trashy activities
>>81670724
Not ai
I said I literally can be motherly it is the adult kid part that I have issues with, you can't stop them from turning to that anon
>>81670756
Yes, elaborate
>>81670820
Same reason you too it's just harder for me to fake like it
>>81671904
I see it online when they get mad
>>81671986
I genuinely don't understand what you are trying to say
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Anonymous
6/30/2025, 11:56:36 PM No.81672117
>>81672090
>I genuinely don't understand what you are trying to say
He's saying you're just an insufferable idiot, not because you're """misanthropic"""
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 12:16:57 AM No.81672296
>>81672117
You still aren't explaining
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 12:22:07 AM No.81672338
>>81670363 (OP)
I think I have seen your threads before. I am sorry to say it but you kind of just need to grow the fuck up and stop being an emo faggot and get a job and connect with people on some level. You sound like you just want to be a female NEET mooching off of men. Like yeah society sucks but you have to find some way to function in it. I have had talks like this before with other men/women children, and I have said it in much more kind words, and it still did not get through to them. Until years later and they told me I was right about everything, but it didn't even matter cause they never made things right. Eat healthy foods, exercise, get out of the house, get some hobbies and make friends. Or stew in your own misery like a Daria with no ambition or smarts. Or try to keep dating until you can find a man willing to take care of you emotionally and financially. You gotta grow some self-awareness and realize how you are a burden on others, not just money-wise. Even if it's just cognitive empathy. Just stop being so stupid and dedicated to the idea of just being a lump of shit all the fucking time. These words may or may not resonate with you, but I'm not your dad. All I can do is talk to you. You have to take action right now or soon and put yourself on a better path and then maybe you wont be such a dumb mentally weak bitch made faggot. But you need to put the work in. You might fail every now and again, but you need to keep trying. If you need more advice or free therapy, try ChatGPT.com it's probably better than coming here. You really shouldn't breed unless you can function in society. Don't become a mother just to avoid responsibility. That's the worst thing you can do. And it's counterintuitive.

You have to be a person. The bar isn't that fucking high. Just try you dumb bitch or go see a therapist or just start jogging in the woods.
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 12:23:53 AM No.81672354
>>81672338
Since from the start you made assumptions about me Which are incorrect I am not reading further
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 12:28:10 AM No.81672379
>>81672296
For example, you didn't realise how you contradicted yourself by saying you can't find a partner even though you had an ex. You literally got one in the past. Plus, you're a woman. You're complaining when you have it easy and you say such stupid things.
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 12:28:20 AM No.81672381
>misanthrope
code word for two digit IQ failed normie, most likely woman, because men like this usually cope through racism
Anonymous
7/1/2025, 12:28:30 AM No.81672385
>>81672354
nta so what you're a NEET that just wants to stay at home? i guess that's ok if you're doing healthy things at home. why exactly did your ex finally break up was there some kind of specific impasse?
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 12:32:16 AM No.81672414
>>81672379
Barely and it failed
>>81672385
I am not, that is why I mentioned him mentioning my economic class was irrelevant. No reason to get into it but nothing much
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 12:38:22 AM No.81672485
>>81670363 (OP)
>ex
How much did you do with him? How badly are you used?
Anonymous
7/1/2025, 12:41:23 AM No.81672516
>>81672354
Yeah, that's the type of response that usually comes from your type. Ignore the issue based on some bs technicality you made up. Just use ChatGPT.com as your free therapist, maybe you'll listen to it even though it will basically say the exact same thing, just worded nicer.
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 12:44:11 AM No.81672545
>>81672516
I still don't know what you are talking about since your post was incorrect
Anonymous
7/1/2025, 12:47:31 AM No.81672571
>>81672414
>Barely and it failed
He >>81672516 is completely right about you, and you just demonstrated his point here. You're stubborn, stupid, and annoying.
Anonymous
7/1/2025, 12:50:38 AM No.81672604
>>81670363 (OP)
Can you garden? Look after animals? Cook? Are you willing to learn? Hell, are you willing to learn things in general or are you just a low IQ sperg with no resilience? I don't like humanity, I don't like the things that people do these days or the society they want me to live in but I'm not going to carry dead weight that also wants to make me miserable around.
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 12:52:48 AM No.81672626
>>81672604
I either do or like those things but you already sound biased against me
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 12:57:05 AM No.81672662
>>81672626
You're used goods anyway.
Anonymous
7/1/2025, 12:59:46 AM No.81672693
>>81672626
>>81672604
nta but maybe a homestead style life out in the rural country would be good for you, i've considered it personally.
if you could find a guy that could do that for you maybe you would be happy? maybe you could do it for yourself if you're so jaded
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 1:02:05 AM No.81672721
>>81672626
I mostly ask because I'm probably the kind of man you're looking for, since I'm a bizarre loner weirdo except I also lean towards being traditional and I bet most non-trash men in this category do too. If you actually do things like then it's cute and definitely a point in your favour but finding shut ins who aren't garbage and actually appreciate that is going to be difficult no matter what. Oh and of course, I hypothetically would not want to be embarrassed to have you around my family. Anyway I'm just speaking hypothetically, my options are trad country girl or dying alone.
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 1:04:29 AM No.81672755
if you have a big butt, aren't fat, have hobbies, are at least 22, and won't ask me for money, i'll give you my discord.

i myself am a misanthropic hermit with no social media, good looks, talents, dont smoke or do drugs, etc
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 1:24:40 AM No.81672955
>>81672693
That is literally what I want, but still haven't found since you know
>>81672721
I mean for starters do you have a feasible plan for all this which I assume includes kids. And yeah I mean I am not religious so you know
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 1:29:10 AM No.81672982
>>81670668
>passed
it's a closeup so you can be forgiven
women only have an easier time because the "ultra effeminate man" phenotype exist, they still can't appear manly however hard they try.
unless they roid out hard that is
Anonymous
7/1/2025, 1:33:00 AM No.81673019
>>81672955
Yes, I'll move to my grandfather's house out in the country. Unfortunately I'm not American so living off the land isn't feasible but eh whatever, just need enough space and time for silly hobbies like sharpening scythes. Of course, I'm dying alone but I prefer to not think about that just yet.
Replies: >>81673093
Anonymous
7/1/2025, 1:42:27 AM No.81673093
>>81673019
Which country, me neither
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 1:48:01 AM No.81673122
>>81673093
Poland but sorry dear, I don't date outside the religion. Not worth the hassle. I'm also what they call "used goods" and don't want to leave the culture, it just causes problems down the line and I'd rather die alone and a virgin loser than live with a woman who doesn't like pierogi or pickles.
Replies: >>81673314
Anonymous
7/1/2025, 2:11:43 AM No.81673314
>>81673122
I mean I like perogi and pickles that has nothing to do with me being atheist lol
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 3:09:47 AM No.81673880
>>81670363 (OP)
You don't sound misanthropic, you sound inert.
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 3:12:08 AM No.81673910
>>81670388
Oh I saw this before and didn't know the context, I see it
Anonymous
7/1/2025, 3:27:16 AM No.81674068
>>81672755
the fatty has yet to reply to this mans message kek
Replies: >>81677510
Anonymous
7/1/2025, 3:34:02 AM No.81674128
>>81670363 (OP)
>greetings
>I am petrus of thorolund
Anonymous
7/1/2025, 4:59:06 AM No.81674957
>>81670363 (OP)
Tell me about it.
Every time I let my true self out around a girl she gets mad at me for 'being negative'.
Like I can't talk about how our society is or the way that makes me feel with anyone, they get mad at me for not pretending everything is perfect when it isn't and being honest about finding people and society frustrating to deal with. Or worse, they think it's political. No, I hate the politicals more than anyone else. They are the absolute worst of us, and there's so, so fucking many of them now.
It's like everyone is in the grip of this pervasive, socially acceptable toxic positivity where you're not allowed to point out that some things are just kinda shitty. They don't want to see, they would rather live in denial. I can't do that shit.
Even goth and alt girls are like this. I figured those'd be the kind I can be honest about not liking society or people much with. But they're probably the worst for it.
I wish I could meet someone, start a nice little family, and just be myself instead of having to awkwardly avoid talking about the way I really feel all the time. I wish I could go out to dinner with someone and enjoy complaining about the people there and the socially acceptable things they do that are fucked, and have a good time laughing about how shitty people are together. I wish anyone would just once be like 'yeah man, shit kinda sucks, I get where you're coming from, it's okay to feel that way, I feel that way too.'
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 5:10:21 AM No.81675052
holy fuck is that pixie teri
Anonymous
7/1/2025, 5:14:21 AM No.81675090
https://www.tiktok.com/@sora_ashton/video/7354476481398983979
holy fuck pt trooned out
Anonymous
7/1/2025, 7:03:38 AM No.81675939
be my wife and let's be neet together
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 7:09:23 AM No.81675985
>Unfortunately it seems although what you guys say that men are oh so not picky, that most want a really active and willing participant in society
shit bait because once guys enter a relationships just want to relax and rest
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 7:58:50 AM No.81676376
>>81670372
The problem is that you do not only embrace the technical sense of being biologically female when you call yourself a woman, the cultural implications are embedded within that identity whether you like it or not.

Its like if I handed you some delicious brownies with some shit on the side. What you dont like my brownies, I thought you liked brownies? You want the chocolate not the other shit thats loaded within.
Anonymous
7/1/2025, 10:21:45 AM No.81677040
>>81670363 (OP)
I have the same problem as a dude.
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 10:27:58 AM No.81677058
>>81670363 (OP)
I've been crushing on a misanthropic lesbian for like seven years now
If you can steal my attention away from her I will love you forever
Anonymous
7/1/2025, 12:16:06 PM No.81677510
>>81674068
I am thin but not interested in you
Anonymous
7/1/2025, 2:28:46 PM No.81678225
>>81677040
Where are you looking for when it comes to women
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 2:32:42 PM No.81678250
>>81678225
A woman who wants to fuck me a lot and not have kids. Hates going outside. Don't even have to live together, but will fuck a lot.
Anonymous
7/1/2025, 2:33:59 PM No.81678259
>>81673880
Why do you think that
>>81674957
Exactly I am op and this is what I am saying, yet see your fellow men also attack me s m h. Where are you looking for women?
>>81675939
I am not a neet doe
>>81675985
Ok well it didn't work out
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 2:34:16 PM No.81678261
Oh look the pixyteri avatarfagging tranny again
Anonymous
7/1/2025, 2:36:59 PM No.81678289
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>>81670682
>You mean the woman in the OP? No, she's clearly a woman, didn't pass at all. I thought "woman" before I even opened the thumbnail
>woman
Am I blind? I thought he was an autistic-looking man, I'm not even trolling I'm absolutely serious.
Anonymous
7/1/2025, 2:40:51 PM No.81678315
>>81678259
>I am not a neet doe
Oh. you're a wagie then? it's okay. I can take care of you unless you want to work.
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 5:00:47 PM No.81679343
>>81678315
I thought you were a neet haha
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 5:07:52 PM No.81679390
>>81679343
I am. I was early in crypto so I can stay home and neet or do whatever whenever I want.
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 5:18:47 PM No.81679476
>>81679390
I get that, I mean but you are americannn
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 5:57:03 PM No.81679740
>>81679476
is there something wrong with being american?
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 5:58:07 PM No.81679754
>>81679740
Idk it too far
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 6:06:44 PM No.81679828
>>81679754
I'm going to Japan in like 2 weeks so distance doesn't matter. I can go anywhere I want
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 6:21:04 PM No.81679963
>>81679828
I mean I guess then , how old are you and how do you look like , hair eyes etc. I am white, female and petite btw
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 6:26:35 PM No.81680003
>>81670363 (OP)
i have withdrawn from society and live in the rural hills on 2 acres of land.
i want a gf to experience it with me so bad bros...
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 6:30:03 PM No.81680041
>>81680003
I want that too and I am op, where are you from
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 6:30:56 PM No.81680053
no i will not contribute to a smaller basket of balls. that's clearly a wayline
Anonymous
7/1/2025, 6:31:45 PM No.81680061
>>81680041
ireland, i have a little pond and everything
Replies: >>81680078
Anonymous
7/1/2025, 6:33:42 PM No.81680078
>>81680061
Cuteee, how old are you and what are your hair, weight, eye colour and beliefs like
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 6:39:41 PM No.81680135
>>81680078
you're not trying to dox me are you femanon? i don't feel comfortable anymore, I'll say that im not fat and have a homegym + do lots of walking, also late twenties
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 6:48:35 PM No.81680215
>>81680135
Yeah I get I am just saying I don't like guys who are balding or have facial hair or are ginger so tryna check for that
Anonymous
7/1/2025, 6:57:57 PM No.81680295
>>81679963
well if you have high standard then probably won't work. I'm a neet. don't expect a chad. I just want someone to neet with in a cabin somewhere. don't care about anything other than have decent hygiene and not fat
Replies: >>81680315
Anonymous
7/1/2025, 6:59:21 PM No.81680315
>>81680295
I am not going to have sex with you if you are fat or bald or have facial hair
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 7:00:24 PM No.81680324
>>81680315
im none of those and plus asian can't grow facial hair
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 7:00:56 PM No.81680334
>>81680324
I am sorry not into ya
Anonymous
7/1/2025, 8:30:18 PM No.81681134
Ugh this is some bullsghit
Anonymous
7/1/2025, 9:00:31 PM No.81681365
>>81670363 (OP)
Why would misantrophe want a bf? Can you feel anything positive towards another human if you hate humans? Isn't being misantrophic close to being antinatalist? Or is this some kind of convenience relationship thing? Or maybe it's not actual misantrophy but simply having some moral spine and being rightfully displeased with our current system which seems to be ponzi scheme about to reach its limit?
What's your opinion of living in small village with barely any people, surrounded by plains and forests?
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 9:26:05 PM No.81681586
>>81681365
There is no better word for disliking general society. Would love that
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Anonymous
7/1/2025, 10:27:31 PM No.81682107
>>81681586
I see. So it's just dislike for current system and perhaps human imperfections. While the former changes over time, there most likely isn't much you can do about the latter.
Did you make a thread in hopes of finding someone similar?
Anonymous
7/1/2025, 10:56:24 PM No.81682376
>>81673314
I didn't explain myself properly because I'm phone posting scum. I feel that if you want to start a family, materialist and spiritual attitudes to life are just as incompatible as different cultures due to how many subtle things they affect. I've become some kind of goddamn hippy because I don't really want to kill the flies that flew into my kitchen so I was just herding them out of the windows but I can already imagine the nagging voice going "OH MA GOSSHHHHHH JUST KILL THEM ALREADY". I'm not really a model Catholic so I don't care if the girl is some witchy pagan but all those types are gigaleftists for some reason.